A/N: So once again I took forever with a post. But I've been having some serious writers block, and then I changed a lot about this chapter.
First off I want to so a really really late Happy Easter to my lovely Readers and I assuming everyone has seen glee this pass Tuesdays.
I really liked it. It was nice to see Blaine pissed with someone and have something really snarky to say.
I want to say WELCOME & THANK YOU to: x-sezzie-serendipity,rediss-kka,themiddleofthestage, AnniejJj, My Pop Culture Summer, frumiousme
For taking interest in my story.
I'm sending you all a bunch of smooches, hugs and kisses. Thank you.
Enough of me babbling.
Enjoy!
Santa Baby
So it's Christmas time. One of the best and worst holidays. For the simple fact you can buy a gift and think that your loved one will love it and then you have those who either re-gift or take it back to the store and just get the money back.
The thing with gifting is that you waste your time to go to who knows how many stores to look for something so Dearing and then it's like you get shitted on when they don't like or they already have something like it.
Luckily for our lovely guys there gifts are completely different and mean a whole lot more.
Blaine P.O.V
So Christmas is in 4 days and I still have not gotten Kurt his gift. Yes. I know what I am waiting for. But I really don't know what to get him.
I don't want to not get him anything even if he did protest that we do not get each other gifts. But for some reason I have this feeling that he has something up his sleeve.
3 days ago Rachel told us that she's going to be throwing a Christmas party. That same night I asked him what he wanted or did he have any idea what he wanted for Christmas and we practically got into an argument when I told him that I didn't care and insisted that I was getting him one. Unfortunately he won that night because I slept on the couch.
I find it funny how we already act like a married couple. Don't get me wrong I have every intention on marrying Kurt. I love our chemistry. He's been living with me for almost a month and half and I can honestly say that it has made our relationship stronger and stronger. I have considered asking him to move in with me. But we've only been dating close to five months and I don't want to seem creepy. But he has practically been living with me anyways.
My best friend Sophie has been telling me to wait until a special time to ask him or even maybe bringing it up in a conversation by a coincidence and see what he has to say. But I'm still kind of scared I guess you can say, because when you bring something like that up sometimes it creeps people out. And the last thing I want to do is creep the man that I'm truly and madly in love with out.
I guess I could just give him a key to the apartment for now instead of feeling like I'm forcing him to live with me. I think it would be best to give him a key because it has to be tiring for him for us to always meet up or wait for me at my house.
Maybe that's what I'll do. But I can't just give him that. I have to do something else. Not just some flimsy ass key. Maybe I'll make a romantic gesture. Maybe I'll finally get to cook for him. Maybe something Italian.
So now its 2 days until Christmas and I have finally made up my mind what I'm going to do. I'm going to make fettuccini Alfredo with shrimps and Caesar salad with red wine. I'm calling the night Christmas in Italy. I'm even going to go out the way and decorate the room with little Italy things. Like I'm going to have a back drop of the Eiffel tower where I'll have the table set up in the living room. We're going to be surrounded by candle light. I'm even having Cameron helping my making origami napkins. For someone as young as he is he loves to make origami figures. After all that is set I'm going to head out to the hardware store and have a key made for Kurt.
When I got to the hardware store I was looking to make the key special for Kurt. Yea I know it sounds cheesy it's just a key. But I want to make it special for him. So I was looking at the key designs they had and they had it where you can have something written on it and they had had design keys that had pictures with them. They Mickey Mouse, the Simpsons and even that damn family guy. Then I spotted one with the Eiffel tower design. It was perfect. Especially for the theme for the night. So I picked out the key and asked the guy to have will you move in with me? Printed on it. He gave me the key and it looked like perfection. So later on I went to an arts and frat store to look for a cute small box to put it in. I found the perfect little box that also had the Eiffel tower on it. I got a small white ribbon to wrap around it.
After I got home I put the box in the hallway closet in one of my old jackets that I still have yet to throw away. Kurt doesn't really go in the closet so I think it's the perfect hiding place.
