Sorry for not updating I was on vaca without signal or internet. It was torture jk haha. And then I got some sad news. This guy I had gone to middle school with died on Saturday. And I was dealing so well but heres the new chapter.

Rose pov

"You're awake!" Adrian exclaimed. He came running towards me. I smiled as he hugged me. I'm so glad he found me. I regret even trying to end my life. Now I just wait till he asks wh…

He cut off my train of thought by asking me why I did it. See I knew he would.

"Why did you do it?" he asks.

"I don't know. I guess the pressure was finally getting to me." I replied

"Why didn't you come to me?"

"Because you wouldn't understand" I said as I turned away from him. He put his finger under my chin and made me face him.

"Try me" was all he said. I took a deep breath and decided to tell him.

I whispered "What's the point in living when the only person I want to please and the person I care about the most is usually passed out or hitting me? What kind of life is that?" My voice was getting louder with each word till I was yelling at him. I don't know why I was yelling at him it wasn't his fault.

He looked shocked that I would yell at him. Quietly he said "I'm sorry." He looked like he was going to cry. I looked away again knowing I was hurting him.

"I'm sorry I yelled at you. I just need some time can u leave please." I asked.

Before he left he said "When you get to leave, you will be staying with me and my mom because the doctor said you cannot be alone." Then he left.

As the door closed softly, I felt the tears roll down my face. Why was I pushing him away? He was only trying to help me and I just yelled at him and told him to leave. What is wrong with me? Ugh.

Adrian pov

I walked silently out of the room. I walked towards my mom.

She asked how it went and I told her how she yelled at me and asked me to leave. My mom wraps me in a hug and I cry in her shoulder.

Why is she pushing me away? All I want to do is help her. Can't she see that? I guess for know I just have to listen to her wishes and wait until she is ready. I wonder how long that will be. Better yet how long was I willing to wait. . .