Tumblr FanFict Proposal Challenge

Deeks sat on his surfboard, just after sunrise. Kensi was home still sleeping. It had been a crazy day. Thankfully, all the bombs had been removed from the kids and steps were being taken to find out who they belong to.

The day started with Kensi going on how she thought they needed a bigger space leading to a heart jolting thought that she might be pregnant. And the guilt that he didn't handle it well. To the tsunami that hit them in OPS as they looked at the pictures and maybe saw their not too distant future.

Crazy

'Me, a stay at home Dad!' he smirked. 'Me as any kind of Dad?'

Funny, Kensi was always the kid phobic one. And he thinks that he will probably be the one to stay behind when a baby comes. He has options. He could go into private practice as a lawyer, go to the legal bureau for Bates [but as a last resort, the IA investigation still stinging]. Maybe have an in-house role at OSP. So much to think about of what's to come. Deeks' mind drifted back to where they had been.

The thud he felt in his chest when Tracy walked into that gym.

Surprise when Hetty offered him the liaison position.

The "maybe this wasn't such a good idea" feeling he got during his first day at the Mission.

Fear when everything went sideways and he thought he would never get to know his new partner.

Relief when he got her out of that room full of lasers.

Stunned when she told him that he was the only person she trusted.

Grateful she never gave up on him, even after he tried so hard to push her away.

Scared that she would not go back to his place with him when he finally said what he meant.

Devastated that he let her down when she needed him to take the shot.

Hopeful when she promised to talk about things and he promised to be patient.

Angry and Afraid when she was sent away.

Desperate to find her, by any means necessary. What he was willing to do and did.

Beyond emotion when he finally held her, promising to take her home.

Crazy

But here they were. Even after a dirty agent confused the shit out of him, she was patient. Their bond was strong. When the DOJ came calling, digging up old wounds, he held her with promises of more moments then she came to him a short time later wanting "all in". Their path will always be challenging. The demands of their job, sins of their pasts, family that before had been on the peripheral, were now intertwined.

Why not have it all!

"Was it too crazy for two people to get married?" Deeks asked. He had to bite back the surprise at the "WTF" look she gave him. He asked again, "Just wanted to know if you think it's too crazy for two people to…two people to get married?" Oh, God, did he just propose to Kensi?

Yes! he DID just proposed to Kensi, because he loves her desperately. He wants to spend the rest of his life with her, he wants kids with her. Pickett fences be dammed. They will make it work. They are partners, they are all in. They are bold!

Wait? What? What did she say? "Not gonna say yes in the hallway at work without a ring on my finger."

So, his princess who likes fantasy engagements, Love Actually and cupcakes wants the full girly girl experience. Well by God she is going to get it! On one knee, at the beach in the evening with the ring. It will be them forever. He better get paddling. He still needs to talk to Julia. He needs to get a special ring for his special girl. He needs to make plans. Things are about to get….

Crazy!