notes : I realise you've been waiting paitently for updates so here's the next chapter, Thanks as usual for all the kind reviews and encouragement ~ Blaire.

Sebastian Michaelis Pov

Sebastian was busy preparing breakfast for the morning as usual it was around 6am, he would need to wake ciel in an hour.

He was about to put the bread base into the oven when he saw the symbol on his left hand begin to glow in the dim morning light. It tingled, then burned with multiple emotions at once, Sebastian listened closer for the emotions to settle within him. Worry, fear and panic. If ciel was in any real danger, fatal that is, the symbol would be brighter and more painful to sebastian, whatever pain ciel felt was his to bear.

~ a mere night terror perhaps? he has had them before. I don't know, something doesn't feel quite simiular as a common nightmare. It's new.. and obviously ciel needs me. ~

Then, with that last thought in mind, Sebastian dropped what he was doing and walked swiftly to ciels bedroom, careful not to run in order to keep suspision from the other servants.

He arrived in less than a minute only to find ciel missing. The sheets lay in a tangled bundle.

"Cie- Young master?"

~ How could I let my composture fail in a time of slight panic. How ridiculous. ~

*Sounds of gagging and heaving*

Sebastian heard the sounds from the bathroom as he approched, prepared to witness the sight before him.

Ciel, arms craddling the toilet for support as he threw up the remainders of his supper from the previous night.

~ Yes, we both know what this means, hence the panic and fearful emotions running through his veins. No ordinary illness could cause for this much concern.. ~

"Good morning my lord, feeling ill this morning I see." he said softly

Ciel muttered obscenities under his breath, knowing the demon could hear them clear as day.

"Now, my lord is that any way to treat your butler?"

"You.. caused this, damned demon.." he quietly sobbed

~ Alright.. no time to tease.. I don't believe he's in the best state of mind currently for this. ~

Sebastian made his way across to ciel, embracing him without comment, stroking his silk cyan blue-grey hair that he so loved with a careful comfort.

Tears slid from ciels mismatched orbs in streams, flooding his pale cheeks.

Sebastian sat with him, in silence until the heaving had come to a stop, enveloping ciel in his arms, his cold, frail body shaking uncontrollably.

"Y..You.. you bastard.." he spoke without any heart in the insult

"Shh, please forgive me my lord. You cannot expect that I wanted this to happen.."

"Just.. Put me back to bed and leave.." he shook

Sebastian followed his orders, Carrying him to the bed and gently placing him among the mess that was his blankets. He curled instinctively into a small ball and shivered. Sebastian draped as many warm covers over ciel as he could find in the room and left without further conversation.

~ What have I done.. He's in no condition for this.. not at all. For all the one in a million chances that this could have happened.. ~

Sebastian sighed, irritated at his careless actions and walked outside, into the rain. Standing there, motionlessly.

~ Ciel.. you infuriate me to my limits but I cannot deny my feelings for you, the tattered remains of my soul love you, I can't stop that.. I can't control what I thought I had completely lost. How could you bring this out in me ciel? If I were any normal minded demon, I would leave. I would break the contract and tear you into pieces.. but theres nothing without you. I can't bring myself to do it.. I never could. ~

He returned, soaked to the bone with rain and damp. Proceeding to take the base from the oven swiftly finishing it into an elegant keesh adding the final touches of sprinkled mozzarella. Accompanied with a cream white sauce to flavour it a subtle lemon.

Sebastian sighed, knowing it would be pointless to serve it to ciel but continuing to do so anyway. He knocked twice on the bedroom door and walked in.

Ciel stood staring out the window, not turning to face him as sebastian addressed him.

"Young master, for breakfast we have a keesh, accompanied by a cream lemon sauce."

Silence followed for countless minutes, sebastian stood paitently waiting for a response. Wondering if there was one.

Ciel broke the silence

"H..How can you act like everything is normal.." He said in a small whisper

"I.. suppose it is inappropriate for our current situation. We both realise the symptom as a sign of impregnation. Im sorry ciel. It has been.. three weeks since the incident and it would seem you are to bare a child."

"A demonic, child" he interrupted.

"Y..Yes it would seem.." Sebastian placed the dish upon the dresser. Leaving it forgotten.

~ If he doesn't want to keep the baby.. It would kill him. In essense the connection between ciel and the future child has been established and so.. If he truly didn't want to give birth to the child, It would kill him.. I would lose him. ~

"Ciel.. theres something I should explain to you.." Sebastian spoke softly.