Author's Note: I'm SO sorry for such a late update guys! After Christmas break, I got a nasty case of laryngitis, along with a severe fever. So I was sick for an entire two weeks. I'm not 100% yet, but I'm almost better. Thank you so much for your patience! ALSO, FAIR WARNING, this is a Smut Chapter!
The sun continued to set, creating a beautiful orange glow in the hospital room from the window. Eren and Mikasa's lips remained firmly pressed against each other's...until finally they gently broke apart to catch their breath.
Mikasa exhaled weakly, gazing into Eren's eyes, her heart beating fast. Eren caught his own breath, stroking her cheek.
As they remained lost in each other's eyes, Ymir was standing outside the room. Her back was pressed to the wall, biting her lip. She had seen their kiss.
She crossed her arms, but didn't interrupt. She instead went to find Rubi.
"Mikasa...", Eren mused softly, gazing into her eyes. Mikasa nuzzled her cheek against his hand, relaxing.
Seeing it was almost dark, Eren exhaled. "You better get some sleep...you have to be exhausted...", he said. Mikasa gave a small nod.
She stood up, flushed. "Eren...I have to ask...when you...threw yourself down the stairs...was it a suicide attempt...or were you trying to joggle your memory?", she asked.
Eren looked down, thinking for a moment. "It was a suicide attempt...but...if there was any part of my brain that...wanted to remember? That's gone now...I don't want to remember. You're my future now Mikasa...", he answered.
Mikasa blushed, giving a sad smile. "Get some rest...", she said, as she exited the room.
Ymir walked down the hospital halls, and saw Rubi was seeing Historia and Armin off. She hurried over once Armin and Historia left.
"We need to talk", she insisted worriedly, grabbing Rubi's hand and pulling her to the side. Rubi blinked worriedly, but followed.
"What is it, Ymir?", she asked. "Eren's awake...and I saw your sister and him kissing..full on tongue and everything", Ymir replied, crossing her arms.
Rubi looked down, quiet for a moment. "I bloody knew it", she sighed, unsurprised. "Rubi...he's an engaged man...", Ymir started.
"I'm well aware, but we can't exactly stop them either. As long as it doesn't risk their health, we can't really do anything", Rubi replied.
Ymir frowned. "But...what if they decide to take things further? An affair?! Then what? Mikasa's too sick for...", she began. Rubi paused, studying Ymir's expression.
"Ymir...obviously if it went that far, if it risked my sister's health, I'd do something. But right now...I feel like...my sister has been so depressed this passed week...she doesn't have much life left in her...if she can be happy...I won't take that away from her", she insisted, glaring.
"And what about Historia?", Ymir asked. "I'm no expert, but it looks like Eren has zero feelings for her...I agree he should break things off with her already...", Rubi replied.
Ymir bit her lip, looking away. Rubi blinked. "Ymir...why is this bothering you so much? I mean...I'm Miki's sister but you...", she started.
Ymir shook her head. "It's nothing", she brushed it off, as she took her clipboard, checking over the patients.
Rubi frowned...but she decided not to press the matter. "I have a kidney disease patient...you okay covering the paralyzed one?", she asked. Ymir simply nodded, and went on her way down the hall.
By night, it was fairly quiet in the hospital. Most patients were in their rooms, with the lights off while nurses checked on each one from time to time.
Some people were in the waiting room, while their relatives or friends were in some type of surgery or treatment.
The cafeteria was quiet too for the most part. But the peace was about to end. As the clock hit close to 9 PM, a string of emergencies suddenly flooded the ER.
First it was a group of college kids who had a friend that overdosed on alcohol at a party. "Ymir what's his alcohol levels?", Rubi asked urgently, as they and some doctors hurried the young man into a room.
"I'm checking now...", Ymir answered anxiously. After the doctors took over caring for him, the doors opened again and this time it was a teenage girl was was bit by a dog.
Her parents were frantic, and the girl's arm was ripped open. "How old are you sweetie?", Rubi asked, as they helped the family into a room.
"14...it really hurts...!", the girl hissed in pain, crying out, clutching her arm as the doctor got to work on it.
"What kind of dog bit her?", Ymir questioned the parents, as Rubi helped the doctor exaimine and treat the wound.
"Some kind of German Shepherd mix...we think it was a stray. It was running loose when my daughter got home from being out with friends...there was no collar", the mother replied shakily.
"It wouldn't let go of her arm so I had no choice but to shoot it...the cops came and took its body", the father added.
