Talking
Ian's POV:
After our talk with the boys we went once again into Kaila's room she was still asleep but we decided to wake her up. "Kaila" I said softly while shaking her body slightly. "Wake up". It took some time for her to wake up fully but when she saw us sitting there I saw a lot of things in her eyes. Fear, guilt and pain. She sat up slowly and watched us intently. "I am sorry" she whispered. "Kaila do you have any idea how much you hurt us the last few days" I asked. "Yeah I know daddy" she said "and I'm sorry". "Yeah Kaila the problem is that the word sorry probably is the word you used most these past days". "And to be honest I don't believe you". "We gave you a second change and you disobeyed again". "Hell disobeyed, you totally screwed us over and didn't listen at all". "How are we supposed to help you if all you do is ruining our trust". "The I'm sorry word is not going to cut it anymore". "We are very angry with you". "And decided to take measure into our own hands". "What do you mean by that?"She asked. "Well first we are going to lock you into the house for the coming week you will not come outside unless your mother or myself are with you". "We will close all the doors and lock the windows so you can't sneak out".
"Why would you do that to me" she shouted " you are terrible". "You see this is what we mean you just don't get it do you" Nina tuned in crying. "You make us angry but most of all you make us worried, hell you make us terrified and you just don't care". "Only when it is in your benefit". "Like you where sorry a minute ago and you should be but when we give you consequences you are angry and are not sorry anymore". "I really don't know what to do" that was when she really broke. "Shh" I said while I guided Nina out of Kaila's room. "You stay put" I said to Kaila "this talk isn't over yet I will be back soon". I had to comfort Nina first though. "Shit Ian", Nina said "she is in so deep I don't know what to do" . "You know what baby" I said "you take the boys and Madison to do something fun I don't know just do whatever". "Just relax ok I will talk with Kaila explain our rules and conditions and will see if she needs to talk to someone". "I also want to know if she can cope without her drugs or if she needs help with that". "You think she may be addicted". "At this point Neens I really don't know what to think anymore only time will tell us that". "Go relax with the kids I will calm Kaila down and talk with her".
Kaila's POV:
That was not really smart of me to get angry once again but seriously my parents couldn't keep me inside. They couldn't lock me up. I was angry but I was also sad because I never saw my parents this disappointed or desperate. To know I was the cause of that killed me, but I loved Landon and I knew I couldn't be without him for long thereby he was my ticket to the drugs I didn't have here. I knew that would give me troubles later I did drugs everyday so it would probably be hard on me. But on the other hand if my parents locked me up I might could get of the drugs and all this bullshit was over, but did I want that. That was the question that played in my head over and over again.
After half an hour my father was coming into my room again. He came sitting on my bed and said: "Ok tell me what am I going to do with you". "Tell me now how your future and ours is going to look because honestly I don't know what to do besides lock you up and preferably never let you out again ever". "Which isn't a solution so tell me because I'm kind of desperate not to mention how desperate your mother is". I decided to go on a guilt trip this instance and follow all the rules they applied I could always change my mind later. "I am sorry daddy" I said, "I' m sorry I don't know what to do I honestly don't know". "I was wrong I shouldn't have snuck out yesterday, but I planned it ahead months ago it was THE party". "And I knew I didn't stand a change by just asking you". "Then I snuck out and saw Landon and I just love him so much I can't deny him anything". "I first didn't want to do the drugs but it was really tempting so I took them". "It makes me feel good". " And about the sex I made him wear a condom I made him and he did it he listened to me". After a few seconds of silence I asked. "Daddy did he really rat on my with the sex thing". "Yes baby" he said. "Kaila" he said "can I tell you something about Landon why I think it is not smart to associate with him without you interrupting my every second". "After that I want you to tell me what you think of him and name the pro's and con's of you associating yourself with him". I nodded and listened to my father.
Ian's POV:
I told my daughter why I thought he wasn't good for her. "Baby" I said "you have to see things from our point of view". "Before you met Landon, you were a rebel you always been the rebel and trust me we haven't loved you less because of that but the real problems started after you met him". "Skipping class I know school is boring I didn't like it either but you have to go to school because it's illegal not to do so". "Doing drugs and sneaking out not to mention the unprotected sex". "We didn't raise you that way". "I had a talk with Landon yesterday I told him that you loved him and asked if he loved you too". "He didn't give me an answer the conversation went on. I gave him a lecture about drugs and unprotected sex and that's when he said , so it was your idea of the condom should have figured something in that line". "I don't know baby but if you by love mean only having sex and dealing drugs I don't know if that is true love".
I saw Kaila's face change in pain the more I talked about Landon. She started to cry after I finished and said "I know he is kind of bad but he has something I feel attracted to him and I always have fun while I am around him". "And sure he asks me to have unprotected sex and sell some stuff once in a while, but I never had to pay for any of the drugs he gave me". "I know that baby" I said "but what did you use while you were with him?". "Ecstasy" she said "sometimes a joint". "Yes" I said "and what did he make you sell?". "I don't know powder mostly". "I thought so" I said "that had to be cocaine or maybe heroin which is much more expensive". "Did you ever use the hard stuff baby" I asked. It was quiet for some time. "Yes I did" she said "I tried cocaine a few weeks ago when I was at a party". "Only once" I asked. "Yes" she said "only once". "I didn't like it though my nose did hurt for a few days afterwards". "I want to know baby" I said to her "how many times did you sneak out of your room for real, be honest". "A lot of times, I lost count" she said. "And I have kind of another confession" she said, "which is" I asked. "You remember Amy" she asked "yeah your best friend right". "Right" she said, "I haven't been in contact with her for over three months". "Wait what but all the sleepovers". "I am sorry" she said. "You were with Landon" she nodded.
I was angry and I was scared but decided to not punish her for what she just told me. Right now I was just glad that she came forward with it on her one. So I said: "I am glad you told me, I won't say it doesn't hurt me but I'm glad you came forward on your own". "So I want you to answer this honestly, if you have Landon's pro's and con's against each other what would you do now about him". "I don't know daddy" she cried "I honestly don't know". "It's ok" I said, "I think it is wise that you don't see him for a while, what do you think about that". "I guess that would be for the best" she said. "But what about school" she asked "he will come there too". "I have to tell you something baby" I said, "they expelled you because it was besides skipping classes the first time you got expelled". "Landon was expelled multiple times and after some discussing the school decided to kick him out I heard it this morning". "How do you feel about that" I asked her. "It makes me sad I guess" she said, "but maybe it is for the best for me".
"He is in it deep daddy" I said "I have never seen him not under the influence". "I think he just needs help, it is sad you know his mother is death and his father hits him and is a drunk". "He told you that" I asked her "no" she said "I witnessed it". "I was over at his place and his father came home in the morning drunk". "We had a party the night before and the place wasn't yet cleaned up". "He beat him pretty bad, but he made me promise I didn't tell anyone". "I think he's ashamed". "I told him to get help you know" I said to Kaila "check himself into rehab". "I think he needs that" she said. "Do you think you need that too baby" I asked. She looked at me "I don't know daddy" she said. "I don't want to I really don't want to, but I took drugs everyday for the last few months so I don't know how I will be without". I looked at her sad and said "we will see baby, we will see". "We will await the coming days". I embraced her in a hug and we sat there for a few minutes before she shot up. "Wait when did Landon get kicked out?" "This morning they told me", "what did they say". "They just informed his father and he would deal with him, then they called me to inform me". While I was saying this I got a terrible gut feeling and thought to know what my daughter was so scared for.