After I finally settled down in the house and put up everything, I started to hear music play in the background. I started to head upstairs to where I have my own personal music room. I have a piano, my guitar, a violin, and some other instruments. But when I got upstairs I heard a familiar voice and it didn't sound like something off a radio or from the record player.
It sounded like Kurt.
It sounded like he was practicing a song. Stopping at some parts at the song to make it sound better.
The closer I got upstairs the better the voice got. I sounded like pure perfection.
It was pure perfection.
When I got to the top of the stairs he was starting up on a different song. This time it was deeper, more emotionally.
I was standing in the doorway, leaning against its frame when I saw Kurt siting at the piano that's facing the big window that's in the room.
I can hear the pain in his voice.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
The sorrow he was feeling.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these sunken eyes and learn to see
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to be free.
He started to wipe at his. That gave me the clue that he was indeed crying.
Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
I started to walk towards him…
Blackbird fly Blackbird fly
Into the light of the dark black night.
I sat down easy next to him on the piano bench and wrapped my arm around his waist for support.
Blackbird singing in the dead of night
Take these broken wings and learn to fly
All your life
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise
You were only waiting for this moment to arise.
As he finished the song he looked towards me and kissed my passionately. I felt like that's one of the deepest kisses that I have ever had. When we broke from the kiss he wrapped his arms around my neck tightly. Only thing I could do was hold him back as tight as he was holding me. We sat like that for a while.
It felt like we were sitting there for days on.
"Thank you so so so much" he said with rasp in his voice
"For what babe" Blaine asked quizzical
"For coming into my life when I needed you the most."
He pulled himself from Blaine's neck and looked him deeply into his Hazel/Carmel eyes and spoke to him on a serious note.
"Well I think it's your fault don't you think"
Kurt looked at him absent mindedly
"How so?"
"Well if you hadn't practically trample me on the ferry we wouldn't be where we are now"
Both Blaine and Kurt giggled
"Well if you put it that way. Finally my clumsiness has done some good for me and not practically killing myself"
Kurt laughed. They sat there for a few minutes. Blaine still staring at Kurt.
"Hey babe, can I ask you something"
"Yea, anything"
"Do you mind me asking you why you were crying when you were singing that song?"
Kurt took a deep breath and then took Blaine's hands into his.
"I was feeling a little out of it today. Normally when I'm sad I play music like that or ill play something that reminds me of my mother. I always miss her around the holidays. Especially ones when the family comes all together. I sing some of her favorites and after that I feel like it'll be ok and then I feel a whole lot better."
There was a brief silence before Blaine talked
"You know you never told me what happened to your mom. You just always have told me that she passed when you were nine years old."
"Yea I know"
"Do you mind telling me or is it too hard for you to talk about"
"I don't have any trouble with discussing it with anyone. I just don't know what really happened. All that I really remember is that she was really sick when she passed. I don't really bring it up with my dad because I know he misses her so much. So I leave at that. I rather know that she was sick and then passed then know all the dirty details of her death. I want to remember what she was then to know why she was so ill and to know what caused it. I love my mom and she is still in my heart. That's that"
"I wish my relationship with my parents could be like yours."
"Well it could be if you were to ever call them. You never talk about them or mention them when I tell you what's going on with my dad and step-mom."
"There's nothing to say about them. My dad is a homophobic bastard, my mom doesn't have the balls to speak for herself and my brother is so stuck up his own ass I don't even believe he knows what daylight looks like."
They both chuckled.
"I mean like seriously. I love my family because there the only ones I have but they can become too much sometimes. My dad tolerates, my mom and brother loves me no matter what. But when they ask about how I'm actually doing, who I'm dating or if I'm dating they always make sure my dad isn't in hearing distance so it doesn't start a big family dispute."
Blaine took a second to breathe and then he looked up at Kurt.
Kurt looked at him with such innocents. Blaine knew that Kurt wasn't going to judge about his family. Kurt was the only one who hasn't judges him about his family morals.
