DISCLAIMER: I do NOT own Naruto or any of the characters. Im just not as awesome as the author...sorry to disappoint lol

Naruto: Pff yeah, you are disappointing, believe it!

me: -glares- and why is that?

Naruto: cuz, i'm not in the story, whe've been through this already, baka.

me: baka!? -tackles Naruto-

Sakura had awoken this morning wondering what she should do. She wasn't really in the mood to see Sai's handsome face. Not after what he'd gone and done yesterday.

"Do you not want me?" Sai had said, looking down upon her, sprawled across the bed. Sakura bit on her lip, she'd go for a walk, to just get some air. That would do her some good! She got dressed in jean shorts and a plain white t-shirt and walked outside, heading for nowhere in particular.

The sun was out and it was hot, it was bearable to say the least.as she was walking along the busy street, she noticed a lone blond head resting on a table inside the diner next to Naruto's favorite ramen stand.

"Well, you look like you had a good time yesterday, Ino-pig!" Sakura blurted as she sat down next to her blond friend in the diner. Ino was resting her head on her arms, she looked up at her pink-haired friend, "Hn?" She reached groggily for her glass of water. She was a little pale.

"Right,with the amount of alcohol that was in her system, and still probably was, she probably couldn't remember yesterday even if she wished it." Sakura thought, she shook it off. Poor Ino, alcohol wasn't exactly her best friend. The last time they both wound up drunk, they found themselves lying stark naked in the middle of a bath-house.

Sakura laughed to herself, " How bad is the hangover this time, Ino?" The blond's blue eyes looked up pitifully from the table. The look on her face said it all. Sakura reached a hand over to stroke Ino's long hair.

"Ah, crap. Mr.Fake is coming over here!" Ino muttered under her breath as she shot up from her seat, " I can't really stand him, sorry Sakura. I'll see you later!" The blond kunoichi was gone in a matter of seconds with her glass of water, leaving Sakura to fend for herself.

"Morning, ugly!" Sai said, flashing a fake smile in the cherry blossom's direction.

"Don't piss me off, Sai, I'm really not in the mood right now!" Sakura pushed back her chair and was about to leave the diner, when the dark-haired ink user grabbed her wrist. She really had dreaded talking to him. Every single part of her mind was screaming at her to not look at him.

"I'm really sorry." His voice was barely even a whisper. Sakura turned to look at him, he looked to the floor, anyone could tell he was at least attempting to feel. He let fall Sakura's wrist. She felt a little sorry that he couldn't feel, but to what extent was his coldness? Or emotional barrier?

No one could just not feel anything, something was there, wether we wanted it or not. Thinking about emotions was making her stomach flutter a bit.

"Sai?" Sakura said as she slowly turned to face him.

"Hn?"

"Remember when we first got together?" she asked as she sat back down. Sai watched her wondering where this was going. He nodded. " I was wondering at the time if this was what it felt like to betray someone."

Sai's thoughts shifted to Sasuke. She had thought of him when they were together. Sai brought his hands to his chest. Those were painful words.

"But somehow, I can't explain it. Whenever I'm with you, I feel good about myself. And when I'm with Sasuke I feel as though…" Sakura's voice trailed off. She shook her head.

"You were my first." He said softly in her ear.

Sakura looked up, "What?"

"You, were my first." He repeated as heat rose on his face. The blush was a deep red. Sakura looked at him curiously. He had taken her first? Really? To think that he'd been a virgin, guys usually did anything to lose it earlier on didn't they? She guessed that was the fault of ROOT.

"Hello Sai, Sakura." A solemn voice said from the diner window. Sakura turned in her seat to face the gorgeous black-haired ninja.

A/N : I had said it was gonna be longer, and it IS, by a few couple of words -feels hopeless- im so sorry!! i was in class when i typed this up and i was horrified that my teacher would catch me, cuz im just not secretive like that.plus im in the front row, so...obvious factor goes up by like a bajillion!!!

me: there!! -pokes Naruto's forehead- i mentionned you, again!

Naruto: -sarcastic- wow!

me: i know! im nice arent i!!