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Here is chapter four !
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Chapter 4 : Dancing On My Own - Calum Scott
Pain has taught me to appreciate the things that don't hurt.
- Melissa Tripp-
So he walked, what else could he have done ?
Stuck between two world, two truth.
Ziva's neckless was hanging at the very bottom of his finger. Almost falling, but never did.
It was a nice picture at this time of the day.
Everybody have gave up on Ziva, let her fall but he didn't ! Never does !
On the very last swing before he caught the neckless in his palm. Secured it .
He saved her.
Keeping her in each of his heart beats, following his step day by day.
Others questions were pushing against his sealed lips, but right now he allowed itself to simply enjoy.
The sweet feeling kept moving through his blood system in each of his cells. Euphoria was wining him, slowly, as a light touch, Ziva's hand on his bare torso…
Reality come back to him eventually but still, the taste in his mouth was sugary and sweet.
Should he call the Mossad ? The NCIS? Daddy Gibbs ? Brother McGenius ? Sisters Abby ? The wise Ducky ?
Who will understand, who will believe him ? Who will be smart enough to find her ?
Abby, as much as he loved her was definitely not the one ! She will become crazy within the second he will call her ! To close, and too much full of love with her sweet touch of craziness, she couldn't handle this kind of pressure.
Timmy ? His computer skills will definitely be a huge help, since DiNozzo could barely check his email without making the all thing exploded.
But can Mcgee manage such a big secret from Vance's and the Mossad ?
Mcgee was a genius, and as the big brother DiNozzo is, he loves making his partner life a permanent joke. But as far as he could remember he had always been impressed by his partner skills. The fluent movement of his fingers on the key board, and his capacity to find anything and anyone in a nanosecond !
But he also had to be honest on the fact that Mcgee will not be able to resist any type of interrogation, in any country for more than five minutes ! Calling him, will be far too dangerous !
What about Ducky ? From the very beginning he always had a special bound with Ziva. A way to cool her down in her darkest hours, a way to break through her walls, through her deafening silence.
Does it come from his very sexy, Irish accent ? Or his grand-father side make Ziva feels safe. Yes safe. You know ? The weird feeling you should have in the arms of your parents or your siblings ? Inside of your home ? Yes think a little bit more ! It will came back to you !
But it will never came to Ziva, because she never had the chance to feel it. Or at least not since her mother die, letting her and her sibling under them father watch.
The too well known Mossad Director : Eli David.
Tony had always hated this men, from his smirk to his indoor sun glasses. Probably because he turned his children, his own flesh, into lethal weapon.
After having his little one killed by a suicide bomb in a middle of a shopping centre, he asked his second girl to kill her big brother, who by the way become a murderer killing an NCIS agent among of thousand others person. To finally send the last one alive but not the least of his children to a suicide mission in the middle of Africa.
What is wrong with him ! Seriously ! He had broken every part of his children's life …
But what did break him ? Nobody born this way ? Nobody comes to this world with hate and anger in his heart. What had happen to make him become a heartless monster ?
Tony could barely imagine all the terrible things he must had seen or done in order to save his life and protect his country.
Because after all, he had given up everything he had for his country and his people, at any cost : his life or his children's one.
The anger had leaved Tony's body, replace by a profound feeling of sadness. Did he have misjudge the man ? Is this why Ziva forgave him after…all… All the pain, all the anger, all the fear ?
He will never forget the look Ziva was caring in her eyes the day he found her, sat on this wooden chair … Her inside fire had been torn away, letting her empty, dead inside.
How could she forgave him ?
After all Tony had forgiven his own dad. Even after everything he had done to him ! With time and maturity things change…
But we can't compare it to Ziva's father… Can we ?
Tony had been left behind after losing his beautiful mother. His dad was in such a pain that he couldn't even manage his son's one, sending him away in boarding school. Letting a baby body dealing with the giant pain eating his heart and probably also his mind at the time.
Ziva had been use as a weapon, the best one, the most efficient, always trying to get her father to be proud. He never did. The death of his wife and his child had broken him more than anything else. Ziva could have tried to make him proud until death follows, he would never watched her with anything but disappointment in his eyes …
The conclusion was clear now ! Parents are not perfect. And Tony is mostly sure that every parents on this hearth have made mistakes, at least once !
Even the legendary Gibbs !
What about the Gibbs ?
Everybody's father !
He also had made mistake ! And a couple of them in fact ! And everybody had forgiven him… Could Tony's forgive him for having given up on Ziva?
The doubt woke him out of his thoughts.
What if for once, and we are talking only for once ; the silver fox was not the one. Not the father to turn to ?
He looks up to found the a dark sky above his head, full of magical starts who draw a smile on his tired face.
He had drowned the very few remaining of strength in all of the thinking and the walking.
He was now in the middle of Tel Aviv, feeling the cool air coming from the far sea.
Where are you Ziva ?
Tiredness and jet lag get into his head, screaming loudly for a bed. For once he decided to gave in, making his way back to the hotel, allowing Morpheus to catch him in her arms.
Tomorrow Ziva David, I will found you, and after that, I will never let you go ….
Hope you liked it ! See you one Friday night next week ;)