HEre is an update figured it was about time... Also Warning grammer and spelling may be wrong so.. yeah... here ya go :)

"I love you know that right? I'd never let anything happen to you or us..." Penelope nodded her head and kissed Derek's lips his hands snaking around her mid section. He pressed against her trying to pry her mouth open before she pulled back. "This isn't one of those things were you tell me you love me just to get me in bed is it?" Derek chuckled a bit putting an innocent look on his face. " No, What? Of course not but if we happen to make it there before my mom gets home then its just a coincidence." They both laughed while Derek brought Penelope against him again and then picked her up." Derek what are you doing?" she squirmed a little. Derek smiled and laid her on his bed. "Trying to get you in my bed.. I though we established this already." Penelope smiled and rolled her eyes. "Really huh? just like that in your bed?" she pulled him down to her that killer smile playing out on his lips as he came down one knee between her legs."well your already here so if you want to get technical " She put a finger over his lips."I love you Derek Morgan." Penelope pulled him down for a kiss.

Derek jolted awake. His eyes darting around. Once he realized his was alone he relaxed a at the clock it was 4:30. His head slightly thrumming from the drinks he slugged after work his hand ran over his face. What was that a dream flashback? either way it made his heart ache. They were so young an so in love. She looked beautiful. He remembered that day. She never did let him actually do anything. She suckered him in with kisses and nips and the three words that made his control,worries and practically anything melt away. As long as it was from her. Now a days if a girl hes with even begins to mention loving doing stuff with him or loving his smell or his clothes he dumps them right on the spot. but with penelope she could have said it all day long back them and the only problem would be a hard on and all the people around. He smiled a bit before reaching into his night stand to grab some asprin. God he hadn't drank like that since new years. He sighed he didnt know how to fix this thing between him and Penelope and in all honesty there may not be any wa to fix it. He was a jerk He knew that now but it was to late.

He flopped back down on his pillow his fore arm over his eyes. He didnt feel like work or jogging or taking out his dog cloony he felt like crawling under a rock and beating himself. Penelope most likley wen tthrough hell if she was pregnant and even if she wasnt she still would've gone through hell she was fragile and... "DAMN IT." His phone rang out loud. " Morgan."he scruffed into it. he waited for soem one to fill him in on the next case. " We have a case." Dereks eyes went wide. It was penelope. He played it cool not wanting to piss her off or make her hang up. " Ok can I have some details?" Penelope was hesitant. She was surprised she even called when she easily could have got JJ or some one else to. " Its bad and Hotch requested the team immeadiatly." She was short with him not trying to strike up conversation. " Ok umm where is it located?" Derek knew all of this usually came at the briefing but its had been forever since he heard her voice serene and calm probably from sleep. "Houston, Texas. so ...um mm yeah bye." She hung up like a little girl who just told her crush she loved him. She was afraid. Afraid they might actually hold a conversation that had regular words. Afraid that they might be friends again. Afraid that he might just talk her into loving him like he did the first time. She held her chest and spun in her chair. "You can do this Penelope" she began clicking away at her keyboard.

The team infact had to go to houston for a 7 victim killing and they did infact work long nights and misertable days but still after a week and a half were no where. " JJ we've been huntin this guy for at least 3 days straight no break no nothing. isnt the new tech any help." Derek cringed he was running on fumes and righ tnow his mouth and mind had no filter. " I am helping you ungreatful prick maybe if your feild work was up to par then..." Hotch cut in "HEY HEY HEY stop both of you now listen there has to be a flaw with this guy every guy has one so think... back to the crime scenes the photos. something is a tell that gves away this guy..."

Penlope screeched into the phone. Sending a chill down dereks spin why? because that was a squeal he remembered all to well it was her excited squeal. When he got her a present for christmas and he told her that squealed rang through his ears. You know how they all ate out that day? well the resturant writes down what table the customers sit at and the tables the employees work at. So how funny is this they all sat at the same table with the same waiter. Now it may not seem like much but then get this the waiter was just recently was fired from the place where all 7 victims work and Hah there is your tell so to speak." Hotch smiled " Thanks garcia." " No problem sir" she hung up the head set. " So now we know what to do we'll head for the resturant I want both exits blocked and Derek..." Derek's head shot up. " Your going in."

It had been an hours since Penelope called told the team the waited for a call waited for some information or an update. She was new but usually they had then caught by now right? She waled across the conference room were everyone was huddled. " Yep now he's being held hostage in there with a shot gun right at his head." Penelope stepped up to the group. "Whos held hostage where?" The red head secretary walked up " Oh Derek Morgan you know the charming your man with that dazzling white smile. But no worries hes in situations like this almost all of the time. He always makes it out." she gave a admiring smile. Penelopes heart and stomach dropped and she ran to he office. He phones were lighting up across the board. " She just hit a button hoping some one could tell her what was going on " Garcia." She waiting to hear a voice " Penelope its Derek theres been a problem."

Derek talked slowly as the man pressed the shot gun barrel closer to his head.

A/N: SO Yeah... cliffhanger... thought i'd shove one in there but don' t worry it shouldn't take as long to post this time so yeah... REVIEW...