Hyperballad
AN: I DO NOT OWN THIS TITLE. IT IS A SONG SANG BY 'Björk'
WARNING: THIS IS A YAOI FANFIC, MEANING MALE ON MALE RELATIONSHIPS. YOU HAVE BE WARNED. READ WITH YOUR OWN DISCRETION. I DID NOT AND WILL NOT FORCE YOU, SO PLEASE DON'T SEND FLAMES, I ACCEPT C+C. THIS FAN FIC ALSO CONTAIN, VIOLENCE, AND LANGUAGE. REMEMBER IT IS ALSO AU. SO PLEASE DO NOT BLAME ME IF YOU BECOME SCARED FOR THE REST OF YOUR LIFE FROM READING. ON WITH THE STORY :66:
Summary: This fanfic takes place after chapter 436 Kikyou's death. An unexpected turn of events leaves the two brothers craving more than what they bargained for. Sesshomaru needs to find a mate, whether he or that chosen one likes it or not.. SesshInu
'Thoughts'
"Flashback"
" Talking"
'Dream'
Chapter 4: Bonded
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InuYasha's POV
I shifted my body over, and felt something warm. Cuddling closer to the warmth, I didn't notice when an arm wrapped around, possesively. Leaning my head in more, there was a sudden jerk. Waking up all the way, I rememebered my surroundings. All the memories flashed back to my mind, and I was equally pissed at Sesshomaru for marking me as 'HIS' mate. Getting up slowly, I reached for my clothes that were discarded on the fields grass that were forgotten, in the mist of pleasure.
Wondering what game he was playing at, but couldn't think of anything else besides, fuck buddy, boy toy, or just to have power over me to get Tetsuiga. I turned to face him. He looked deep in thought himself. Turning on his own heels, I looked at myside, knowing that I was forgetting something. My sword. I looked around, and spotted it, still in the field. Letting go of a breath, relieved, I looked back up only to find that Sesshomaru was gone. "Why didn't he take the Testsuiga?"
It was akward and confusing. Looking at the sky I noticed that it was pass the afternoon. Wondering how long we were up and why we'd slept so long, I stretched, and cracked my knuckled amongst other things then decided to get back to Kaede's villiage.
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It took all the til night fall just for me to reach the camp. When I showed up, I had a rude awakening as to seeing Kouga here. He was sitting by Kagome, placing firewood in the fire. I held my nose, acting as if the smell of him made me neasiating. I approached the camp, and was surprised that Kagome didn't sit my ass right on sight. "What's up mutt?" I looked over at Kouga. "What's the matter Dog breath." I gave him another 'you're not my consern right now' look. "You." That's all I said.
"Oi! Hanyou. Don't walk away from me." That got me to fall for the bait. I turned on my heels, a vein popping out of my head, I did not apreciate getting called by that name, and he knew it. The teme. Shaking my fist. "What did you say okami." He laughed at how easy it was to just piss me off. "You are so gonna wish that you weren't born." Kouga smiled. "No, that's already how you feel, you damned half-breed." I didn't want to admit it but that hurt, and pushed more buttons than one.
Launching fort, my claws extended, "InuYasha, Osuwari." I almost had the damned ki-sama in my grasp. The bitch, who does she think she is, lets make that a Bitch with a capital B. "BITCH!" Yellling it in my head,"What did you just call me InuYasha." Or so I thought. Trying to move my arms, to scratche my head, I found that for the first time I couldn't. I was far too exhuasted. Finding myself, also unable to breathe, I held my breath for as long as possible. Waiting for the feelings of my limbs to come back to life, which they didn't, no one even notcied as I suffocated, and neither did they care. A bit shocked myself,a helping hand had pulled my head from the dirt.
Looking up grateful to the being, and taking a deep breath of air into my lungs, I coughed. I could feel the burning sensation leave my lungs, puuting my hands on my knees. Looking up, there now stood Shippou, and Miroku. "Thank Kami. Arigatougazaimasu Miroku." He smiled, and patted my back. Turning a hateful eye at Kagome, she crawled away like an innocent child. 'Oh come on, this Bitch isn't fooling anyone.' "Kagome, may I have a word with ye?" We all turned to where Kaede stood, in front of her hut, she smiled like the old hage she was. Kagome nodded her head. Leaving us all alone.
