Yay! Here is chapter 4!! I'm using Evanescence Going Under Lyrics because I am listening to their CD and Amy Lee is my Idol. The lyrics are not in order because I'm taking bits and pieces of the song. Inuyasha is off charcter a bit but it will help later on in the story.

Chapt. 4

Recap: "A spurr of a moment thing? That is what you said! Maybe if you weren't such a jackass you would think before you speak!!" tears glistened in her eyes as she walked to the village leaving Inuyasha speachless.

"This is going to be harder than I thought." he sighed. Thus ends day one.

The sunrise seeps purple and pink through the darkness of the night. Sango though is already up, and has been for hours. She sits on the top of a hill engrossed in her thoughts. The talk with Naraku still floating in her thoughts. 'He lied to me. Miroku deceived me. Tortures me daily with that whore. I'm over him.'

Now I will tell you what I've done for you -
50 thousand tears I've cried.
Screaming, deceiving and bleeding for you -
And you still won't hear me.

'I'm giving up on him, but what about Inuyasha? Does he care for me? Or does he still care for Kagome and or Kikyou?'

Blurring and stirring - the truth and the lies.
(So I don't know what's real) So I don't know what's real and what's not (and what's not)
Always confusing the thoughts in my head
So I can't trust myself anymore
I'm dying again

'Then their is Kohaku. I could join Naraku and be with Kohaku again. I hate Naraku with the deepest depths of my very soul, but I love my brother. Does Inuyasha care for me? This is all to much.' tears were streaming down her face like silent rain. Her despair clouding her usual sensable self. She heard walking behinde her and knew who it was without looking.

"Sango. I really didn't mean what I said. I was sc... an idiot. Please forgive me. I know what you are thinking and please don't do it. Please don't join Naraku. You've been out here for hours lets go back to the village." there was such sincerity to his words, so unlike Inuyasha. His golden eyes sparkled in the rising suns reflection.

"How long have you been out here?" her voice was low almost as if she were taking here last breath. He sat down beside here and wrapped an arm around her which was quickly shoved away. He grabbed her sholders in an unbreakable hold and turned her towards him.

"Sango! Damnit! Why don't you understand? I do care about you! Damnit please listen!" his voice was harsh yet his eyes showed despairation to be heard. Sango's face harden and she refused to speak.

"Sango.." his voice wispered, his heart cried out begging to be heard. He tightened his grasped and pulled her an inch from his face.

"I do care Sango. I would do anything to prove that. I have been hurt so many times by both Kagome and Kikyou, and you have been hurt countless times by Miroku. I know you wouldn't hurt me, and I would not hurt you. Please believe me." his voice soft almost memorizing, his golden eyes never turned from her chocolate orbs. She gasped as he kissed her passionatly, he took that oppertunity so explore the cavern of her mouth, her taste deliouse to him. She struggled to push him away but he held her tighter. 'Why is he doing this?'

She could feel the heat riseing in her blood, the lighting striking her very heart. She wrapped her arms around his neck deeping the kiss. He held her close savoring the moment.

"Inuyasha can you possibly mean this? Could you really leave Kagome?" she said out of breath.

"I never loved Kagome. She just looked so much like Kikyou. I now know the difference and can't be with either. It'll just make me relive the pain. I've always had affection for you. This isn't a sudden thing. I just was so obessed with Kikyou I didn't realize it." her eyes widened, her soul complete.

"Do you really mean it? You won't hurt me again?" he looked her in the eyes.

"Yes. I would never hurt you on purpose. I love you Sango. I've always cared for you, but in the last few months the affection has grown." she wrapped her arms around him and they stood up.

"Thankyou Inuyasha." she smiled weakly. They walked towards the village hand and hand.

When they arrived at the village Sango tried to pull her hand away but Inuyasha held it tighter. Miroku walked beside them holding a bucket of water which quickly hit the ground which grabbed Kedae's and Shippo's attention.

"Sango?" Miroku questioned unmistakeable hurt in his voice.

"Yes?" her voice hardened to a cold sharp tone.

"Are you and Inuyasha?" Sango went to talk but Inuyasha replied first.

"Yea we are what of it? Go find that little skank you left Sango for and leave us alone." his voice in a tone he would talk to Naraku in filled with discust. Miroku was stunned without words. Sango and Inuyasha went to walk inside of the hut and the warning came to late.

"Inuyasha Kagome came back ear..." Kedea didn't even try to finish her sentence.

"Inuyasha? Sango?" Kagome's eyes already filled with tears. Sango looked down.

"I'm sorry Kagome. You and me are not meant to be together. I never loved you, you just reminded me so much of Kikyou I couldn't let go. I'm sorry." Kagome fists clenched and she was shaking rappidly. Silent tears shed unnoticed.

"Fine. Sit, sit, sit, sit, si..." a firm hand came hard at her face.

"Don't do it again you little baby." Kagome stood frozen in place by so many emtoins it was unbearable.

"But Sango..." another hand went across her face.

"Take it off of him or I will make you take it off." her voice threw daggers at Kagome. She began to cry harder. She leaned down and touched the beads in which fell to the floor.

"Goodbye. I'm shutting off the well for good. I won't need these anymore." she ran out throwing her jewl shards onto the floor. Inuyasha stood up and looked at a weeping Sango.

"Sango it had to be done. It's better this way." he hugged her close and kissed her.

Ok! Please R&R!! Does anyone think I should end it here? I'm thinking about it. Whom would like me to continue? Pleaes include this info in your reviews!!!!