"Okay, she'll need to get tested for rabies", Ymir said quickly. After the girl was tended to by a doctor, just as Ymir and Rubi had a moment to breathe, another emergency came in. This time an elderly man who had a heart attack.
The stress was becoming high in the ER, and all the staff were now slammed with emergencies, so the non-emergency part of the hospital was understaffed and quiet.
Just as Ymir and Rubi finished talking to the family of the elderly man, while he was taken in for treatment, a loud scream was heard from the ER's entrance.
"Now bloody what?!", Rubi couldn't help but say, as she and Ymir hurried over. In all the chaos of the ER, Mikasa was out of her room.
She was watching from behind a wall...seeing how busy it was. She saw her sister and Ymir helping a woman in advanced labor into a wheelchair, as doctors were being called on the loud speaker to different emergencies.
Seeing that the staff would be busy for a while, Mikasa took a deep breath...she hurried back to her floor, and to Eren's room.
This floor was dead quiet, all the commotion down a floor. Since there were so many sudden emergencies tonight, all the staff was downstairs.
In other words, patients could walk in and out of rooms and not be seen or caught.
And Mikasa was taking advantage of this. She approached Eren's room, and gently pushed the door open. Eren was asleep in his bed, the room dark.
Mikasa placed a hand over her fast beating heart, as she slowly approached his bedside. She was still wearing her red scarf, as she sat on the edge of his bed.
He looked so peaceful as he slept. She stroked his hair softly, and there was just enough room for her to lay down beside him.
She gazed at his face, her heart pounding, her face flushed. Tonight...would be possibly their only chance.
Eren slowly stirred after several minutes...he opened his eyes and saw Mikasa's beautiful face. She had a longing gaze, and was looking straight into his eyes.
"Mikasa...", Eren whispered softly, gazing back into her eyes. Mikasa swallowed hard, biting her lip.
"I couldn't sleep...", she whispered, snuggling slightly closer to him. Eren's eyes turned to concerned...even in the nearly pitch dark Mikasa could see it.
"Is it your heart? Are you in pain?", he asked fearfully, lifting his head up a bit. Mikasa shook her head against the pillow.
"I'm okay right now...I just...wanted to be near you tonight", she admitted. Eren felt color reach his cheeks, as his heartbeat started to pick up.
She was...extremely close to him. The bed wasn't big..so their legs were touching each other, and they could feel each other's breath on their faces.
Despite both being dressed...Mikasa's breasts were dangerously close to pressing against Eren's chest. In fact...Eren could almost hear Mikasa's heartbeat.
"Mikasa...", Eren slowly placed a hand to her shoulder, and Mikasa responded by nuzzling into him more...now her breasts were against his chest, causing him to turn redder.
They were quiet for a few moments like this...until Mikasa took his hand, and placed it over her cheek, and then slowly moved it down her neck.
Eren was frozen for a moment, letting her, his mind racing, trying to figure out where this was going...when he felt her guide his hand over her right breast.
She was still in clothes but...Eren suddenly turned bright red and he stammered a bit. "M-Mikasa...what are you...", he began nervously.
Mikasa's eyes softened, and she appeared a bit flustered then, as if snapping out of a trance. "I'm sorry Eren...I just...I know I won't...live much longer and...I...", she swallowed hard.
Eren's eyes softened too, and he let her speak. "I love you Eren...so much...and...I want to show you...how much. And...this night may be our only chance", she explained.
"What about your sister, and the staff...? What if what of them walks in?", Eren asked. "They won't..its extremely hectic tonight. Emergency after emergency...this floor will be unattended for at least an hour or two...", Mikasa explained.
Now Eren understood...a part of him...was hesitant. He wanted her...so badly. He loved her...and wanted to show her...but at the same time, she was so ill. He didn't want to risk making her worse...or hurting her.
She was so frail...it terrified him to touch her sometimes. Mikasa studied his expression. "Eren...?", she asked softly.
"I want you too Mikasa...so much...but..your heart...", he started to explain. Mikasa cupped his cheek then, and kissed him...pressing her lips to his.
Eren returned the deep passionate kiss, stroking her hair. "I'll be okay...just...go easy on me...I want to feel this", Mikasa whispered, gazing into his eyes.
Eren nodded, his eyes worried yet longing. He began by sliding his hand up her shirt, his fingers caressing her skin.
His touch made her shiver in pleasure, as she closed her eyes, focusing on it. Eren moved his hand slowly, as he groped her left breast...this time touching skin. His heart seemed to jump as he heard her release a soft moan.
He took it as a sign it felt good...and he continued, going only slightly rougher. Mikasa's moaning increased a bit, as her breathing picked up.
