4 Chapter (Goodbye)

Finn's POV

Finn had caught her checking him out, but had never believed Rory would do something like this. She still nibbles on his neck and he must surprised confess he likes it and wants more. At the moment he does not care she is Logan's girl and he excuses himself that she started it. Afraid any word could stop her he simply enjoys her tongue on his skin. It's a new feeling for Finn he's extremely afraid of a woman to not stop. Usually he just searches for another conquest and satisfies a man's natural needs.

With a seductive smile on her lips and a mischievous glint in her eyes she kisses Finn from the neck to his cheek to his lips. He slowly lets her tongue explore his mouth and deepens the kiss. It is an awesome feeling. None of them thinks about the possibility to get caught from the other boys. Instead Rory follows Finn who is lying down on the leather. In the meantime she can feel his bulge in his trousers and instead of feeling guilty or embarrassed she seems to get aroused by the obvious ecstasy of Finn.

Rory purrs in Finn's ear and starts to unbolt his belt and he hears her unzip his pants. Of course this should be the moment to stop her, on the other hand Finn cannot find the strength to do it. Instead he is thrilled from her forwardness. He let her remove the disturbing clothes in a rush and moans in pleasure as she helps him pressed him hard into her. Never before he felt as connected as with her. Still afraid of her running away he says nothing and let her lead the whole act.

Afterwards Rory blushes and whispers "thanks", before leaving upstairs and a once in a lifetime speechless Finn on the couch.

Rory's POV

The next morning Rory is back in Logan's room watching the sunrise. She knows she have to give back the key to Logan's family house in Maine. A deep-drawn sigh escapes her lips and today is the day she has to cut all ties to Logan to begin finally a new life without him and his gang.

After he awakes, Rory and Logan both talks with watery eyes and she observes it is really overdue to end this thing between them, especially after spending such a wonderful night with Finn. Rory is confused why she is now more afraid to say goodbye to Finn than to Logan.

"It was a perfect night" she says and knows Logan only needs to know the parts he joined in. The night with Finn was a one-time experience and would never happen again. Perhaps it happened because of the huge amount of scotch and perhaps because of something else. She would never find out and is unsecure if she ever wants to.

Going downstairs to the rest of the gang Rory was relieved to see everything seems as usual. Finn offered Breakfast martinis and Rory chuckled a little about him hitting Robert. This was something expectable after Robert teasing an Aussie that he comes from New Zealand. And of course Colin bought again a lot of useless staff like his fourth Colt this month and the tango club from the evening before.

Finn jokes "Mother is judging us", but only Rory knows it is not only about the obvious things and Finn watches her worried.

Rory replies sarcastically "yes, she is" and takes care of Robert.

As Rory states "Well boys, my car is almost here" she can see the frustration in all the boys' eyes.

It nearly breaks her heart after what happened with Finn some hours ago as he tries to convince her to stay "No, no, no. We had a whole morning planned. Uh….no one's naked yet. You can't just rush off like this". Rory feels awful as Finn even starts to beg Logan "Logan, tell her!"

As Logan states "I don't think she's listening to me anymore boys", Rory mainly gazes at Finn and how upset he is. She never saw him like this before and she avoids looking in his eyes which shows pure anxiety.

"Oh, this is it?" Finn assures himself… "This is goodbye? No!"

Rory known before it would be hard, but not how hard it really would be. She made this decision without any of them and seems like they all took by surprise of it.

She forces herself to say goodbye to Robert and Colin, however Finn is the most difficult. He touches his left shoulder and feels the tingles of her touch. She hugs him close while he holds her waist and whispers him in his ear "I think I'll miss you most of all". She thinks he hopefully understands she will miss him more than Logan after last night. And even if she whispered the other boys heard it and joked a little bit about it without knowing the background.

"Stay photogenic" Finn answers and touches gently her neck. She gets a last time lost in his emerald green eyes and sees a tear dropping while he continues "I beg of you" and kisses softly her forehead. He sniffles and looks away while Rory glories a little bit that she was none of his irrelevant one-night stands. She shakes of the strange feeling something has changed in her relationship with Finn.

Rory feels her own sadness rolling over her whole body while the boys try to give her and Logan some last private time to say goodbye.

Saying goodbye to Logan is hard, but feels still right for Rory. She was too young as he proposed and afterwards it was too late. She thinks he will be happy with Odette in the future after finally ending his relationship with her. And now she needs to end the dummy thing with Paul and get her life back - professional and personal. Never in her life so far, had a decision felt as right as this and caused so much pain to her and the people she cares so much about.