Letting go another breath of relief. "Inuyasha, are you okay?" Shippou asked. "Yeah, I'm fine. Why'd you ask?" Shippou, hopped on my shoulder. Sniffing me. "You smell funny." Rubbing my nose, I shrugged my shoulders, almost causing him to fall. "Yeah, what of it." A voice that made me so obnoxius spoke.
"The kids right." I stopped and looked over at Kouga. "You smell different." Then shippou put his own input. "The smell...It smells familiar." I shrugged once more. "Whatever." Getting roughly pulled over, didn't seem to do well with me either. Growling. I noticed from the scarred look on Shippou's face, and hiding behind Sango, that I needed to try calming down.
"What does it matter to you, anyways." Flipping my hair over my shoulders, I made sure to make damned sure that the mark wasn't showing. It would come as a shock, and if Miroku found out that, his lilltle innocent chibi, wasn't innocent no more, he'd never let me have the end of it. Teasing me on and on about it forever. Instead, I looked Kouga in the eyes, and said as nicely as I could possible muster. "Please, stop fucking talking to me, and leave me alone." Starting to walk away I headed to my favorite tree, the one that reminded me of Kikyou.
Looking down and staring out at the distance, and feeling the cool air; reminded me of something that I just couldn't remember.
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Sango's POV
After sending Shippou away, I and Kouga had decided to continue where the conversation had left off. "What was it about what he smelled like?" Kouga shrugged his shoulders. "I can't exactly pinpoint it, but I garuntee that if that smell was to come back in a distance of three miles then I'd be able to tell who's it is for sure. He smells like blood, as in he had gotten in a battle. He smiles so much like, like." Kouga shook his head. "Can't be right." I looked at him, pushing him on with his rambling and theories with my eyes. "Please tell me."
He shook his head. "It's illogical, even if this was a guess, even if I were to be right." He stopped, pushing his fingers to his temple. "There'd be no way that he would ever do so, as to be on InuYasha like that." This was starting to unnerve me. "Who ever it is that you'll rambling about, please tell me. That person even if its' none of our business, and is well known to us, would have mated with Inuyasha." He stopped and looked at me, chuckling somewhat, he shook his head and grinned. "How would you know slayer?"
I rolled my eyes at the rhetorical question. "I'm a slayer, we're trained to watch out for these things such as mating." He looked at me dumbfounded, probaly surprised that us Demon Slayers were almost experts in the natures of Demons themselves. "Did you not see the mark on his neck? He moved his hair to cover it, just in case you went sniffing around, and found it." Taking a break, I decided to add in my own carious question. "To whom do you speak of as in 'he' to be InuYasha's mate?"
Kouga looked at me disbelievingly. "You wouldn't believe it even if I told you." I looked at him eager to know. "Alright. Alright, just stop staring at me like that. If you must know, the scent that I've smelled on him, was that of Lord Sesshomaru's." My mouth fell agape. "That's why I think that it's absurd." I shook my head.
"We shouldn't go on speculating about matters such as these." Miroku's voice had broke through the darkness, scaring me, but seemingly not the wolf prince, which means he and kami only knew how long he's been there. "Miroku, h-how long have you been there, spying in the dark like a little rat?" He smiled guiltily. "For as long as you have." His face had gotten serious, you could tell by the intensity of his eyes. "Besides, we don't know if it is true or not."
"Miroku, how come you're not objecting to this." He coaxed his head to the side. "Because, I've too noticed something amiss in our little puppies spiritual power. I've already spoken with Lady Kaede, and she noticed the change as soon as he came back, but until this is solved then I can verify the cause for it, while being a hundred percent sure in my theory." Kouga shrugged. Nodding my head, Miroku suggested that we made an healthy meal for InuYasha to eat, we all separated in different directions, after agreeing not really knowing why he'd suggested it in the first place. Kouga collecting food, Miroku firewood, and me preparing the side dishes to go along.
