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I was thinking about doing it GP, but I won't, or I don't think so. Maybe if I write another fanfic I will, but I'm not sure, I really think GP does not match with this story. Sorry guys, hope you keep reading.
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Brittany's POV
I'm lying on my bed, thinking of how crazy this week has been; Santana and Bella are the only thing in my mind right now, it's been three days since Santana told me about her situation and I haven't stop thinking about it, they don't deserve this. I sigh loudly and go to the bathroom, take a quick shower and I dress more casually than usual, is Friday so I'll probably do something with Rachel and Quinn tonight.
I go to the kitchen and see that Anne is already finishing breakfast so I sit waiting for it
"Good morning" I say to Anne, she turns around and smiles walking towards me
"Morning" she says putting her lips on mine and lingering them, I frown at this she has never kissed me unless we are with our families, I feel her trying to deepen the kiss and my mind goes to Santana, and I feel like the one I'm kissing is her; so I run my tongue over her lower lip asking for entrance which is given immediately our tongues battle, I put my hands on her waist under her shirt and start running them all over her abs, she moans softly and I open my legs putting her between them, she starts to unbutton my blazer and that's when I realize what I'm doing. I stop her and pull apart looking at her with wide eyes, her face shows arousal, her eyes are darker, her lips are swollen, she looks really hot right now, but I was thinking about Santana all the time, it wouldn't be fair for her.
"W-what?" she asks trying to understand why I stopped her
"I-I, why did you do that? I thought you didn't want this, I mean, we're doing this for our families, that's all, I enjoyed it, but that's it" I say trying to catch my breath, don't get me wrong Anne is absolutely gorgeous, she has long black hair, white milky skin, and gorgeous blue eyes, but I don't have feelings for her, I wish I would though, it would be easier.
"I-I thought we could give it a chance, I mean we're getting married after all" she says, I stood there dumbfounded but I never saw this coming
"Uh, I'll think about it, I have to go" I say rushing out of the house, once I'm in the car I think about that kiss, it did make me feel something, but I keep thinking about Santana, I don't have a chance with her anyway, I don't even know if she likes girls, or if she likes me. I sigh, send a quick text to Quinn telling her to meet me on my office and start to drive towards the company.
Santana's POV
I'm resting on my car, Bella is laying on my arms, is still early so I won't wake her up just yet, I think I won't take her to school today, all this days I have avoided Bella's teacher, scared she could do something. I think about Brittany she has been nothing but sweet to us and I really appreciate it, she has bought food for Bella everyday, I couldn't be more thankful, I think I'm starting to like her, it was never a secret that I liked girls, I just haven't have a relationship in years because I'm too busy for that. I have to start looking for a place to live; the night we stayed in the refuge was the scariest thing ever.
-Flashback-
After talking with Brittany she let me go which I was grateful about, I took Bella with me, and walk towards the car, my neck and back are killing me, and my eyelids are heavy right now. I drive towards the refuge carefully. When we got there we were both sleepy, I climb some stairs and know the door that was at the end of it, a sleepy man opens it.
"Are you Santana?" he says yawning I nod and he let's me in pointing where our bed is, I thank him and put Bella on the bed, I embrace my purse and lay besides her. I don't how long I was sleeping but suddenly I feel some hobo trying to grab my purse I start screaming and kicking him till he fell and I grabbed Bella and started running out of that place. I run towards the car and put Bella on the backseat and start driving away, I got to a lonely street besides a park and stop there, I go to the backseat and grab Bella on my arms, I start running my hands on her hair and some tears start running down my face.
-End of the flashback-
I feel some tears on my face while I think how unfair life is being with me. I wipe away the tears and decide to take Bella to a park today, I wake Bella and she gives me her usual sleepy smile, and I think that Bella is a truly blessing for me.
"Baby, do you want to go to the park today?" I ask her while running my hands on her hair, she looks at me surprised and start nodding rapidly
"Yes mommy, yes!" she says jumping on the car
"Okay, get dressed then, we're going to eat something and then we're going to the park, what do you think?" I say with a big smile, and she start propping kisses all over my face, I laugh and start tickling her
"St-stop mommy" she says laughing, I stop and she kisses me one more time and then starts dressing.
Some minutes later we are on our way to eat something. We stop in some restaurant; I grab Bella's hand and start walking inside, once we are sitting a waiter comes
"Good morning, are you ready to order?" I nod
"I would like to have some pancakes and a orange juice please" I say and he starts writing
"That would be 50$" he says and I nod
"I'll be right back with your order" he says walking away, I sigh and see how much I have, 300$, in two weeks they'll give me the other check I hope it lasts.
"Are we going to see Brittany today mommy?" Bella ask, I look confused
"She said that she was going to give me a candy today" she says like is the most obvious thing
"Oh, I don't know baby" I say and before I say something else the waiter comes with our order, I pay him and we start to eat. An hour later we're in the car driving towards the park, once we're there, Bella run towards the games and I sit close to where she is.
Some minutes later I feel somebody siting besides me, I look over the person and see that is an old man, I continue watching Bella who is now playing with some kids there.
"Is she yours?" I hear suddenly, I look the old man and nod
"She's beautiful and very energetic" he says chuckling, I chuckle a little too because is true, Bella is running all over the park
"Yeah" I respond and he looks at me
"You look depressed" he says and I sigh and chuckle bitterly, that's exactly how I feel right now
"What's wrong?" he asks and I hesitate before saying
"Life is unfair and complicated" I say looking down my hands
"If life were easy it would be boring" he says, and I know he's right but I can't help but feel depressed
"I wouldn't mind if it were a little bit easier" I say looking straight to his eyes, he has bright grey eyes, some old clothes and a hat.
