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Chapter 4 - Revelations

RPOV

"Well, Jacob, he sort of, he developed feelings for me..." Hold on... WHAT?

"What sort of feelings? Did, did he love you mom?" I was in shock. The thought of my Jacob, with my mother. It made me shudder. I could tell by the look on my dads face that he wasn't too happy about it either.

"He said he did. But Nessie, you have to understand, it was before you were born, I was a mess. It's nothing compared to what he feels about you. Tell her Edward."

"She's right honey, I can read his mind remember. The way he feels about you is immense, the feelings he had for your mother were insignificant. As soon as you were born, the feelings just disappeared. He laid eyes on you and that was it." So Jake had loved me since I was born. But isn't that kind of sick? Dad laughed at my thought. "Renesmee it's not like that. He loved you as a big brother or an uncle, and then, it changed, like how your feelings changed too..." Oh, okay so this all makes sense now, but seriously? My mother?

"Did he kiss you?" I asked my mom I'm not sure if I really wanted to know. If he did, then okay, they kissed, it's in the past. However, how would I feel knowing that my mom had kissed my boyfriend? Ugh... I shuddered at the thought. Mom looked at me with a serious expression on her face.

"We did kiss, twice. The first time, I punched him in the face and broke my hand. The second time, he sort of tricked me. Making it out that he might die because he may not try as hard when fighting that army of newborns. But that one was mutual. That was when I realised that I had feelings for him too-"

"Hold on! WHAT? You loved Jake back?"

"Yeah, but it was nothing compared to how I loved your father. But thats in the past now. I don't love him that way. I love him as if he were a brother."

"Right.... right.... okay.... yeah. What happened then?"

"Jake was determinedto fight for me. He gave me an option. Be with him and lead a mortal life where I could stay with my family. Or, be with Edward, eventually be changed and lived forever."

"So, you chose dad. What did Jake do?" I was surprised at how calm I was. Maybe Jasper had something to do with that, but I no longer felt like I could be angry.

"Ran away." Seriously? "He came back at our wedding. He'd been gone for 6 months. I had you and everything changed."

"Why would things change if you had me? Surely they should be worse, not better?"

"That bit is for Jacob to explain to you, like we said." My dad answered for me.

So, they kissed twice, my mom loved him, he loved her, but she loved dad more than Jake so chose my dad then got married had me and now I'm going to be going out with Jake, the guy who had once loved my mom and kissed her. My dad smiled slightly and nodded. Woah this is a lot to take in. But I couldnt't be mad. It's not like I could be pissed off because Jake had had a girlfriend before me. He's 21 for fuck sake, it's expected. I wasn't even born. Just remember that Nessie, you weren't even born. Dad was looking at me with an amused expression on his face. He didn't even yell at me for mentally swearing. He looked at me then, as if to say "not yet I havn't".

I had to laugh. Everyone was probably expecting some sort of outburst from me. But I couldn't do that. It wasn't right. Anyway, I had other things to think about now. School started tomorrow and Jake would be here soon. I needed food and a good nights sleep. Tomorrow... I'll be entering the world of the unknown! I don't know what British people wear or eat or anything like that. All I know is that they talk different. Man, I really need to get out more! As if Grandma Esme could read my mind, she took off down the stairs, shouting "Dinner will be ready soon" as she went. I laughed, glad that the awkward conversation was over.

But there was one thing still playing on my mind. "So dad, you think Jake's gonna take me away from you?" He nodded, slightly embarrassed. I had to feel for my family. Usually parents would have a lot longer than 5 years to come to grips with their children growing up and getting boyfriends or girlfriends. I guess it just happened so fast. But how could they think that Jake could take me away from them? I loved them. All of them.

"Dad, Jake could never take me away from you guys. You're my family and always will be, that's hardly going to change is it?"

"I know Renesmee. But it's hard to think of you as anything other than our little girl. You grew up so fast and don't want you to leave us so early." I was shocked. He honestly thought that I would leave them? I'd only been on this planet for 5 years and he thinks I'm experienced enough to just go? The only places I've lived in are Forks and now Cambridgeshire.... "Exactly Renesmee, you may not be experienced enough to leave, but Jake definately is. Just look honey, he's leaving his dad and his pack to stay with us. It's a big step."

"Yeah, but Jake gets to go back. It's not like he's permanently going to be living with us." Dad let out a sigh.

"I guess not. Lets just leave it for now, okay?" I agreed.

After dinner, I went to my room for some peace. Honestly, it was so hectic downstairs. I needed some time by myself, to mentally prepare myself for school tomorrow. At least I wouldn;t be alone, mom, dad, aunt Rose, Uncle Em, Aunt Alice and Uncle Jasper were all coming with me. Family support. Oh god now I was really nervous.

After hours of sitting in my room reading and thinking, I was shattered. I changed and climbed into bed.

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The next chapter will all be about their first day at school. I'm thinking of doing a bit from Edwards POV to try and get some thoughts from people in there. I'll have a try and see.... Chapter 5 being written as we speak!

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