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InuYasha's POV
Falling out of my daze by the growling of my stomache. I looked down at it as if telling it to wait, but to no avail it kept growling until the intense feeling of hunger took control of my body, and my mouth watered. I knew exactly where that scent of food was coming from. Walking forth to the egde of the villiage where Keade's hut was, I stumbled across, Sango, Miroku, Kagome, and even the damn wolf himself cooking a good meal of food. I wanted Ramen, but damn something was telling me to settle for this meal.
Entering Kaede's hut. I took a look around. Shippou, apperantly was out, and this was the best time for me to talk to Kaede, about my scent. I didn't know the half about mating, or anything of that fact at all.
"Come in child, don't ye be shy." I hated when she talked in such a form. It really was getting on my nerves, of course you could understand her, and I totally ignored the child part. "What worries ye so?" Rolling my eyes, I sat down, and crossed my legs getting straight to the point.
"Lady Kaede. What's this about a certain scent that takes place after mating or having you know." Blushing I was hoping to not give off the impression that I was talking about me. Chuckling, she sat up. "Such a child InuYasha. I guess I could tell." Crossing her legs she begin her lesson, and thanks to her I learned alot.
Walking out the hut at the sound of dinner. I thanked the olg hag and was on my way. Gawking down at the food, I sat perfectly still under the nearest tree. My stomache growled, but like any other time on the low, I waited for Shippou to get his plate first. Looking up at the stars again, I lost myself in thought, and couldn't help but to stay that way for a good four minutes. Thanks to the mongrel of a wolf shaking me, dare to say I didn't rip off his head, instead I looked what he had in it. "Hungry, mutt?"
Looking up at him confusing. He placed the plate in front of me, the sat down besides me. Still looking at him, he looked towards whatever I was looking at. "Look about what happened earlier-" I cut him off there. "Don't apologize. It's just so not like you." He smirked, and roughly threw back something of his own. "It's not like you to get laid by your brother."
Blushing fariously, I decided to just start eating the food that they all prepared for us to eat. "I was just kidding you know, about you and your brother." Shrugging it off, I noticed by now that he was right about me changing, I would be at his throat right now, and sure as hell wouldn't want to have a civil conversation.
It's still a bit wierd to have on one of your rivals talk to you as if your a normal being for once. I had a hard time even eating, but the conversation was still a good one. We even poked fun at eachother once in a while, at first it scarred me. Then it gradual became acceptible. All too soon it ended, Kouga collected the dishes we used, and returned them to Kagome. She held a grateful smile, and that same smile gave me chills.
'I am so gonna avoid running in to that girl.' Strecthing my chin, I decided that it would be best to call it a night. Looking at the sky again, I never realized that I haven't told myself the truth, or even told anyone who or what I was thinking about when I look at the nightsky. I just couldn't get that damned bastard out of my head, and now I knew that I had taken on part of the scent of Sesshomaru's and that's all Kaede would tell me about that part. 'Wonder what she's hiding from me?' I leaned back against the tree to sleep, when Sango woke me.
"InuYasha, you mustn't sleep out here. Lady Kaede and Miroku wishes that you sleep inside, so that you wouldn't catch a cold." I shrugged my shoulders, like a cold could hurt me. It'd be gone in a couple of hours, depending on what it was if I shall get it. Ever since I came back, Kouga, Miroku, Sango, and now Kaede is acting weird around me, like there's something to protect, that they and I both need to know.
Looking in Sango's eyes to tell her off, her pleading eyes reached mine first. Throwing my hands up in defeat, I decided to sleep inside. They placed me closest to the fire, though Kagome started complaining, Miroku and Lady Kaede had shut her up. My head lulled, and left all consioucness for a darker world.
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Thump. Thump. Thump. Thump. Heartbeat. That's all I could hear. Was a heart beat. Then cold. My eyes peeked open and I was in a pool of water. Sinking to the bottom. The sunlight, and blue that poured through started to disappear. My name. Someone was calling my name. Looking up, a hand reached out of the light and pierced through the darkness grasping my own. Silver hair. Golden eyes.
Red eyes stared back, the water then became murky, a dark red fluid stained it. It turned to blood.Black hair wrapped around my limb, and my neck. Cracking a smile the being pulled me back, the white hand that was holding onto my own grasped hard, and pulled. Still, they were too late, and I ended sinking to the bottom. Sinking into the darkness. The beings hand disappeared. I closed my eyes back again, a light blinding me still in my eternal sleep. Then a piercing through the heart.
