ULTIMATE SACRIFICE
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- Btw there's lemon in this chapter. I have warned you!!!!
Chapter 4 – The growing hate
She wrapped herself tighter with a blanket, snuggled deeper into the futon… his futon. She tried her best to fake a sleep. Maybe if he thinks that I am tired, he will not touch me tonight. She shivered at the thought. Who am I kidding? Even if I kill myself in his futon, he will just revive me and touch me as he desires. A single tear dropped from her eyelash. Inuyasha, what am I doing? Sleeping with another man, sleeping with your brother, just to be with you again. This is so wrong! Kagome sobbed quietly.
Kagome could not help but to replay today events inside her head, thinking absently that it was better than imagining things that lied ahead for her. After arriving at the western lord's castle, she was then being ordered to take a bath. Can't stand the blood and Inuyasha's smell, can you? Two youkai servants helped her bathe and then dressed her in a simple but magnificent kimono. They led her to the taiyoukai's room, asked her to enter then closed the shoji screen behind her. Here was she found herself, inside an extravagant room. The room was a beautifully old decorated daimyo's Japanese room, like the one she once saw in her history book and the museum.
Inuyasha, do you think I have taken the wrong path? Do you think that I am a fool for making a deal with your merciless brother? Do you think I should just let you die? No, I could not bear to see the light leave your eyes, Inuyasha. I could not bear to spend my life without you. I don't want to be hurt anymore, Inuyasha. I am sorry for being selfish. I am sorry for wanting you to live, to be beside me, to be loved by me. I am sorry for doing anything to achieve it.
Then she heard the sound she dreaded, the sound of the shoji screen that slid open, then closed. Kagome held her breath. She felt his youki flaring, surrounding everything in the room, surrounding her, claiming his possession.
Kagome was very afraid. She trembled beneath the blanket, her tears were flowing. She felt him draw nearer and her fear increased. Please, please, save me, give me strength, give me courage, Inuyasha, Inuyasha, Inuyasha. She repeated his name in her mind like a mantra. Then she felt him stopped.
"Miko." Kagome's heart jumped. "Stand." Kagome only wrapped herself tighter, unwilling to move.
"Did you not hear this Sesshoumaru?" Kagome shook her head.
A long silence. Kagome felt like she was being apprised. "You will not like it when this Sesshoumaru is unhappy. And neither will the half-breed."
That last statement opened Kagome's eyes. She gritted her teeth. She gathered her courage and strength, willed herself to move her body into a sitting position on his futon. She avoided staring in his direction, chose to stare remotely at a blank spot on the far end of the room. From the corner of her eyes she saw him walking closer. She noted that he was not using his usual attire. He used a black simple robe that was partially open, revealing a sculpted chest and abdomen. He then knelt at the side of his futon, reaching out an arm to touch her face.
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"Little miko, why do you enjoy defying this Sesshoumaru so much?" He caressed one of her cheek. So soft. He noticed that she tried to suppress her trembling. He chuckled and shifted nearer, Kagome responded by shifting farther from him.
"Now how can we accomplish our deal if you are avoiding this Sesshoumaru's touch."
Kagome stiffed and replied "I really don't know Sesshoumaru. But I assure you that if there is a way to do it without touching or even seeing your face, I will gladly do it! Even if I must travel to the gate of hell!"
"Hn, but this Sesshoumaru enjoys touching you." Sesshoumaru grabbed one of her wrist, leaned his face closer to hers. When his nose touched her cheek, he noticed that she flinched a little. He ignored the gesture and proceeded to rub his cheek on her own, savoring her unique scent. His other hand was creeping slowly from her knee to her thigh, bringing the fabric of her kimono up. "Miko, your scent is driving me crazy." He turned his head to capture her lips. Kagome started to cry at this point. He growled and in the next second her vision changed from his wall into his ceiling.
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He straddled her body and trapped both of her arms in the side of her head. His face was dangerously close to hers. "Cease this display of weakness."
"I can't!" Kagome snapped. "You can't order me to stop crying! This is a nightmare for me!"
"Still defying this Sesshoumaru, miko. We'll see how long it will take for this Sesshoumaru to break you."
"You can never break me." She stated stubbornly.
"Hn." And he kissed her again. Kagome did not struggle, feeling it was an useless effort. So when Sesshomaru demanded entrance to her mouth by nipping her lower lip, she gave in. She felt it in his heated kiss. Desire, possessiveness, lust. She had never done this with Inuyasha. Heck, they were still on the level of sharing innocent and shy kisses! But this taiyoukai had gone far beyond, invoking her senses and lighting the flame she didn't notice she had it inside her.