That's why he loved Kurt.
Kurt wasn't judgment. Kurt loved him for the flirtatious, loveable weird, and cheeky dapper he was.
Kurt loved his witty and cheesiness.
"Blaine that sucks major balls."
Blaine laughed at the statement that Kurt just let run loose
"Excuse my French. But like seriously, At least you have the love from your mom and brother, which isn't common. Do you keep in contact with them often?"
"Yea I text my mom like every other day and my brother I speak to him once a week on his day off. He calls it giving him my full attention for two hours. I love them for trying and actually to. It's just my dad. If his head wasn't stuck up his ass and so worried on what society thinks we would probably have a decent relationship. Don't get me wrong I love him. But I'm not interested in having a relationship with him until he accepts me for me."
"I can agree with that. Everybody has a little bit of daddy issue's as you know me and my father had few rough patches, but we got past them. He became a little more protective once I admitted to him that I was gay, but he's always been real supportive of me. I just hate that you're being treated the way you are. You're the one person that I know that should have nothing but love and support."
"Well it's there lost. Only person that I need love and support from is you. As long as you're proud of me and love me unconditionally."
Kurt leaned over and gave Blaine a peck on his lips with a cheeky smile.
"Yes my dear Blainers I will love you and support even with all your flaws."
Blaine looked at him with a twinkle in his eye until he realized what Kurt said
"Hey what you mean even with all my flaws? What flaws"
"My dear Blainers, you indeed have some flaws"
"Like what. I'm actually curious as to what"
"Ok. You leave clothes on the everywhere"
"No I don't"
"Blaine you do to. You leave your pants in the living room, you leave your dirty clothes on the bathroom floor when the hamper is directly in the corner, and you leave your t-shirts anywhere you drop them. Do you know I almost used one of you undershirts as a rag to dry the dishes this morning"
"I knew I left that shirt in the kitchen. I'm sorry I went out for a run and I forgot to bring it out of the kitchen"
"You never clean the sink out when you finished brushing your teeth and you don't always close the cap on the toothpaste, but I'll let you slide on not closing the toothpaste because I forget sometimes,"
"Ok I can agree with that I'll remember to rinse the sink out when I'm finished"
"Thank you. Can I ask you a small question?"
"Ask away"
"Why is when you fall asleep you never turn the TV. off. it would save you money on your light bill, me beauty sleep and it would stop scaring the shit out of you in the middle of the night when the channel gets loud on a certain part of what ever movie you was watching"
"I do not get scarred"
"Like hell Blaine. The other night we fell asleep the other night watching Piranha on ShowTime and you jump ridiculously high when the dumb blondes started screaming. It's like clockwork. Almost every night you get scarred."
"Ok. I do get a little jumpy I'll admit that. And as a matter of fact I'll take that note on the light bill thing to. I'm just so used to needing something to put me to sleep."
"Have you ever thought about using your iPod dock? I rarely see you use it."
"I use occasionally. Lately I haven't been able to use it as you know with that new class project that I have going on"
"Oh yeah, how is that going have you found anything to do it on."
Kurt got up and started to clear the papers up that he had on the piano.
"Well sort of. I was thinking about asking Rachel if I could use Cameron in some of my shots."
"Ask Finn, not Rachel. Finn takes care of Cameron. He has the say so on what Cameron does. And plus if you ask Rachel she's going to want know every little detail and that's just going to be a pain"
"So just ask Finn."
"Yes, you'll get a quicker and more relevant answer. Plus Cameron would love to help you. You guys are practically inseparable ever since Finn asked you to pick him up from school when he had got really ill."
"I have to say, he has grown on me. I didn't think he was going to like me after I almost took his favorite uncle form him. And then we had that discussion about some stuff"
"And what stuff is that"
Kurt turned to face Blaine as he got up from the stool and Blaine followed suit.
They were heading downstairs to the kitchen.
