Disclaimer: I don't own Twilight or Edward. Except maybe in my head I own him but then it is in a totally different way. ;)

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BPOV

"Bella we need to talk" he said.

"What about honey? I mean we have been together 7 years. When I think about mu future it includes you Edward. I want to marry you and have kids with you-" I didn't even get to finish my sentence when he cut me off with the sentence that would forever sentence him to being an asshole.

"I want to fuck other people". Oh my fucking God. Did he actually just say that? Even if that was what he was feeling he could have put it a bit more tactfully. I really wanted to cry and throw stuff and quite frankly cut off his cock so he couldn't fuck other people. Hang on. Other people. He didn't say other women. Oh my god. He's gay. That has to be it. With that thought I burst out laughing. It all makes sense. Why didn't I see the signs? He plays piano. He is so tidy. He has excellent dress sense and the biggest clue, for months he has been asking to do me up the ass. I didn't see the attraction until now.

"Of course you do" I said, my voice filled with amusement. "Well you know what I think that is an excellent idea."

"You do?" he asked slowly, perhaps he knows that I know.

"Yeah I mean, how do I know that you are the one for me if I haven't experienced anyone else right?" I asked hinting.

"Yeah I suppose" was that an admission? I don't know why he didn't just come right out and say it. Come out of the closet so to speak.

"And if you are the only one I ever fuck, how am I supposed to know if there isn't someone out there who can make me come harder and scream louder right?" Oh my god! He must have been picturing men while we were fucking. I think I'm going to throw up.

"Yeah I guess you're right" he admitted.

"So this is a break up right? Because I am not into having an open relationship?" I clarified. I am so I one guy at a time gal.

"Yes. This is it"

At this point I started having mental flashing images of him and other men. OK I really am going to throw up now. No woman should have to think about the man she loves bumming another man. It is just wrong. "Well in that case, gather up all your shit and get the fuck out of my apartment please" asked as sweetly as possible while fighting back the constant images and bile rising tomyr mouth. I couldn't take anymore so I walked out. What the fuck am I going to do now? I couldn't go see Alice, she's Edwards's sister. I couldn't go see Rose she is Edwards's brother's girlfriend. So I decided I was just going to go to the nearest bar on my own and get rat-assed.

I walked down the street to O'Reiley's. It's supposed to be Irish themed but the only differences I can tell from any other bar is the name and the cute Irish owner, Conner. I walked in and sat at the bar. I ordered two shots of Jaeger and a beer. I down the shots and then the beer within a couple of minutes. I ordered another round. This time I downed the shots and just drank the beer slower. Within an hour and a half I had drunk three rounds and was seeing double. I noticed a cute blonde sitting next to men. "Hi cutie. I'm Bella" I said as I stuck my hand out.

"Mike" he replied as he shook my hand.

After that we started with the usual small talk about our lives and childhoods. We danced for a while, well grinded but hey it got all the guys attention. Soon however I was telling him all about what happened to me earlier on that night.

"You have been together seven years and you didn't realise he was gay? He asked.

"Nope note a fucking clue" I slurred. "Mike let me ask you up front about this, just so there is no confusion because apparently my gay-dar seems to be broken. Are you gay?"

"Why, yes Bella, I am. I love me some cock"

"Good to know" After a couple of minutes of just listening to the music inspiration struck. "Mike I just had the best idea. I am going to set you up with Edward. You'll love him. He is hot and has a big cock. What more could you ask for?" After much protesting from Mike I managed to convince him to come back to my apartment so I could show him a picture and get him Edwards number if he liked what he saw.

Once we arrived at the apartment, I left Mike downstairs to pay the cab while I unlocked the door. Once I managed to get the key into the tiny, little hole I opened the door to see my very own bronze-haired fairy.

"Eddie your still here" I shouted excitedly. I could introduce them in person.

"Yeah I just wanted to say bye" Well if he doesn't want to meet Mike that's his loss.

"Well toodle-oo motherfucker"

Are you going to be ok on your own Bella?"

"I'm not on my own silly Mike is here. He is paying the cab"

I started to sway, how much had I drunk? Mike saved me from falling by wrapping one of his arms around my waist. "Hi Eddie was it?" Mike asked. He sounded like he thought something was funny.

"Edward actually"

"Oh you're the guy who dumped Bella. You lost yourself a real fire-cracker there man." I really needed to go to sleep my head was starting to spin.

"Eddie you better get going cause I'm tired from the dancing, drunk from the drinks and horny from the grinding. And that my fried is not good. Not good at all. Well nighty-night."

With these final parting words I went into my room to lie down. I knew I would have to deal with everything that happened tonight and mourn the loss of the love of my life but for now I was drunk and I kind of liked the numb feeling it provided.

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