Jasper POV
Charlotte came bursting into the house shouting for Emmett, something about Rose being really upset. I was worried about her. Rose isnt one to usually show her feelings, but if its got Char worried like this it must be serious. I was going to go with her to get Bella but she refused saying Rose would be upset if she let me go with her and seen her that way. That just worried me more.
Rosalie and I were like true brother and sister. We were 'The Hale Twins' even though we weren't really related i was still closer to her than I was to Edward, Carlisle or Esme. From the first time we meet, she was worried at start but after that we clicked. We had become great friends, siblings. I'm still upset with the rest of the Cullens, minus Emmett, because they were never really my family, they were Alices. I only stayed with them as she wanted to. I would have been happy to move back south or even be Nomad vampires, but she said she saw them loving us and wanted to stay. I missed Peter and Charlotte the times i stayed with the Cullens. Even though i was leaving them when i found Alice, i would have probably stayed close and visited often. I only got to visit them a few times in the time I was with Alice and the Cullens.
When Char came back with Bella, she was crying and her emotions were all over the place. Sad, horror, hate, disgust, sorrow, anger, and a tiny bit of happiness. She ran and sat in my lap and sobbed. I didnt understand what had gotten her so worked up. What had Rose told her?
She must have told her about her past. That story would make anybody feel this way. I didnt understand the happiness though, i would have to ask her about that later.
"Bella?" i asked quietly, "Bella, are you ok?" she glared at me through her tears. Well of course shes not ok. "Shhhh...your ok. Rose is fine. Shes coming home now, i can hear Emmett and can feel her emotions and smell her...Shhh..."
Rose came running in and seen us sitting, Bella in my lap, Char at my feet and Peter beside her and looked at Bella. She rushed to Bella and hugged her.
"Your ok?" Bella whispered to her. Her sobs had stopped as soon as she seen Rose. Rose smiled and nodded at her and she put her arms around Rosalies neck and said in her ear "Im glad. Im so sorry for what you had to go through."
Bella was apologizing? It wasnt her fault. I suppose it was her way to offer her consolicenses. But Emmett had to ruin the moment with his big mouth.
"Awww! Bella i thought you were gonna kiss her!" Peter bursted out laughing at this and high fived him. I glared at them for ruining the moment between Bella and Rose.
Bella giggled and Rose smiled a little.
She stood up from my lap and moved to the sofa. She lay down and said, "God! What a day this has been." i looked at her strangly. Nothing had really happened today.
"How's today been a day?" Peter asked, his sentence sounding completely messed up but we understood what he meant.
"Yes because you can form a proper sentence." Bella giggled at him, "I mean, Emmett and Rose came back. Peter, that idiot! Walked in on me in the bath, on purpose. You, Emmett and Jasper all seen me naked-"
Emmett interupted,"So did Rose and Char!"
"They're girls but and i dont mind!" Bella snapped at him while Rose and Char giggled. "Rose told me her story. And Emmett thinks im a lesbian. What a brilliant day it has been!" she said the last bit sarcastically.
Bellas POV
I'm so glad Rose is ok. I cannot believe what that monster did to her. Him and his friends.I hope they are rotting in the fiery pits of hell.
I realised i had mud all over the back of my treggings. I squealed and everyone looked at me as if i had lost my mind. "Ewwwwww!" I was never a squimish person before, except for fainting at the sight of blood and all that, but i absolutley HATED ruining my clothes now.
"Whats wrong?" Peter questioned.
"Ewww! Theres mud all over my treggings!" Everyone started laughing at me and i scowled. Emmett fell of his seat laughing and i started to laugh because Jasper was projecting.
"Stop...projecting Jazz!" i managed to get out between laughs. That calmed him down and he sent everybody a wave of calm and they stopped laughing. Rose smiled at me.
"Dont worry, i hate getting clothes dirty too." she said.
"I second that!" Char chirped in.
"Bella? You actually like clothes now?" Emmett asked. He was used to having to tell Alice to get away from me when she would threaten Edward with things in her head and he got scared, Emmett would come to my rescue. Or sometimes Jasper.
I nodded. "A girls gotta take care of herself! But that pixie takes it a bit to far," i added as an afterthought. It was true, i loved shopping but shopping with Alice took some time and energy. She couldnt just go to the mall for one shop. She had to go into every shop that sold female clothing. Even the hideious ones. She said we might find something vintage even though she could have just looked into the future and seen if we would or not. She would trail me around the mall for about seven hours or more, every time we went and as she walked at a fast human pace i had to keep up. Of course she never got tired, but i did. I think it was one of the reasons why i hated shopping so much. "We have to go shopping soon! I need some new clothes." i told the girls,
they nodded enthusiastically.
"C'mehere, I'll get rid of the mud." Peter said and started to brush the mud of my bum. I heard Jasper growl quietly and i silenced him with a look. Rose, Char and Emmett were all laughing hysterically at Jasper. He looked livid. I giggled at him and he scowled. Peter finished 'getting rid of the mud'
or as i like to call it 'feeling me up' and spanked me once. "Nice ass." he complimented and then moved away from Jasper as he looked as though he was ready to kill somebody.
Why was he looking like that? Does he love me? Are we mates? We must be mates because as soon as i seen him i felt an attraction and a pull in my chest. I was with Edward at the time though and i didnt think anything of it. But now the more i think about it, it must have been my heart telling me that he was the one i was meant to be with. We had only been reunited for a few days and i already felt attatched to him.
Was this normal?
Doesnt he still love Alice? He must. He was with her for decades! How can you just stop being in love with someone after spending so long being their partner? He has to still have feelings for Alice.
I felt for Edward for about a year after her left. And we had only been together for a few months...Well ok about 8 months. But i was a human. I became attatched easier than a vampire would. I know now that what i felt for Edward wasnt real love. It was all fake. He never loved me. He only used me.
But did he really? Because he told me my blood was stronger than everyone elses as i was his singer, would he lie and put himself through pain if he didnt love me?
No, no, no, no, no! Do not go there. Bella Swan do not even go there! You are not going to resurface your old feelings for him.
My phone beeped bringing me out of my thoughts.
You have one new message. Lucy. Great. I'd forgoten all about her and our stupid fight.
'sorry about yesterday. i was in a bad mood + i shouldnt have taken it out on u, forgive me? - Luc xo' I smiled after reading it.
'yea, im sorry 2. yes ur forgiven, am i? - Bella xo'
'course u r silly girl. when u coming home? - luc xo'
When was i going home? I might go stay with her tonight. 'be home soon, pizza+movie? - Bella xo'
"Hey Jazz? Im staying at my place tonight." i told him not looking up from my phone.
"Thats fine," he said back. "I need to hunt anyway, it'll give me time to go do that." my phone beeped again Lucy agreed.
Peter started laughing loudly. He looked over at me and winked, "Have fun tonight," he said with another wink. I blushed. What did he know? What was i going to do?
Oh my god! What happens tonight? Thats unerving, him knowing before i know.
That was going to take time getting used to again.