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Love, Ella 676
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Bella POV
I was lucky that the Cullen's had a spare bedroom but the only thing was… it was next to Edward's room and I wasn't too sure whether that was a good thing or a bad thing. But Alice certainly wasted no time decorating it a bit and getting a queen-size bed put in that very day!
I was shocked and at the same time amazed on how quick she and Emmett assembled it. As it became dark again I laid in the new bed in Alice's night gown or what I think was a night gown…. it was a bit short and only came up to my knees and was light and lacy. I complained to Alice that I would freeze in it. " I am sorry Bella, but it's the only thing I have that's really not revealing." she giggled and left the room in a quick blur. I sighed turning over in the bed so I was on my back I wasn't used to a bed not really I preferred the floor but sometimes I slept in a bed this reminded me of Cynthia, I missed Cynthia.
I missed curling up next to her when it was time to go to sleep. She would hold me tight and I knew I was loved. I was her pet, but then I was so much more I was her best friend and she was mine. "Your crying…" someone whispered from the door. My eyes opened and I lifted my self up to see who it was in a quick motion but as I did sure enough, a tear fell from my eyes.
I ignored it and saw Edward at my door. He was staring at me with an unrecognizable emotion in his eyes. I froze with surprise and in a split second he was next to me. I stared at him speechless my heart pounding wildly as his hand made contact with my cheek and wiped the lonely tear from my face. "Why are you crying?" he said finally breaking the awkward moment.
I took a small breath and tried to think of a response. "I…I am sorry did I wake you up?" it was the best I could come up with. I didn't realize how handsome Edward was for a human…I mean vampire… and he was very close to me his golden eyes where only a few inches from my face and stared into mine deeply it made me feel strange….in fact this whole body was strange.
" No, you didn't wake me…I don't sleep" Edward answered still very close to me. "Vampires don't sleep? Why is that?" I asked curious now by his statement. He laughed and sat down next to me on the bed "Ah, a good question…but you never answered mine." I could feel my face heat up "I was thinking of someone." I softly answered and turned away from him embarrassed now.
"Would this someone happen to be your witch Cynthia?" he asked. I nodded tears flooded my eyes now and I couldn't hold it in any longer "She was the only person ill ever love and she is gone." Forever. a soft whimper came out of my sobs. Edwards eyes widened in surprised by the sound I made and grabbed my shoulders tightly and pulled me in an strong embrace. "You will love again, I promise you." he whispered in my ear as he stroked my ebony hair. My thoughts bolted and my body tensed up.
He sensed this and loosened his steel grip on me. I took this as a chance to get off the bed and move away from him. He stared at me in surprise "What is it Bella?" he questioned. "Edward. I am a cat. In my world cats don't have mates like your kind do, we have witches. Its over for me now, I am a cat who lost her witch that's why ill never love again."
Edwards POV:
Upon, hearing those words coming out of her mouth something inside me snapped. I got up and grabbed her and threw her softly on the bed in one swift motion. She didn't fight me because she was surprised I assumed, her heart beat was fast underneath her chest, she was probably scared but I didn't care at that moment.
"Your. Not. A. Cat!" I yelled harshly her eyes widened and her stare intensified. Trying to calm myself down, I took a strand of her hair to my face and inhaled the scent of it, which smelled of flowers.
"Bella, your not a cat anymore." I slid my hand over her chest over her heart "You may be different than most mortals because of your magic, but your still a human who feels and reacts like one." I smiled putting my hands to her face which was blushing, just to prove my point. She looked up towards the wall ignoring my eyes her features turned to sadness and worry. "Not if I can help it, I don't want to be a human anymore. Everything about this body confuses me and I am afraid that if I stay human for too long…. I wont be able to change back." she cried.
For some reason I felt a sting in my chest when she said she didn't want to stay human. What was wrong with me? Why was I so attracted to this girl? It angered me that I didn't even know her for very long and she was an animal not too long ago and I was already drawn to her presence. What did I expect from her? Too stay human to go against her true nature?
For what? Too stay with me? To be nearly the same species as me, so my affection towards her wasn't wrong? That's not fair to her. She should want to go back to being a cat, it must be hard….. changing into something your not. But if she did manage to turn back would I still feel this way? My heart said yes, but my mind didn't make sense of it.
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I know that was short! But I wanted to get that out ASAP!