Can't you understand

chapter 4

The blood gushed form his nose causing him to take his hand and pinch the bridge of his in an attempt to stop the blood .I laughed and let a sadistic smile grace my face until, it reached my eyes lighting them ,with a dangerouse glow .While Len was pinching his nose I took the oppertuinity to kick him in the side letting the groan he realeased fule my fire .

I was pissed beyond belife his life was now my job to end oh poor baby .Len was off the floor now and staring me in the eye hmm I like a challenge ,lets play . He came close his woodsy scent infecting my nose I hate it.

He was in my bubble now . I looked up at him letting my smile tell him how much he will regret cam closer and pulled his arms out as if to welcome me into a hug .I refuse i can't seem weak ,but my body was yelling at my brain it wanted to accept the hug . Before I could do anything he hugged me and my momment of weakness let loose and toke over .

The tears started pouring form my eyes all down my face leaving me hugging back letting sparks eprupt form our touch I know it sounds cheesy, but it happend and it let me loose every thing came out .I hated that I was week .I could not stand it no matter what so I did the only logical thing ,and pushed away letting him not see my face by hiding it with my bangs .

"Rin why are you pushing me away ?"

"Because I don't want to be around you ,you make me weak ,and I refuse to be weak around you or anyone ."I said letting the regret fill my voice.

By the look of it he did not like my awnser at all .I was pulled back into his hard torso ,and hugged. I cried more than I did earlier .I guess I feel asleep sometime and woke up with me in Lens lap snuggled up in a fuzzy blanket with his head inbetween the crook of my neck allowing my head to rest frimly on his chest.

When I moved trying to get out of his grasp I think you can guess were his hands were oh yeah around my waist .He woke up new note about len light sleeper .He looked stairght at me ,an let me see the smirk on his face ..

"So Rin is the type of girl to cry ,and then snuggle huh? I think I should get to my future wifu ."

I turned a shade of crimson that would make fire jealouse .I tried to get up but his arms kept me from doing so .When he finail let go I saw the alram clock,and relized i was late for the worst thing a day with my mom, no offense I love her ,but her idea of fun is sooo diffrent from my virsion .

I told well yelled at len to get the hell out of my room .When he was gone i ran for the bathroom and threw open the door .It reavealed a white marble flooring and a creme colored counters housing all my supplyes for school morning's . And, there stood my pride and joy my shower right by my jacuzzie of a bathtub.

I chose my sound affects raniforest .As I striped of my cholthes and pulled a towle out of the cup board and climbed into the shower allowing my body to relaxe with the sounds sorounding me .I grabbed my towle and propceded in drying myself off and getting out a flat iron and going for my hair .It was a lot longer than I remember .

When I was done IT came tothe lower of my back yeah a lot longer .I had to look nice because of what the day consisted of . I grabbed a nice blue sweater a pair of black tights and some brown boots .

I got up to the mirrow and grabbed my white bow placced it on my head and took eyeliner and mascara to my face allowing it to do its magic after i got done i put on some lip gloss ,and here I was waiting to go away with my mom for one hell of a day.