Chapter Four- Precious Time

James' P.O.V

My heart began pumping wildly. I had to be dreaming. I knew I was. After all she was her. I turned slowly around even though I had no doubt in my mind it was my imagination. When I opened my eyes I saw her familiar blue ones pouring into mine. I couldn't believe it. She was truly here. Before I even knew what I was doing I pulled her into a death clutching hug.

Her arms wrapped around me and for the first time that night I smiled. Then I came back to reality. Obviously there were some questions to be answered,

"Why are you here?" I asked.

"What don't want to spend time with me? I see how it is." I knew she was only kidding but that didn't stop me from pulling her back into my hug when she tried to wiggle free.

"You know that's not what I mean."

"I didn't go."

"Why"

Mary's P.O.V

I wasn't expecting him to ask why didn't leave although I did fully intend on telling him the reason

"That's actually what I came to talk to you about." I told him. It was the best answer I could give without giving it away. Once those words were said I pulled of his clutch noticing it was a lot tighter than the ones we shared throughout the day. I sat on the couch next to him. =

"Well is something bothering you?" he replied

"You could say that."

"Something I can do?"

"You could definitely say that."

James' P.O.V

Oh my god my life could not be any more amazing right now. This was a perfect opportunity and I sure as hell wasn't wasting it.

"Well" she started "Let's start from this afternoon. First off there's this amazing guy who I've been dying to tell for ages that I love him." Oh no please tell me this guy is me. "But I don't know how. He's amazing James. I don't know how to describe what he does to me in words." Oh no I think my heart is starting to break

"Well why don't you tell him you love him. I've never known you to chicken out." I tried to keep my voice steady and just almost failed instantly.

"Because James I'm scared he won't love me back, and that every year of my love would be wasted." Years! How the hell was I supposed to compete with years! Dammit James what are you getting yourself into. I looked over at her but didn't want to meet her eyes. All a sudden I noticed what she was wearing. I felt a twitch in the confines of my jeans as I skimmed the tank top that showed off a lot of cleavage. Damn she was sexy. Wait was she waiting for a reply. I said that first thing that popped in my head and regretted it soon after.

"You could practice on me." Dammit James you really are an idiot.

"Really" she said.

"Yeah."

"Well James I would really like to practice at a godly hour."

"Yeah no kidding."

"Well then I'll be off and tomorrow we spend the whole day together and practice every chance we get."

"Yeahp."

"Oh my god. I'm so sorry James I almost forgot you had a problem too." I was hoping she wouldn't ask about that.

"It's not so important right now. I'll tell you tomorrow."

"Okay sleep tight Jamie."

"Night Mar Bear." She left the apartment, and I cried once again only this time because I'd finally realized all my precious time was gone I didn't give a damn who saw my tears.