So I'm sorry if I disappointed you guys with the 3rd chapter. It was necessary to build the plot. I have so many ideas to work with. So here's the 4th chapter and DO expect at least 3 more chapters. Please you guys don't forget to leave your comment and recommendations. =]

The next day we went to a park, Renesmee was eager to see the penguins. We got to the hotel very late; Jacob was tired so he went straight to the bedroom to sleep. Renesmee and I were hungry so we decided to go to the hotel's restaurant and order something to eat. I was ordering when my baby pulled my shirt.

"Mommy, mommy the pretty guy is here," I was confused so I followed her gaze to meet a pair of golden eyes.

Edward stood in the check in desk; next to him were Alice and Jasper. Just as beautiful but I couldn't break away from his eyes. Edward stood motionless just moving his eyes from Renesmee to me and back forth.

I didn't notice that my baby was running towards her father.

"Hi, who are you? Why are you so pretty? Do you know mommy or daddy?" my baby asked.

Edward just stayed there locked in her eyes, he tried to speak but nothing came out of his mouth, that's when I saw what she was doing.

"Renesmee, come back here" I said extending my arm so Renesmee could grab it. She ran towards me and I turned back to the lady in the counter waiting for me to order.

"I'm sorry, I'm not hungry anymore, thank you," I said to the lady.

"Are you sure ma'am, we could send it straight to your room."

"No, thank you. Maybe I'll order something later."

I grabbed my baby's hand and started walking towards the elevator.

"Wait!" I was hoping that I was imagining that beautiful velvet voice coming from behind me. I turned around and saw Edward walking towards me; he had my favorite crocked smile in his face.

He finally made it to where I and my baby stood, I tried to concentrate on breathing, but it felt impossible. Edward stopped about 5 feet apart from us. He looked at me, and said something which I wasn't able to understand. My heart was already beating 1000 times faster.

"Mommy, the man asked you a question," my baby said.

I looked up at Edward who was still smiling.

"Excuse me?" I said, trying to catch my breath.

"I said how you've been?"

"Good," I said trying to breathe normally, "and you?"

"Bella! Oh Bella. How nice to see you again," Alice sang from behind, she was already walking—or dancing—towards me.

She hugged me and gave me a kiss on the cheek. Edward and Jasper stood motionless looking at her, Edward flashed her an angry look; but it was normal for Alice to act that way.

"Hi Alice," I said smiling.

"Who is this little angel?" she asked bending down to look straight into Renesmee's eyes.

"I'm Renesmee, who are you?" my baby asked. Renesmee was always filled with questions.

"I'm Alice, your mom and I used to be good friends, you're so big. How old are you?" Alice asked her with her high soprano voice.

"I'm three years old." Renesmee answered.

I looked up to see Edward's face; he looked like he would be crying; if he could. Alice stood up, she knew about my Renesmee.

"Well Bella, I see you're wonderful." Alice said to me.

"Yes—well I guess." I responded.

"We should get going," I heard Jasper say from the back.

"Hello Jasper," I waved at him.

"Hello Bella, it's…nice to see you," he never looked at my eyes. I was sure he still felt guilty about the incident in his house the day of my birthday.

"Goodbye Renesmee, we're staying in this hotel as well, so I guess we will be seeing each other again. Maybe you would like to come with me shopping?" Alice asked Renesmee who was already jumping with excitement. My heart gave a jump of its own when I heard they were staying in this same hotel.

"Can I mommy, can I. Please can I?" Renesmee asked me.

"I….don't know Nessie," I said. "I'll have to think about it."

"Oh Bella, you knew she'll be safe with us" Alice told me grabbing my shoulder. "In fact, Jasper and I were heading to the mall. Why don't you let her come with us?"

"I don't know Alice, she hasn't had dinner yet," I responded.

"I'll buy her something to eat at the mall, please Bella." She leaned over to whisper something in my ear. "I want to spend time with my niece." She said.

I giggled a little bit, Renesmee was still holding my hand and she let me see her mind that she really wanted to be with Alice. I looked down at her and she made her puppy face; at this I had to smile.

"Fine," I said. "But Alice, please don't let her get away with what she wants."

"Yay!" both Alice and Renesmee sang in harmony.

"Ok, let's go than." Alice extended her arm so Renesmee could grab her hand. They walked out the hotel entrance, Renesmee waved me goodbye. Jasper didn't look so thrilled at the idea of my baby spending time with her aunt.

