Homestuck 4

Kanaya stared at her completely shocked at her statement. Even though Vriska knew that Kanaya was thinking about all the options of things that could be troubling her, that definitely wasn't it.

"Vriska..."

You could see the hurt in her eyes. According to Karkat from past conversations, Kanaya had felt flushed for her too but I had been with Tavros. She felt horrible because Vriska had never meant to be with Tavros. He just seemed scared shitless and she couldn't resist screwing up his emotions even more. But she had no idea that Kanaya felt that way. And as soon as she had finally moved on, here comes Vriska crawling back.

"I'm so sorry Kanaya. I'll go" Vriska stood up and ran out the door. Even before she was halfway out the door, she felt tears forming in her eyes. Once she was safely outside, she raced to her own hive. The wind blew her hair out behind her and forced the tears off my face as they came in trails. Vriska had known that she had always been the misunderstood bitch that no one cared about. And to an extent she didn't care about them either. She had never thought of being with someone else.

Reaching the hive, Vriska locked herself inside. She had cried for the entire night. She ignored all the messages from the trolls. And after two days they figured out that something wasn't right, that Vriska should have replied to at least someone by now.

Lying down on the floor, she had found that the slime wasn't doing any good to soothe her problems, she had finally stopped crying but now she felt empty. Apparently the news had even gotten to the humans that something wasn't right. There were frequent incoming messages from John, seeing as she is his patron troll, and a few from the evil bitch who took Kan away too, asking what the hell happened.

Kanaya seemed to have had the same issue as Vriska. Kanaya didn't talk to anyone, wouldn't come out of her room, and didn't troll anyone on Trollian. Karkat figured out that whatever happened wasn't good and was pestering me frequently too, along with John.

This went on for a while until she heard a knock on the door. Not even bothering to get up, she just lay there hoping whoever it was would go away. She heard steps coming up the stairs; clearly they didn't get the message. The door to the room slightly pushed open. Appearing from behind the door was…

"Kanaya!" Vriska sat up abruptly stunned that Kan came over, even after what she said.

"Vriska I've Been Thinking About What You Said And I'm Still Not Sure Of What I'm Feeling At The Moment"

Kanaya looked away as if to contemplate what she just said. Evaluating what to say slowly and precisely.

"You don't have to say anything I don't mind. I've had two days to get used to it and I think I'm fine"

"Cutting Yourself Off From Civilization Is Not What I Call Fine Look What I'm Trying To Say Is I Don't Know What To Do Anymore You Were Always The Leader Whether Karkat Knew It Or Not You Were Like The Person Who Secured The Bonds Not Ruin Them As The Humans Say What Doesn't Kill You Only Makes You Stronger" Kanaya rambled. She always did that when she was nervous. Vriska thought it was cute, but it didn't matter anymore.

"I Thought I Was Flushed For You But When I Saw You With Tavros It Felt Like My Heart Was Ripped Out And Then I Always Had To Compete With Eridan Because He Was You Past Ancestors Kismesis While Mine Was Just A Lowly Servant I Couldn't Find A Way To Anything I Was The Lonely Person With Nothing Left"

Hearing all of this was heartbreaking. She had never thought of what else had happened. Pale jade tears rolled down Kanaya's face, Vriska had never seen Kanaya cry, let alone show her true emotions and thoughts to anyone before.

"And Just When I Find Ground Again I'm Attacked So To Say With My Biggest 'What If' What If I Was More Persistent What If I Could Get My Life Back What If I Could Get You Back"

"...Kan... I'm so sorry. I didn't think that it would happen this way. I was too caught up in tormenting fucking Tavros that I missed so many things. I h8te myself for torturing you. And only now do I see what has 8een going on. I have no idea what my shitty feelings are telling me now. I only know that I feel red for you and my chance was already long gone and yet I'm still not sure that there was a chance at all. It's just confusing the hell out of me. I trapped myself off so I couldn't talk to anyone. I needed time alone to think a8out all the shitty mistakes I made. It all wasn't real to me until you showed it to me. I'm so sorry you've always 8een the victim of my crimes and yet always there for me. And I don't know where the hell I would 8e without you. I might've still 8een the emotionless 8itch that everyone h8s. 8ut Kan I really do like you 8ut there's no way I could make it up to yo-" Kanaya leaned into her pressing her soft lips against hers. Kanaya's lips were even softer then Vriska had imagined them to be. Heat rushed through her body as Kanaya kissed her.

"And You Say That I Ramble Too Much" Kan whispered into her ear as she pulled away. Vriska's body trembled.

"Kanaya," Vriska started at a loss for words.

"Don't Be Sorry It'll Be Fine I Think It's Fair To Say That I'm Flushed For You Too" Kanaya smiled sweetly barely containing her happiness as she walked out the door.

Everything is going to be fine.