CHAPTER FOUR!

Okay I know it's been awhile but I just started school so I've had a hard time trying to find the time to put a new chapter in! But here's the next one and I hope you like it!

It's been a week since I last cut myself. I feel out of place. Distant. Darry thinks I'am doin' great though. I normally can shrug off the feeling and if I cant I scrap my wrist on the concrete, next to the house. Darry went to work today, alone with Soda, so there's no one to talk to. The feeling of loneliness starts to bubble up. Now this is when I would go get my knife, but Darry took it, and has been keeping an eye on me.

So I decided to go outside and sit on the pouch. It was nice weather, not to hot or cold. I sat down and my mind started to drift off to the night Johnny killed Bob.

(Johnny stared blankly at me. In his hand he held a blade. The same blade I had. The blade. Blood all the way to the handle. " I killed him I killed that boy" Johnny said he voice hardly a whisper. I looked over at bob and my stomach gave a violent jerk. " Johnny… I think I'am gonna be sick" I said, watching the blood slowly circle around Bob. " Go a head man, I ant gonna watch, I wont look at ya." He told me.)

My mind jumped back to reality, with a hard hit across my face.

"I said get the hell in the house!" Darry looked at me. I hadn't even seen him come in!
"What was that for!" I yelled. Darry only pulled me in the house. And I was standing face to face with the meanest Darry look I had ever seen.

"Okay now you have a lot to deal with right now I know that but…. Damnit Ponyboy why didn't you use protection!" hey shouted. I just stood there like I was stupid. I had no idea what he was talking about!

"SO now I quess you don't know what I'am talkin' bout uh ponyboy!" I nodded.

" I really don't." I simply said.

"Okay let me refresh your memory okay? Let met see….. you got naked so did she and you to had sex and now she's pregnant!" My mouth fell open.

"What! No ,no , no that can't be!" I told him. He punched me again, hard, on the face.

"I don't want to hear that! She's your girlfriend! And her and her father are on their way over here right now!"

I just rubbed my cheek and mumbled "great"

I KNOW THIS CHAPTER SUCKED! BUT YOU SEE I HAVE TO CHANGE AT LEAST 2 CHAPTERS TO GET THE STORY BACK ONLINE SO THIS IS IT. BUT THE NEXT ONE OR THE NEXT ONE WILL BE GOOD! I PROMISE! BUT I HAVE TO GO REMEMBER R&R!