After a few minutes of this...Eren wasn't sure where to go next. Mikasa noticed, and she had to smile. "It's okay...I'm new to this too...", she confessed.
Eren blushed, as he stroked her hair. "I...don't know if I am. I can't remember so...", he admitted sheepishly. If he and Historia, or even any other girl had sex...he would have no way of knowing. With amnesia, it was completely blank.
"It's okay...", Mikasa took his hand gently, and guided it down between her legs. Despite her illness, she was still a young woman...so she obviously masturbated in the past as a teenager, before she got extremely sick.
And Eren was sure he had as well...he just couldn't remember.
Mikasa knew her sensetive spots...so she moved his hand over her heat, as he started to rub softly. He got an instant reaction, as Mikasa cried out, closing her eyes tightly.
Slightly panicked, Eren stopped. "Mikasa...did I hurt you?", he asked fearfully. Mikasa shook her head. "No...please...keep going, Eren..it feels...so good", she answered, her face red.
Eren blushed, but he nodded...and continued to give her pleasure. Mikasa's breathing increased...and Eren focused on that...worried he was going to cause too much strain on her heart.
Mikasa gripped a handful of his hair, as she started to move her hips, grinding against his hand. It made Eren not only turn bright red...but he felt his member harden.
Her moans were such a turn on...and so were her movements. Mikasa exhaled shakily after a few moments. "I...Eren..I can...", she stopped then, out of breath.
"Easy...take your time...breathe baby", Eren soothed her...and they both turned red at what he just called her...it just rolled off his tongue so naturally.
After a moment...Eren made his next comment without thinking. "You're...soaked...".
Mikasa blushed, but she breathed deeply. "You really..got me worked up...I think my heart...can only handle one...um...o-orgasm", she confessed, turning even redder.
Eren placed a hand over her chest...and felt her heart was beating rapidly. "So...please...I need you inside me...now", Mikasa finished.
Eren understood...he knew her frail body couldn't handle a long sexual intercourse...and only one climax.
It was a bit difficult due to his legs, and Mikasa noticed he was struggling, just as she was. "Eren...don't hurt yourself...just stay like this", she moved her hips closer to his under the blanket.
Both laying on their side, facing each other, Eren managed to find her entrance, and began to prob his member against her clit at first.
Mikasa released a breathy moan, as Eren slowly started to slide inside of her. Mikasa tensed a bit from his size, gritting her teeth.
Eren noticed, and paused. "Mikasa...baby, am I hurting you? Please...tell me if I am", he pleaded fearfully.
"It stings a bit...but that's normal...just...keep going", Mikasa assured him. Eren nodded, his eyes still worried...he moved deeper in...slowly.
After managing to gently force his way in a few more inches...Mikasa released a small cry of pain..and some blood was felt...and they both knew then he had taken her virginity.
They both gave a shaky exhale, and Mikasa gazed into his eyes. Now...her face was not of pain, but pleasure. And his was the same.
Eren gently gripped her shoulder, as he began thrusting into her. Mikasa cried out in pleasure, moaning a bit louder, as she grinded her hips.
Eren's breathing increased, and he suddenly groaned lowly in pleasure...as she felt her muscles squeezing his member.
'Fuck...I could never...forget having sex with Mikasa...', Eren thought...not even amnesia could make him forget this...maybe if any other girl...but not Mikasa. Because Mikasa...was his soul mate.
He thrusted into her harder...and wanting to be sure he was giving her enough pleasure, he began rubbing her clit at the same time.
Mikasa began moaning loud now, and much more frequent as she grinded faster against him. Eren groaned, thrusting deeper and faster as they both felt climax approaching.
"E-Eren...yes..that's it..oh god...I'm...I'm gonna...", Mikasa started to say in between heavy breaths and moans.
"M-Me too..fuck...", Eren groaned deeply in pleasure, and suddenly they both hit it at the same time. Mikasa cried out loudly, her back arched and her legs turned numb, as she came hard.
Her heart was pounding rapidly now...feeling like it may burst from her chest as Eren came hard and deep inside of her, groaning deeply.
His own back arched...as finally they both started to come down from the high. Mikasa was gasping hard for air, as Eren also caught his breath.
As his own breathing returned to normal, Eren noticed Mikasa was still struggling. "Mikasa?", his heart sunk, as he gripped her hand.
Mikasa squeezed it back, still breathing heavily. "I'm...okay...just...give me a moment...", she explained in between labored breaths. Eren placed a hand over her chest...and felt her heart was rapidly pounding. He paled...a moment of panic filling him.