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I woke to find that everyone was still asleep. Sitting up, I stood and leaned against the wall. Whipping any presperation off of my face. It wasn't exactly a nightmare. It was just a dream. Though I had a bad feeling about it. Wondering what it was, before I started to forget, but now I know that I'll never do such a thing. Those piercing red eyes. The darkness, the piercing of the chest, the drowning, the sleep, the light.
"Golden eyes." I froze on the spot. Those eyes. I know who they belong to. Putting my head down, covering my eyes with my bangs, I decided not to tell anyone about this dream, not even the old hag herself, or Sesshomaru for that matter. He'd laugh right in my face, like he'd ever save me. The thought itself hurt.
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The air was crips, as the rays of sunlight started to creep through and pierce the darkness. Gripping my clothes closer to my form, I looked over the boundries of the land. Taking in a deep breath, Kouga came from out of the hut. "Ohayou dog breath." Gritting my teeth on how he could wake up and still start trouble in the early hours of morning. "Right back at you." Moving to get up, a hand pulled my sleeve like a child would do it's mother.
Looking down at him, he stared straight ahead. "No, stay." I looked at him puzzled, but did as he commanded. "I need to talk to you about something." I sat back down on the patch of grass that was by Keade's hut. "What is it?" I said as seriously, and as interested as possible, which was sort of hard when you're really not feeling into conversation with one of your Rivals. "It's about last night." That got me to freeze, and to also pick up my attention, and seriousness into where this conversation was heading.
"Yeah. What about it?" Kouga turned his head. "What...what were you dreaming about?" A cheeky smirk came to play along his lips. "None of your business." Kouga's smirk was replaced with a serious frown. "Why'd you ask?" He shrugged,"Cause, you seemed to be have a nightmare, and also woke in a cold sweat." I gave him the look, that said. 'Pervert, you were watching me weren't you?' More accusingly than anything innocent or far from a crime.
Kouga grinned. I moved to get up. "InuYasha?" I looked down at him, with serious eyes more intense than my own, he stared back at me. "Are you sure you're gonna be okay alone." Nodding my head, I walked away. "For now."
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This whole day was weird, first I have a bad dream, then Kouga talks to me, I walk away, come back and get sat by that Bitch, but still I feel someone content with it, but also lost at the same time. There was something missing. My soul cried out for it. Not really knowing, but rather knowing but not wanting to admit what it was.
I wanted to follow it but decided that it was best not to. Sitting now in Kaede's hut with a big slap mark on my face, thanks to Miroku, I forgot to mention that the batard was peeking in on Kagome as she bathes. Luckily for me, Sango caught him, him pointed to me. I was just walking back to talk to Kaede, but now grunting and alittle not-so-interested-anymore mood myself, I didn't tell her.
She went out gathering crops, and medicines. Typical of the day and the life of a miko. Laying on myside, my thoughts wondered back to subject a. 'Sesshomaru.' Though I'd have to admit that it was a pretty fucked up way to lose my virginity, I didn't really mind getting somewhat lashed in the face. It did hurt, but there was something demandin about it, I was exicited to get punished for breaking the rules.
Pride. Useless as it is, it does come in handy. I can't say that I'm falling in love with my brother cause that would be alittle overrated. Everyone knows that Sesshomaru is beautiful, and looks totally fuckable. I licked my lips, then blushed at the thought of it. Shaking some sense into my head, it didn't seem to do too well seeing that 'I'm Still Thinking of The BASTARD!!' I was getting fruastrated and stressed.
A cup was shrugged in my face, and I noticed that once again I had gotten so wrapped up in my own little world, that I let an old hag sneak up on me. "Ye look a little stressed right now. It looked like you could use it." Sniffing the substance after kindly thanking the old hag in the most polite way that I could muster. I took the tea, and took a sip.