I looked up and saw Edward's eyes concentrated on my face. We stared at each others eyes god knows for how long. The minutes ticked by and my legs started to feel a little stiff of standing up for so long not moving. Edward's flashed his white teeth in a breath taking smile.

"Still as human as I remember you." He said.

"Well you know, not all of us stopped aging at 17," I said. Even though I was almost 21 I still looked the same way as three years ago.

"You know I love that color on your skin," he said pointing at my shirt; I was wearing the blue blouse he complimented so many times. I started to blush, I felt like my face was burning.

I looked up and he was now standing within inches of me, he raised one hand and brushed the back of his hand through my cheek, he just moved it back and forth, I already couldn't breathe right.

People passed and they just stared at us, we didn't notice them. We just stood locked into each other's gaze. His eyes were filled with excitement, curiosity, and love?

We went and sat down in one of the couched in the lobby, he asked me about Renesmee, about my pregnancy and about the time that had passed by.

I told him every single thing skipping the "Jacob part," he listened smiling and laughing when I told him about the time Renesmee had kicked me so hard that I thought I was already giving birth to her. He laughed at that louder than ever.

He wanted to know all the details about Renesmee's first months, he asked me questions one after another one. But of course he had to ask the one I didn't want to answer.

"…and Jacob?"

"Jacob had been Renesmee's father; he has been with her and treated her like a real father would."

"Bella, I didn't know—" I stopped him holding up my hands.

"I know, you left because you didn't love me, so why would you want her. Knowing that she was also part of mine." I looked into his eyes; hundreds of emotions ran through his face; sadness but most of all anger.

"Bella—I—never stopped loving you." He said.

"But—" I started to say confuse before he stopped me.

He explained the real reasons why he had left, why he never came back. After he was done explaining he ran the back of his hand to my face again. I hadn't realized I was crying. He dried the tears with his hand.

"Oh Edward!" I cried jumping on him, hugging him as hard as I could he probably didn't notice how much force I was putting in an effort to pull his perfect body to my un-perfect body. He hesitated at first but gave up and he hugged me back. The people sitting on the rest of the couches stared at us, so he stood up grabbed my arm and guided me to his room. We got there and I sat on the edge of the bed, he stood his back to me. He turned around to look at me and grabbed my face in his hands.

"Bella, now that you know that I love you, I don't know what's next. I mean you're with Jacob now—"

"Edward," I interrupted him. "Jacob married me, but we've never had any kind of contact. You're the only man who has ever…"

"So you and him…don't have a marital life?" he asked, clearly surprised.

"No," I replied firmly, he smiled a wide smile at me. He pulled himself closed to me, still holding my face in his hands. He closed his eyes and tested his forehead to mine; I felt his cool breath hit my face. I couldn't resist the desire anymore so I pressed my lips to his with all the force that I had, I couldn't really be strong with his scent hitting my face. I didn't even know how, but we were suddenly standing. He pulled his face an inch away from mine.

"Bella..."

"No, please just don't say anything," I opened my eyes to find his eyes open too. He pressed his lips gently to mine; I locked my hands in his hair. He had both arms wrapped around my waist. He pulled me closer to his chest and I started unbuttoning his shirt. He stopped me and pulled back to look at me.

"Bella, you're married," he said.

"I don't care!" I almost screamed, the heat running through my body made it impossible for me to think right. I yanked out my shirt so fast that I don't even know how I did it. I took off his shirt and started kissing his marble chest. His breathing became heavier. I kissed the hollow of his throat; he knew what I was searching for.

He moved from my lips to my shoulders, he ripped my bra and threw it somewhere in the big room. Suddenly he stiffened and stopped kissing me; maybe he thought he scared me by ripping my bra with such enthusiasm. I jumped and wrapped both my legs around his waist and started kissing him. As soon as he saw my reaction he knew that he hadn't scared me, so he put me down. I ran my hand through his chest which was now bare. All the shyness in me disappeared and I reached for his pants, I wanted something and it was hidden somewhere in there. He reached for mine too, somehow he managed to lay us in the big bed, and he ran his hands through all my body which was very hot. He kissed the hollow of my throat and ran his lips to my ear.

"I love you," he whispered.

I turned my head to look into his eyes, I kissed him and said. "I love you more than my own life."

He gently brushed his finger tips to my face and like that I forgave him. I forgave him for leaving me alone so he wouldn't represent a danger for me. I forgave him for everything; well actually there was nothing to forgive.

And so we repeated that glorious night when our little Renesmee came to be.

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