This was stupid...he had been irresponsible...she could have a heart attack from this. It was too much on her weak heart.
He held his breath...praying she recovered. He watched her...listening to her breathing. It took several minutes for her to recover...but finally her breathing slowed.
Her heart stopped pounding too. She exhaled, looking wiped out. "Mika...are you okay?", Eren asked, worriedly, not even realizing he just gave her a nickname.
Mikasa blushed at it, and gave an exhusated smile. "Yes...just very tired now...Mika?", she asked him. Eren blushed.
"Sorry...", he began. Mikasa shook her head. "I like it...", she assured him weakly. Eren snuggled close to her, as Mikasa nuzzled into his chest.
Her breathing remained a bit off, but she seemed okay. "Mikasa...I love you. So very much", Eren whispered, stroking her hair.
"I love you too Eren...even if...even if I don't...make it...I...I'm glad that we...", Mikasa began weakly. "Shhhhh...don't. Don't..think about that. You're strong...alot stronger than you think", Eren soothed her, pressing a finger gently to her soft lips.
Mikasa's eyes softened...worriedly. She knew Eren would start to end up in denial about the inevitable. She was still dying...and they had no money for a surgery to happen sooner.
But at least...she was able to make love to her soul mate...or even find a soul mate at all.
But in her deep thoughts...she drifted to sleep, exhausted. Eren knew this took a lot out of her...so he let her sleep, stroking her hair.
His legs felt sore and so did his ribs...and soon he fell asleep soon, holding her in his arms.
When morning came, the hospital was still fairly busy. Rubi and Ymir hadn't had a chance to even check on Eren or Mikasa yet, although it was still early.
The woman in labor who came into the ER had a rough time, and ended up needing a C-section since the baby wouldn't turn, and the girl with the dog bite needed surgery as well.
The elderly man died from his heart attack, and the college kids also were there all night.
Since they were up all night, Rubi and Ymir had to get coffee from the cafeteria before anything. Historia had come by extra early to see Eren, eariler than usual.
She headed to his room, holding a folded up newspaper. She knocked on the door first...no answer. "He must still be asleep", she realized...but she still decided to enter.
She slowly pushed the door opened. "Eren? I know its early but I...", she froze. Historia stopped dead in her tracks and her eyes widened. She even dropped the newspaper she had.
Eren and Mikasa were asleep, cuddled close on his bed. It was also obvious by Mikasa's loose shirt and the blanket only covering their bodies halfway...what had happened.
Historia bit her lip, her heart sinking as tears filled her eyes. She quietly exited the room, shutting the door.
At the same time, Ymir and Rubi were coming over. "Historia?", Ymir froze, seeing the girl's distraught face. "What's wrong?", cried Rubi.
Historia didn't answer, tearfully she darted away from there. "Historia?!" Ymir called after her, as Rubi opened Eren's door.
Rubi froze, seeing Eren and Mikasa...who were both sound asleep. "Ohh...fuck me...", Rubi said quietly, her heart sinking, realizing what happened between them.
Also realizing her sister must have taken advantage of the fact it was such a busy night. Ymir glared. "I knew this was going to happen", she stated, crossing her arms.
Rubi bit her lip, she approached the bedside. Mikasa was out cold...and Rubi knew her little sister was a heavy sleeper. So she gently lifted her up, carrying her back to her own room, while Eren remained asleep, his arm resting where Mikasa was.
As Rubi carried Mikasa in her arms...she kept muttering to herself in frustration. "How...how could you be so stupid sis...why..why would you...jesus christ", she muttered as she gently lay Mikasa into her own bed, and began checking her vitals.
Ymir glared at Eren's sleeping form. She then looked down, seeing the newspaper Historia had dropped. She picked it up, and looked it over.
Sure enough...it was the classifieds section. And a small two bedroom house was circled with a red pen...clearly it was a house Historia picked to live in with Eren once he got better.
Ymir frowned. She checked Eren's vitals, and then left to find Historia.
She hurried into the waiting room, seeing her. "Historia!", Ymir ran over. Historia wiped her eyes, looking at Ymir.
"I...", she started but was at a loss of words. Ymir offered her tissues, and bit her lip. "I'm sorry...I don't know why they...", she began.
Historia shook her head. "No..I...it was obvious for a while now. It can't be helped...Eren doesn't remember me. He chose her...", Historia said, swallowing hard.
"But it hurts you...", Ymir said, her eyes softening. Historia didn't answer, folding her arms and looking away. "It would...if Eren loved me even before he lost his memory...", she confessed.