She didn't start a conversation or nothing, and that's what I liked about the hag. Though I was supposed to ask her something the subject was dropped as I could feel the effects that the tea was placing. Taking another sip, I layed on my stomach, wondering about nothing really. Putting the empty tea cup in front of me, and feeling really relaxed. My eyes started to drop on their own accord. I tried fighting sleep, but in the end succumbed to what the darkness had to offer, glad to not have had any dreams, refering to nightmares.
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Sango's POV
Watching InuYasha enter Lady Kaede's hut seemingly stressed a bit. Wondering what Lady Kaede brought in with her I snuck over to get a peak. Not to long after he downed the tea, he fell asleep, unknowingly himself.
I turned on my heals and ran until I found Kouga. Sitting down, picking grass seemingly a bit fraustrated. "What do you want Sango?" He didn't look so good. "I just want to know, have you seen Miroku?" He shook his head. He knew something I didn't. "Kouga what really is wrong what InuYasha. Your the only one who trully knows." Holding his stomach he got to his feet. "It's none of your damn business." I looked at him a bit hurt, shocked, and pleadingly for him to tell.
He turned to walk away. "Sango, just stay out of it. You'll find out soon, besides there's nothing to worry about." He disappeared form my sight.
I stodo there, the wind picked up, and the silence was the only thing that remained. I sat down in the place that he was in.
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Kouga's POV
I openly admit that what I did was a bit harsh, but what was I suppose to tell her. That I smelled new life forming inside InuYasha. Nothing good had ever came from such a thing as mating. Though mating season was starting to kick in full swing, and I'd soon have to either go and mate with Ayala, as promised. Though I can't stay with Kagome, it doesn't bother me as much, there's nothing I could possibly do. She's apart of the future, a different era and time. She'd have to go home soon, and stay for good once her purpose was fullfied.
I held my stomach tight. Smiling abit, I even laughed. "At least InuYasha's found a mate, he won't have to go through this much pain. I stumbled, but caught my balance. Stopping to lean against a nearby tree. Catching my breath, I decided it was best to walk after taking a pit stop. For a second, and then I'd have to get back to my own clan.
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Sesshomaru's POV
It's been three days already that I haven't seen my supposed mate. My youki was was starting to act up, I fault with the best almost every hour. It wasn't my plan to leave him there, confused for a while, I just didn't know how to take it. It all just started to sit in. I had really fucked my brother, and to top it all off I mated with him.
I couldn't control my own sexual urges, and what my inner youkai wanted. It was patethic. 'I swear not to let that half-breed change me in any way. I don't want his patethic heart, and neither do I accept a thing called love. Giving away your heart to another being, bakanishiteru. I refuse to believe in such a thing.'
My whole body started to ache for the bastard. There was nothing I could do for that but settle it with the old fashioned way, b.k.a masturbation. Now it didn't seem like enough. What it wanted I wouldn't give. Satisfaction that's what I wanted, but to get it would mean that I would have to fuck my brother senseless, then return to the manor, castle whatever you want to call it. Where Rin, Jaken, and all my faithful servents will be waiting and run my bath water. Well hotsprings seem nice right now.
Taking off my robe, I decided just to do that, a nice hotspring will do wonders to settle this Sesshomaru down. I eased into the water, and I could feel every mucle and bone relax, relieving tension, fraustration, and even thoughts of InuYasha. I dipped my head under water to clear all thoughts. I could hear my heart beat, then hearing the sound of the door open to my private quaters, then close again. I came up to find my favorite shampoo and conditionor, with my favorite soap setting out on the nearest platform.
Grabbing them I repeated what I did every night. Slipping into bed, I notcied that this night was different. Instead of having a peaceful sleep that I've always have. I woke up with a little surprise in the middle of the night. I let go of a breathe, still ehausted and tired. Gathering my wet sheets I angerly bit down on my lip to not cursee my ass off, or yell that now this fucking hanyou was entering my dreams at night.
Putting new sheets on my bed, I told myself that when I wake up, I'd start out to find my mate and settle this feeling that was in my gut. My youki pleased to hear this settled down my inner youkai, and I was finally able to rest with out any erruptions.
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AN: OKAY LONG AND BORING I KNOW. THINGS ARE JUST GOING SLOW NOW. Also QuitexSoul guessed right. 8. You get to pick when's my next update. XD So the next update depends on her, and her review. :66: