Chris's worst nightmare

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Melinda pov

Chris hugged me as soon as both of us had come out of the vision, I often get visions of memories like these, of how most of our family had died, I didn't even have to actually see them die to start having visions about them dieing and that's why it is so unsettling, even Wyatt didn't see anything like this or even hear about anything like this

Chris missed Wyatt, he may have not have wanted to admit it but he really did miss our big brother.

However much he tried to despise his big brother for who he had become he couldn't, neither could I for the first few years; I didn't want to believe that my brother had started to become the most feared evil being there was.

But after I came back on to the earth and realised just how bad it really was, I had to become the strong sister, I had to be the one that was totally ok with killing her eldest brother if it really came to that.

I thought that for so long that Wyatt was indeed the most powerful being yet now I know different and that is why I have come to the past, so I could tell my brother this, I think that he should know, he is the head of the resistance.

So why should he be kept on the dark. Lots of people have been thinking of me as the head since he left but they shouldn't, they are listening to someone who is just the sister of the most powerful brothers alive in our time and in the past.

This type of wrong was what annoyed me was that Chris was the one to give them hope, and something to even think of part from our big brother yet they remember me but not him. Why?

It just isn't right, but there isn't anything she could do to stop that. They would never listen to me as the leaders sister, but as the leader, which hurt, I didn't earn that title and for how ever long I would live I wouldn't want to, I just wanted to be my brothers little sister, the clever one, the mature one out of the three, with both of them happy and good, with their mother by their side cooking something that smelt absolutely lovely like she used to. But that all disappeared and this happened, I miss both her parents, even with what Leo turned out to be, a drunk.

After mum had died Dad had a mental breakdown, he started drinking and smoking and never even paying attention to his kids growing up around him. That's why at the age of 14 I had to get a job at a restaurant, luckily mum used to be friends with her so she allowed me to be a waitress in her restaurant so that I could put money towards the mortgage of the house, Chris had to pay for the food and if we needed a little more money he gave us it, he was very good with getting the money, when I was 15 we had a major bad time getting the money, I had to have like 5 jobs which led to me being clumsy leading me to my death of me falling off the edge of the bridge.

This is one of the things that Chris can't get out of his head, that they didn't get the money, getting me to have so many jobs and that's why my death is partly his fault, I try my best to stop him from thinking that way but it will never happen. What is worse is that he sees me on the floor when Wyatt brought me home just after that event that led to me dying, I don't want my brother blaming himself or even having nightmare's ( though he would never admit it) about such things, that are actually my fault. I miss my old brother, the one that was happy all the time and liked to have a laugh once in a while, who tried to fit in a job as well as going to school and having a laugh with me and Wyatt, I hate my eldest brother for leaving and ruining everyone's lives even further than it was before.

Chris pov

With all that has happened I really haven't had a chance to think about the past, and I was ok with that, I didn't have to think about my sister really being dead even though our parents at the moment think that she is alive and it hurts me so much that we can not tell them the truth to change it so that all of this didn't happen, I would want mum to have lived longer to at least see her youngest child into her teenager part of her live rather than dying when she was only nine years old. It hurts that our aunts were dead only a little while after so they couldn't stop what dad had ended up becoming, I couldn't even safe my family so I could not expect our uncles to be able to help us while they had their own family that they had to look after. And anyway what can a cupid and a mortal do to help?

When our family are magic and have to protect ourselves all the time how do we expect them to even protect us along with themselves along with family problems or in our case, father problems.

Me and Melinda were on the bridge for several hours, just hugging and enjoying each others presence, I can not remember in such a long time when we could just sit somewhere and think about things and not have to be worried about demon attacks every few minutes while we had to protect not just ourselves but the entire city, mortals and other witches along with white lighters, because if the demons got their hands on full white lighters they could use their powers to get to us or to kill the entire race of white lighters or even worse elders, even though most of them have been dead for a long time now, and they have not increased their numbers at the shear fact that they are too afraid to do anything to help if that meant that they got killed or injured because deep down they are little wimps that run at the first sign of danger.

The only reason that we had to leave was because we had a call from the sisters so I orbed Mel and me to the house, against her protests of course. But then again my sister really is stubborn.

"Hey Mel, want to come demon hunting with us?" Piper asked as soon as we got there.

"Uh, sure, I guess." Mel replied, she moved to the back of the attic and sat down, still depressed.

"What's wrong? Come on Mel you can tell me, Hun." Piper asked.

"I can't Piper, don't you see, I can't tell you anything, you are always busy, I haven't been able to talk to you since I was nine years old. I will go, if you don't ask me again." Mel said, half of the statement being right and true. She couldn't tell Piper what was so wrong because that would tell a lot of secrets that we are not allowed to say in front of them just in case we tell her too much and she changes something that is not meant to be said. I know it hurt her but my sister was strong she will get over it quicker than I did.

"Oh, ok." Piper nodded and mumbled something about getting Paige and phoebe. As soon as Piper was out of the room Mel burst out crying. At least I hope she is strong enough. I sighed and went to sit next to sit by my sister and comfort her again, I hope she is ok, I know that I wont allow her to tell them but im starting to hope that they find out so my sister will stop crying, I don't like it when she cries, its like she cant control her empathy and she shows how sad she is and how much she needs someone there for her.

I wish I could just take away all of her pain, no, I will make sure that my sister gets better and feels better any way that is needed, I wont have her crying all her life, she deserves better than this.

So hey its finished, sorry it took so long but I know people are reading it so please review even if it is to say how bad I am and how I can get better… no one likes to review so please someone make my day and review I may even read yours if I need to do that and get someone to review. So I will try and get the next one up as soon as I can…. Which may be a while….