CURSE ME NOT

"Without Deana we're stuck in this form until the next Friday the thirteenth which isn't for nearly ten months." Samantha whined.

"That's what you're worried about? She was taken and you're worried about yourself?"

Samantha glared at Randy. "She wasn't taken. If you pay attention to what's in front of you. The shots were all fired up in the air and would any monster taking her give her the time to take her duffle loaded with weapons?"

Randy noticed for the first time that both of Deana's duffle's were gone and her purse. "Why would she leave when we have such a short time to change back? And how do you explain the doors slamming and not being able to open them."

"Deana is a fucking genius when she puts her mind to it, she's fucking being selfish, maybe Dean got used to being a chick but I want back!"

Randy paced back in forth wondering what the hell to do and what the hell Deana was up to or what if the monsters had gotten that smart and had just made it look like Deana had planned it all to throw them off.

He ran his fingers through his hair and did the only thing he could do and try to piece things together.

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The time for the ritual slipped away and Samantha first pitched a fit and then cried herself to sleep. They were stuck in their gender swap for months to come and they still had no clue as to where Deana was.

They had checked back into the rooms they had been staying in trying to figure out the next move.

Randy went over every aspect that he could think of to find Deana. He went out into the night and lay on the hood of the Impala and closed his eyes.

"Where are you baby?" He said out loud.

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Deana was wondering how long she should wait to call Randy. She walked along the lake at the cabin she had rented for a few days.

She looked at her reflection in the water and sighed. She knew Sam was so pissed but he would just have to understand. Somehow he would have to understand.

"Cabin by the lake huh?" She heard Randy behind him.

Deana didn't turn around just sighed harder as tears brimmed in her eyes. "How did you find me?"

"Sam actually hunted down a demon and forced him to do the ritual for finding someone." Randy said staying where he was giving Deana the space she apparently needed.

"Deana!" Samantha yelled brushing past Randy angrily.

Deana spun around to face her putting up both hands to fend her off. "I'm sorry Sammy I had to do this."

"You didn't have to do shit, if you want to stay a woman so badly I would have gladly shopped off you're nuts." Samantha rushed at Deana.

Deana dodged her running past heading straight for Randy. "Sam please, please don't hurt my baby!" She cringed against Randy.

Everyone stood in stunned silence.

Randy pulled Deana away to look in her eyes. "You're pregnant?"

Deana who was now sobbing uncontrollably nodded franticly. "I can't hurt our baby I can't change back and kill our baby. I just can't, please understand Sam please I can't do this to our baby." Deana was ranting.

"Deana you know I wouldn't make you do that my God why didn't you just tell us." Samantha was now completely deflated.

"I'm scared I wasn't sure if it was real or just another trick of the witch." Dean touched her stomach. "I want this baby I know it's all kinds of mixed up but I want this baby."

"Deana calm down of course we won't let anything happen to our baby." Randy soothed her.

Big wide pools of green met his blue. "Thank you and I'm sorry I did that to you all."

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They stayed at the cabin to decide what they needed to do.

Deana was scared to death but just as excited. "I should have realized that since I was a woman now I should have taken precautions, I wasn't careful."

"We weren't careful." Randy corrected.

Deana curled up on Randy's lap. "I want to have this baby and then we can change back to normal and raise him to have a normal life. I never thought I would stop hunting but for my baby I will."

"Damn right you're going to stop hunting." Randy growled.

Deana grinned at him and stood up pulling him toward their room. "Let's get some rest." Although that was the last thing on her mind.

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They had made love for hours, sweet and slow and had talked about everything that they needed to do in the next few months.

Randy loved to see how Deana was glowing and although he wouldn't tell her he felt jealous that he as Arandi wouldn't be able to experience the pregnancy and bringing their child into the world.

As if reading his mind. "I know how bad you want to have a baby please don't be mad."

"I'm not mad baby just hoping the witch doesn't screw us more than she has already."

Randy spooned in behind her and pulled her close wrapping his arms protectively around her belly.

They settled cuddled together and fell asleep.

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The loud crash of breaking glass and guttural scream had Randy in motion rolling off the bed ready to fight whatever was coming at them.

The first thing Randy realized was that he was back to being Arandi all the parts back where the belonged. "Oh fuck." She thought jumping up and running to find Dean.

Dean had to have realized that he was back to normal and wasn't taking it very well because of the baby.

"Dean?" Arandi ventured. "Baby are you ok?" She rolled her eyes at how lame that sounded right at the moment. She slowly walked into the bathroom to find him leaned back against the wall, head thrown back, blood running down his closed fists. There were pieces of mirror everywhere.

"Our baby Arandi our baby." He croaked out brokenly.

Arandi eyes welled up with tears. "I know baby I know I'm so sorry." She stepped up to him gently taking his hands so that she could check to see how badly he had cut himself.

Sam and Jade came tearing into the bathroom. "Dean fuck Dean I'm sorry."

Dean let out a sob and slid to the floor followed by Arandi and Sam and Jade.

They understood Dean's pain and could do nothing but be there for him.

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Dean had gotten used to curling up when he was in his much smaller female form. That was how he was now, curled up on the bed asleep. His bandaged hands tucked away.

He had cried himself out after breaking a few more things.

Arandi watched him somehow he was more gorgeous to her and she wanted nothing more than to take his pain away. Dean didn't deserve this, didn't deserve to believe he was going to have that family he longed for and then have it ripped away from him.

Arandi would gladly bring back that fucking witch and kill her painfully over and over again for doing this to him.

Dean sat up suddenly looking wide eyed. Arandi knew the look and rushed forward with a trash can just as he began to heave. He fell back when he was done and she brought him a bottle of water and a wash cloth.

"What am I supposed to do now Arandi?" He asked.

"The same thing we always do, move on even though it hurts badly."

A tear slipped down his cheek. "It's the worse pain ever." He whispered rubbing his stomach at the emptiness Arandi knew he had to be feeling. She laid her hands over his and frowned.

She moved his hands gently and rubbed her hands over his taut belly. "Dean baby I don't know how you're going to take this but I think you're still pregnant."

TBC

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