She could not remember when she had started kissing him back, or when the taiyoukai had let go of her arms to rid herself from her bothersome kimono, or when her arms had moved to the back of his head and shoulder. She only noticed when she felt his skin on hers and she gasped. Sesshoumaru released her lips and traveled lower to her neck, kissing, licking, and nipping, giving her love bites at the junction. She turned her head to the side and said "I will never surrender to you. My heart will never belong to you, no matter what you do to my body."
He chuckled, a bit smothered by her skin beneath his lips, and said "Your body is enough for now. This Sesshoumaru will enjoy every second it'll take to make you submit fully to this Sesshoumaru." He resumed his kisses and licks on her body. Kagome did not stop him. She chose to look at the high ceiling and imagined how her life would be with Inuyasha after he was resurrected.
She felt him moving up to once again capture her lips. Then she felt it. A pain, like freshly forged knife, within her. She wondered if he decided to hurt her now for defying him. But when he moved, this knife moved within her as well, and pleasure spread from her core to her every nerve. She heard his breath by her ear and his repeated words, "Mine, mine, my Miko, you're mine now." The pleasure was overwhelming. She could not help but to moan, grabbing tightly the sheet of his futon, and turned her face from side to side. It went on and on and on, and he held her jaw. "Miko, look at this Sesshoumaru. Look at your lord who gives you pleasure!" Kagome opened her eyes, watching his burning scarlet eyes. She felt like something was going to break inside of her. "Scream this Sesshoumaru's name, Miko. Your lord!"
She tried to shake her head but unable due to Sesshoumaru's restrain. And when she was at her peak, Kagome let out a scream. "Nooo!!" Then a slap at her face.
"Wrong! Say… this… Sesshoumaru's… name…!" Sesshoumaru said between his furious thrusts.
Kagome stubbornly held on, screaming nonsense or a 'no' in each of her climax. And Sesshoumaru kept slapping her for her every screams. "This… Sesshoumaru… will… not… stop… until… you… submit!"
Kagome felt sore all over, her cheek, her lips, her neck, her nipple, and the worst was between her thighs. But she refused to give up. "Never… I will never submit to you…"
She heard him growl and his pace became more frantic and furious, and she screamed.
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Stubborn miko. Sesshoumaru was sitting on a pallet of furs in his chamber, leaning his back on the wall. His hand was on top of one of his bent legs. His eyes never wavered from the supine body that was sleeping on his futon. The Miko. She had passed out in the middle of their countless ruts, obviously she could not keep up with his demonic strength. Her raven black hair was disheveled, framing her lovely face. There were bruises on her cheek and scratches on her neck and shoulders. Hn, from the many times she defied me. Her breathing was soft, her chest was moving up and down with her every breath.
Sessoumaru narrowed his eyes, remembering their coupling. Not even once did she acknowledge me. Defiant and stubborn, little Miko. Hn. I wonder how long she could hold on to this act. This Sesshoumaru certainly does enjoy forcing her to bend to this Sesshoumaru's will. He stood up and walked closer to her body. This Sesshoumaru will not stop until she submits to me. So stubborn.
How I love how you pled for me to stop little Miko. He licked his lips. Should I wake her and continue the interrupted lesson? He caressed one of her bruised cheek and she flinched in her sleep. She is still sore. Very well, this Sesshoumaru will give her time to heal and perhaps she will use that time to think that it is useless to defy me. He smirked and leaned down to place a chaste kiss on her lips. I will never get tired of your taste, Miko. He let out a longing look on her face and then turned to leave his chamber.
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A moment later Kagome awoke. The first thing she noticed was the stinging on her face and the pain on between her thighs. She tried to move but stopped when her body protested with pain. "Bastard…" she hissed. "What has he done to me?". Kagome recalled the feel of his hand, his lips, his breath upon her skin. She recalled the many positions she had to endure to satisfy his lust. She recalled his anger at her unwillingness to submit. She recalled how he had slapped her, bit her, and scratched her every time she refused. She recalled the many, many times he had filled her womb with his seed, and suddenly she felt dirty. Ugh I've got to get up! I can't stand his smell, his sweat, his... whatever on my body!
She forced her body to move. Then walked slowly to grab and put on a new kimono, since her last one was a shredded piece on the floor. She then left the chamber, tried to remember the way to the bathroom. With every step she took, her hate toward Sesshoumaru was getting stronger. I hate what you did to me. I hate every single thing of you. And from now on I will never let you touch me ever again. She put one of her hand on top of her stomach. I will carry this baby by myself, out from your touch. I don't need your despicable presence near me anymore, Sesshoumaru!
And she resumed her attempt to clean herself of his filth.
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