"Life is like a rainbow. You need both the sun and the rain to make its colors appear" he says and I nod thinking about what he said, he's right but it sucks having a storm behind you all the time. We talk for a long time, I learn that his wife died recently, they had been married for fifty years, the met really young and they got married a year later.
"Well it was nice meeting you, Santana" he says shaking my hand
"You too Pete"
"And remember what I said" he says walking away, I sit there some more minutes and the start calling Bella
"Bella! Sweetie we have to go" I say walking closer to her, she comes running and takes my hand, all the way to the company Bella was telling me all the things she did with her new friends. Once we are there, I walk to the janitor's room, and see a new door besides it, I walk towards it and knock slightly, and nobody answer so I open it and gasp at the sight, inside I see a small bed, a small fridge and some toys. I see a note on the table and grab it, it says:
"I know you're probably wondering what's all this, I made this for Bella, now you can work not worrying about her, nobody will fire you for this, they know about it, so don't worry.-Brittany xoxo."
I smile while reading the note; this was a nice gesture of her. I'll thank her later, I see that Bella is already inside and I enter and play with her some minutes before starting to work.
Brittany's POV
Quinn texted me saying that she was on her way to my office, she was probably with Rachel, doing who knows what, I've been spacing and thinking all morning since that kiss happened. Some minutes later I hear a knock and I say come in, and a very happy couple entering.
"Britty, where have you been?" says Quinn walking towards me and giving me a hug, Rachel does the same, and I tell them to take a sit in the couch.
"Oh you know here and there, super busy" I say giving them some wine
"You should loosen up a little Britt" says Quinn while drinking a bit
"You know its hard when I'm the president, Quinnie" I say drinking, before she says something else I say.
"I have to tell you guys something" drinking a big gulp of wine
"Whoa Britt be careful with that" says Rachel, I take a deep breath
"I made out with Anne and now I'm confused because I was thinking about somebody else but I don't think that somebody wants me, and that kiss made feel good, an-and Anne wants to give us a chance" I say rambling, they know everything about our relationship, they know that we have never slept together, that we only kiss when we are with our families and all that.
"Wow, I wasn't expecting that, but did you feel something because you were thinking about somebody else or in general?" Quinn asks very intrigued about it
"I don't know, I mean I know I like this somebody or at least I have a little crush but I don't think it was because of that, I don't know, I don't know" I say running my hands through my hair
"Wait…who is this somebody?" Rachel asks me suspiciously, I look down and mumble
"What?" both of them say and I look down blushing
"I know! Omg I know! Is th-that girl you saw the other day!" says Rachel smirking
"Wait what girl? What day?" asks Quinn, clearly confused.
I sigh and say "Yes, that girl, Santana, and is a girl that I met a few days a go, and she works here, and I think I like her"
"I knew it! Wait she works here? That's the beadle isn't it?" she asks
"Yes, how did you know?" I ask her and she tells me about the other night
"And does she like you?" Quinn asks me, and I shrug
"I don't know I don't think so" I say looking down my hands
"Well then forget about her, and try with Anne, she's beautiful and your mom loves her, and you're marrying her anyway" she says and I nod
"I need to go out, you girls coming?" they both nod happily and we start grabbing our things and going out, once I'm closing the door, I see Santana "cleaning", she was probably doing something else.
"Santana?" I say and she looks at me.
Santana's POV
I have been cleaning for two hours now, I'm in the top floor, this is where Brittany is, I'll thank her when I'm going to clean her office, I enter in some office and see something I wasn't ready for, I see a shirtless brunette with a blonde making out, the brunette is sitting on the desk and the blonde is between her legs kissing her roughly. I gasp and they pull apart quickly trying to compose themselves, I recognize that the brunette was the one with Santana; I clear my throat and walk out, holy shit. I start cleaning the hall and some minutes later I see the couple walking hand in hand towards Santana's office and they give me some awkward looks. Some minutes later I decide to go to Santana's office to thank her, so I can go. Once I'm there I see the door is a little bit open and when I'm about to knock I hear something I wasn't ready to hear.
"Yes, that girl, Santana, and is a girl that I met a few days a go, and she works here, and I think I like her" I gasp silently, Brittany likes me?
"I knew it! Wait she works here? That's the beadle isn't it?" the short brunette asks
"Yes, how did you know?" Brittany asks and the brunette tells her about the night I entered in her office
"And does she like you?" the blonde asks, and I think, I do like her.
"I don't know, I don't think so" Brittany says looking down and I wanted to hug her
"Well then forget about her, and try with Anne, she's beautiful and your mom loves her, and you're marrying her anyway" wait what? Brittany is getting married? I couldn't hear more and start walking towards the hall, I hear they coming out and I pretend to clean, Brittany looks at me and says
"Santana?" she asks clearly confused "Are you okay?" I nod even though I'm not, I want to cry, Brittany is getting married.
"I'm okay, don't worry, I just wanted to thank you for what you did, it was a nice gesture, Bella loves it" I say with a sad tone, compose yourself Santana, you knew that you didn't stand a chance with her.
"Oh, it was nothing, that kid is amazing" I nod and start to walk away from her, she calls me and I take a deep breath.
"Hey do you want to go out tomorrow, with Bella, to I don't know a park or something?" she asks me with a hopeful look and I would have said yes but I'm really sad.
"I'll think about it" I say with a cold tone, she frowns and nods
"Ok, then, I'll see you tomorrow" she says waving at me while walking towards the couple who were waiting for her. I sigh and keep cleaning, I still have one more hour left, and I can feel some tears running down my face.