So here you go, new chapter, I hope you like it and I hope you don't take what's written on here too seriously, cause it's just a story, no need to hate 3

19th March

We all were in the backstage getting ready for the show,

I mean, my brothers were getting ready, I was just trying to catch my breath and relax.

"nick are you okay?" mom said worried, sure as hell she was worried about me,

I was pale, out of breath and I was stand thanks to a god's miracle "yeah mom".

That wasn't true, I was in a huge panic attack.

"so we have: paranoid, still in love, turn right and after the break there's wedding bells,okay?"

Joe summed up the last-minute change and I just nodded,

even if the only thing that I understood was wedding bells,

which made me think about a certain someone,and that made me panic more.

"guys you are on in..1...2...3..ON".

We went on stage and the first thing that I did was searching for those blue eyes,

I searched high and low for her, I gazed through every face but she wasn't there.

Why she wasn't there, joe told me that she'd been here.

Maybe she is running late, maybe she can't make it or she don't want to make it,

then I look at joe an he give me a "crap-nick-sing!" look and I remembered that I was on stage,

I started singing and, for a moment, Miley stepped in second place in my thoughts list.

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83 minutes later neither Miley or Demi did show up yet.

Now it was clear to me that they had changed their mind and realize that coming wasn't a good idea.

I can't hide that I was a little bit sad because, after all, I wanted to see her,

but on the other hand I was relieved, because I didn't have to perform THAT song in front of her.

The two-minute break ended and we went back on stage.

As I started playing the first chords of wedding bells I felt her eyes blaze through me.

I looked in her direction, and it was sure as hell that it was her

I mean,I can recognize her blue eyes from thirty miles away.

All my biggest fears became reality, she was there and I was singing.

If she starts cry I couldn't stand her tears,if she is indifferent I couldn't stand my heart broke,

there was no way out.

MILEY

I was there and he started singing.

As soon as the song started I could feel tears in my eyes

and when the "11-nights-into-june part"came up I,and him as well ,were already crying.

I never cry in public but this song is just so hard to stand, and his voice was so full of pain and sorrow.

It just make me cry because he didn't deserve to be hurt and it's kills me know that I was the cause.

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When the show ended I and Demi went back stage.

"hello, miss Demetria, may I ask you how do you feel?" Joe welcomed us with a British accent.

"oh shut up joe" she said laughing.

I reached Kevin and hugged him I did the same with Denise and Dani.

I knew too well that some one missed at the appeal,

but I didn't care till this some one popped out and asked me if I can follow him out.

I knew even that this someone wanted to talk but I didn't knew the topic of the conversation.

As soon as we were out of the room he said "why did you cried?"

Look, I had all the intention to reply gently at that, but he was acting so rudely.

"what did you care, and then I wasn't crying. I just had a something in my eye"

I know that this excuse is as old as the world but I couldn't come up with something better.

"OH sure, you got something on your eyes!" he said annoyed.

Why he was like that, I didn't do anything wrong, why he was angry at me?

"okay nick, I didn't do nothing but doing you a favor by coming at your show and you, not only treat me bad, but you not even say hello to me!" now I was really pissed.

"well sorry, hello mils, why the hell were you crying?" he shouted.

"i...i...well" I didn't know what to tell him, I can't just be like "oh I cried cause I still love you" no way!

"tell me why!" he said loudly, slamming his hand on the wall where I was leaned on.

I looked into his eyes, those chocolate-brown eyes were so deep that you can see his soul.

I could feel his breath on my face,and his perfume dived me crazy,our noses were almost touching.

I closed my eyes and for a moment it felt as if we had gone back and rewound the time.

For just one moment I felt like that time in Georgia,

It felt like that because he was so close to me, because my cheeks were red and my knees gone weak.

It felt like that because his soft and tender lips were smashed against mine and sparkles were flying everywhere...

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