This was hard to write...
Keeping that in mind, read it, and I hope it is ok.
Um...i don't own twilight...
There was an eerie silence in the forest as Jasper walked silently through the tall trees. It seemed any creature that was near was holding its breath until he passed.
Jasper moved through the forest at the highest speed he could, making random turns and decisions so that Alice would have no visions of him, and Edward would remain in the dark about their plans.
He slowed down after the sun had gone down and sighed, he was supposed to wait until someone called him, telling him Edward had joined them, but something felt off. He looked around, knowing that he was miles away from Forks, far enough that he shouldn't come across anyone, but something was causing his senses to act up.
Although he wasn't supposed to go back to Bella for at least a week, Jasper took off towards Forks.
The reason he was supposed to wait a week was so that the local authorities wouldn't blame Bella's disappearance on the Cullens, they would just think she ran away because she was heartbroken or something.
Jasper changed routes halfway to Forks, keeping his mind on anything but his goal.
Edward had to have joined the family by now and there was no way Jasper wanted to alert him to what was happening.
Alice would surely try her hardest to keep her thoughts away from Bella, but it was hard for her to avoid her visions and Jasper didn't want to make her slip around Edward.
As he crossed into Forks Jasper realized that something felt incredibly wrong.
At Bella's house all the lights were on, Jasper wondered why anyone would be awake at such a late hour, that's when he saw the group of humans grouped together at the edge of the forest.
Charlie was at the center of the group, talking with several other officers, his voice was calm, steady, and full of authority, but Jasper felt the fear and worry radiating off of him.
Jasper was about to retreat back into the forest when a girl at Bella's door began walking towards him.
From how she looked Jasper realized that she was from the reservation.
"I thought your family had left."
Jasper silently waiting for the girl to continue, but she just stared at him.
"What happened?" Jasper asked nodding his head over to where Chief Swan was standing.
The girl kept her eyes on Jasper when she answered.
"Bella's missing," She paused and watched Jasper for a reaction, "Charlie is blaming her disappearance on your family leaving and they are going sending out a search team into the surrounding forest in case she wandered out there and got lost."
Jasper nodded and stared at the girl, "May I ask your name?"
The girl's hand twitched and Jasper saw her form a fist, he was surprised at the sudden flare of anger he was feeling on her and he tried to send calm waves in her direction.
"Leah," she said after a long sigh.
Jasper thanked Leah and walked into the forest, disappearing before she could follow him.
Jasper searched the forest for any trace of Bella's scent and was shocked to discover how far from her house Edward had taken her. Jasper had finally caught Bella's scent, though it was hours away from her house, the search team wouldn't find her anytime soon.
Jasper shook his head at the thought of Edward being so cold as to leave Bella so far away, as he walked towards Bella he felt the usual sting in his throat, though he pushed it back, the scent made him think about Edward and his thirst for blood…
The hunger dies down after a while, the thirst leaves ones thoughts, and it is fairly easy to control oneself around the humans.
They seem insignificant beings at first.
When we are first turned, we have strength beyond what we could have ever imagined as human, and speed, we are so much faster.
So when we first lay eyes on a human and we compare ourselves, they are nothing.
The world is full of them, and they are ours for the taking.
They are our cattle.
A newborn is eager to try out their newfound power, they have no restraint, though I don't really understand why.
I have witnessed so many humans change, and it is always the same.
They are so easy to manipulate too…like children.
I always felt guilty for feeding off humans, I used to think other vampires did as well, but one day, while I was feeding I stopped paying attention to the feelings of the human in my arms and focused on a pair of fellow soldiers feeding several yards away.
They were enjoying themselves.
They weren't feeling satisfied at abating their thirst, they just wanted the blood, they wanted to see the human in pain.
I paid more attention to those around me after that day. Every day I focused on a different vampire, from newborn to some of the more matured vampires, they were all the same.
I stopped feeding as often then, I only fed when I had to.
It was difficult, but I have always managed my thirst fine.
Until I joined the Cullens.
They all had superb control over themselves, even Edward.
But shortly after joining the family, I accidentally crossed paths with Edward while he was feeding.
It took me back to the years I was surrounded by newborns. His enjoyment of the kill, he loved seeing the animal suffer below him, where the rest of the family snapped the animal's neck, he let it live until every drop of blood was gone.
That's when it began, the family began noticing I had trouble around humans, but only because Edward was so above himself.
He was the one that always had me on edge.
He has always had excellent control, no one doubts that, no one ever has doubted that, but I know what the others don't. I feel what he does when he's nears a human, instead of pushing down the hunger instead of calming himself, Edward enjoys the burn, he looks at the humans around him and feels like he's above them, better than them.
I'm honestly surprised he didn't kill Bella the moment he saw her. His hunger then was unbearable.
I'm just glad he has too much of an ego to have killed Bella with us around. He thinks if he feeds on a human the family will find him weak.
Edward is a strange man.
An unexplainable calm feeling washed over Jasper and he snapped out of his thoughts to see Bella in Victoria's arms.
Jasper stood still, in shock as he saw Victoria drinking Bella's blood.
Bella seemed too calm, she was just standing there with her eyes closed, her heart rate wasn't even above normal.
Jasper stepped forward, and Victoria's eyes snapped up, a smile on her face as she let Bella fall on the floor.
"I thought you left."
Jasper hissed at Victoria as she stepped forward.
She laughed.
"You know, she didn't put up a fight. Didn't scream, or struggle, nothing." Victoria looked down at Bella , "It's a pity that she was already broken when I found her…I wanted to be the one to do that."
Jasper growled at Victoria as she took a step towards Bella, she stopped and smiled.
"I'm going to kill you, then I'll come back to finish her off."
Jasper watched Bella carefully.
He could hear her heart rate picking up, and he could feel the pain that was beginning to radiate through her body, but Bella was laying still. There was no screaming or jerking, nothing that would indicate the transformation into a vampire had started.
Just what Jasper felt.
Victoria stepped forward slowly, while Jasper was distracted, and lunged at him.
Jasper managed to dodge her attack and he went to Bella.
"Bella," He said gently.
He saw Bella's eyes move to meet his, and saw a flash of recognition in them.
Victoria grabbed him from behind and pulled him away.
"I'm debating whether or not to let you fix her for me…then I could just tear her down all over again. Won't that be fun?"
"Jasper?" Bella said in a quiet voice.
Jasper looked at her and saw panic begin to set in.
"Alice is coming back." He choked out, "Don't worry."
Victoria tossed him into some trees, and through the snapping of branches and the wind rushing past him, Jasper heard the first of many screams of pain that would come from Bella's change.
He stood quickly, trying to get to Bella, but Victoria was already rushing him.
Jasper braced himself for the attack, but before he was hit, a large blur collided with a screaming Victoria.
Um...so there is that chapter...
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