You do not know how SORRY I am for not updating in three weeks. *Shakes head* Wow, three weeks…again very sorry! But hey at least it's the last chapter of this wonderful killing streak of a story. Okay now we must get on to the sai wielding, red mask wearing, last mutant turtle's death! *Laughs evilly* Oh what a wonderful thing. But first! I must thank all of my REVIEWERS! You hear that non-reviewers, ya no 'thank you' for you. No I'm just kidding I can't be THAT mean, or can I?
These thanks are for the people who reviewed Chapter 3 not my false chapter that I had…
Who am I. Well. I'm just Me- I hope you like this chapter took sometime on thinking of it…But thanks for keeping the story in your favs, heh…no really thanks. P.S. I am going to start off with what I had last chapter, or try to mimic what I had, but it will not turn out like last time!
Raphs No.1 Girl- I am done with trying to make you people cry, I never seem to do a very good job on that. I LOVED writing last chapter, it was so much fun!
Amonraphoenix- well at least someone cried. *Blinks* Oh…my…GOD! I LOVE IT! XD Best idea of a death YET! But sadly I already have an idea of Raph's death, sigh oh well.
Rose Black Dragoon- Some how I knew you weren't going to like that chapter…*Puts on puppy face* really sorry Rose. Leo had to go, but for me to write a scene where he dies by the hand of someone else is a major false in this story. But hey, look at the bright side! I'm letting you keep Leo until I update on Mutant Games! *You cross arms, I nudge your arm repeating the last sentence.* Come on Rose, you know you want to smile! *Smiles* YAY!*hugs you*
N Jas J- Sad story…well I guess, but it's a fun story for me! So no sadness on this end!
Jade4563- Well even though you didn't review on chapter 3 I'm still going to thank you for reviewing! So, uh…thanks and stuff!
There ya are people, I hope you're happy! But you will not be soon! Oh who am I kidding, you couldn't cry in this story even if you were paid a million dollars!
ONWARD!
Three letters sat in a lap, three letters, written by shame and hurt. Hands slowly and carefully picked up the letter. The hands cared for the letters as if they would disappear just like the three brothers that had been lost to the world of darkness. Tears fell from his face quickly landing on the hard shell of his chest. Life seemed so blurry now, with the tears that were shed and the pain that was shared with no one, Raphael slowly walked to the dojo.
His hand slowly pulled the old door open. His tiered old eyes looked over the big room. Memories flashed over his mind creating images in the room. Michelangelo sat in the corner of the room playing on his game dude, explaining to Donatello how it need to be fixed, Leonardo sat in the middle of the room meditating, a small smile pinned to the corner of his lip.
Life seemed back to normal when all of a sudden a familiar voice came back. "Hey guys!" Raphael quickly turned his head and faced a younger form of himself. Amber eyes slowly fallowed the form as it fazed threw his body and into the room. Mikey looked up and smiled at his brother. "What's up dude?" Mikey asked in an unnatural tone.
"You wanna go topside?" Raph asked.
Raphael slowly backed away. No, he thought, No, no, no, NO! A tightening in his chest and the burning in his throat notified the older turtle that tears where coming, again. His hands dropped the letters and grabbed the beat-up leather jacket, bring it close to his body.
Behind his tightly closed eyes, Raphael could hear the scene that he wanted to escape, unfold. "Sure," Don shrugged while grabbing his Bo staff.
"Raphael," The voice of his older brother filled the quite room. "We can't go, there's too much foot activity happening right now."
"Oh shut up fearless," Raph crossed his arms.
Raphael's knees quickly gave out, sending him to the ground. I was so mean to him, hands let go of the jacket and cupped his face as he put his forehead on the ground, rocking back a forth, trying to forget that dreadful night.
"Raph, come on. We can't go," Leo said firmly.
"Ya we can!" Raph snapped.
"Raph-" Leo started but his younger brothers hopped in.
"Come on Leo," Mikey whined. "We've been down here for to long, just one quick run."
"We can hold our own," Don put a hand on his brother's shoulder.
Raph mentally cheered, good, he was winning this fight. "Come on guys, if Leo an't comin' then good riddance."
Foot steps informed Raphael that his brothers were taking the bait. No, no, no, no, no, no, NO, NO, NO, NO! Raphael started pounding his fist on the ground. "This cant be happenin' again!" He shouted at the ground. Suddenly the air felt empty and abandoned. Looking up Raph noticed the scene was gone.
Bringing in a shaky breath, Raphael slowly got to his feet and grabbed the letters. The older turtle grabbed the edge of the rug that his brother meditated on and removed it from the floor. Lifting the wood from its place, Raphael gaped at the small box that was hidden from sight. The old turtle picked up the box and placed it in his lap. Without hesitation, he tore off the lid and gazed upon the superb weapon. Smiling slightly he picked up the weapon and looked at his reflection. Quickly glancing away he brought it up to his temple feeling the relief wash over him. It will all end soon, Raphael thought as he closed his eyes happily, very soon. His finger was slowly placed on the trigger. Bringing it back without any thought, he heard a click, then BANG! His body slowly fell back as the bullet smashed threw the thick skull, tearing threw the brain and out of his head slamming into the wall. His eye lids slid shut and his life poured out of him.
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The once living, now dead
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As my hands shake violently, and my salty tears slip down my cheeks only to land on this paper, this is to my family…the family I lost so many years ago.
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Lost. That is a word that can mean so many things. Tell me, can you explain to me what it means to be Lost? Can someone truly tell another what that word means?
From my experience, no one can. Even if your heart aches from losing someone close you still will not experience the meaning of, Lost.
Though, it may seem your heart is torn and your world is shattered, you are never truly lost. Because you always have someone close to you to lean on.
What if…there is no one to lean on? And there all just, dead…
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The dead, now living
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TA-DA! Thank you, thank you. Oh, your to kind!
*Clears thoat* Well there ya are! I bet no one can tell me what the flashback was! I will give you a hint... :D, Come on you can do it!
Did you guess it was the night when Mikey died? Well if you did, you get a metal of smartness!
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