Scorpius Malfoy
1/10
Dear diary,
Today was again more of the same, I was terrible at charms and I was staring at Rose, thinking of a way to explain my feelings for her. I love her and I know it, but what I don't know is how to explain it to her. If only I could talk about it with someone I'm sure that would help a lot, but am I going to tell? My father? He would probably explode. My mother? She would tell my father. Albus? I don't think he would like to hear it, and he would not want to help me with it. I don't understand why he hates me that much, what have I ever done to him?
8/10
Dear diary,
It's unbearable to act like this much longer, I have to do something but I don't know what. I need to find a place where I can talk to her in private, but that's not very easy. Since I can't just ask someone if they know a place. It's also really difficult to write letters to my father, I have to make up a lot of things and I can't focus very well the last days. I really almost sended him a letter in which I told him about everything that's really going on. I can't concentrate on the lessons anymore, so I'm very far behind the others. Especially charms has become a problem, since I can't focus when she's around I also can't concentrate when she's trying to help me. I feel miserable, and more alone than ever.
20/10
Dear diary,
I've noticed something strange is happening to Rose, she stutters when she talks to me and when I look at her her whole face goes red. I can't help but hope my thoughts are true, and maybe, just maybe, she likes me. But I know I shouldn't hope too much, I'm very well aware of the consequences of hope, thinking like this could destroy me. But I still can't stop hoping, that I'm right. I can't stop thinking about her, It's just.. Everything about her is perfect, from her curly red hair to the way she hold her hand up in the air when she knows the answer to a question. I know I can't stand this much longer, I feel like I'm bleeding, and if I don't do anything soon I'll die. I feel like I'm falling apart because of this secret, I'm hopeless, I don't think I will ever find a solution to this. The hope is the only thing that keeps me from collapsing under the weight of this secret, that little spark keeps me alive, so please Rose, don't extinguish it.