"Well when I picked him up and we got into the cab. He was looking at me with one of your infamous bitch faces"
"Hey those bitch faces work and got me some free things"
"Anyways, he looked really pissed with me and I asked him what was wrong, and he just flat out and said me"
"You're kidding me"
Kurt stopped in mid step in front of the sink when he looked at Blaine in shock
"I'm serious. He was like he hated me because you didn't spend a lot of time with him and the time that you did spend together was with you, him and me. He was telling me that you never get any alone time together and that he has no one to talk to about stuff that he can't talk to his parents about."
"Wow. I never thought it bothered him that much. How come he's never said anything."
"That's the same thing I asked him and he said that he was scarred that if he said anything to you that you and me would breakup and never be happy again and then you wouldn't want to be around him no more"
"The things kids come up with these days. Well what did you tell him?"
"Well I apologized first, because part of that was true and then I told him that I would never take his uncle Kurt away from him and if he couldn't talk to you or his parents that he can talk to me. I gave him my phone number to call me anytime he needed someone to call me when he needed someone to talk to"
"Aww my dear Blainers is being sensitive."
"Hey under all this gruffness and Dapper Dan I have a fluffy side."
They both started to laugh
"Well that explains why he slipped and called you uncle Blainers the other when he was with Finn shopping for a school project."
"You're kidding me. Did Finn get pissed? Oh my god imagine Rachel's expression"
"Hang on, hang on, Rachel wasn't there thank god and Finn didn't get mad at him for it. Cameron actually called the same night Finn texted me and was on the phone sobbing and apologizing because he thought he did something wrong"
"What did you tell him"
Blaine looked at him questionable.
"I told him it was fine. Is that ok?"
"Yea, I don't have problem with it."
"Good. Because just to let you in a little secret he tells his friends about his new uncle Blaine and apparently he speaks highly of you because his friends think you're really cool to"
Blaine blushed.
"Well I'll be glad to consider him my nephew. He's a decent kid as long as Rachel doesn't corrupt him"
"Well he has another role model to look up to"
"Do you really think I'm role model material?"
"Blaine Anderson are you kidding me. If I was him I would love to have a role model like you."
"Well then that's settled"
Kurt was at the kitchen sink washing off some vegetables and was getting ready to start supper.
There is something Blaine has to ask Kurt before this night goes on and he forgets.
Blaine cleared his throat.
"So babe how do you feel about our relationship going to the next level?"
Kurt paused and turned his head
"What do you mean?"
"Well what I meant to say is where you see us heading in the future."
Kurt wiped his hands on the apron that he had on his waste on walked over to Blaine sitting at the island in the kitchen playing with his fingers
"In what terms my dear"
Kurt moved Blaine's arms and sat on his lap and looked him into his eyes
"I don't. Like do you see us in the future or is this something you see for right now. What I'm trying to say is do you see me as your Mr. forever or Mr. right now and Mr. no chance."
Kurt pulled up Blaine's chin and kissed him passionately
"Blaine I have no intentions on letting you go. You will forever be mine. Yes you are my Mr. Forever. I'm not letting you go."
Blaine let go of a sigh he didn't even know that he was holding.
"Thank god I thought I was only feeling like that."
"Nope. I love you just as much as you love me if not more"
Blaine took a moment to take it in. and then spoke
"So I have a proposition for you"
"Yes my dear Blainers"
"On Friday. I'm making us dinner and having a romantic night. I want you to be out of the house for at least 4 hours to get everything ready."
"Well you're in luck because I have to take a shift at the hospital in the nursery. That should give you enough time"
"Yea that should"
"May I ask why we're doing this?"
"Because I love you and I want to do something special for you for Christmas after you forced me not to buy u a gift"
"Aww my Blainers is such a romantic Sapp"
"And you love this romantic Sapp"
"Indeed I do."
They took a brief moment looking at each other and joined in a passionate kiss.
"Blaine, have I ever told you how much I love you"
Blaine smiled against Kurt's lips
"Kurt, have I ever told you how much I love you"
After their brief I love you's they continued to make dinner and watched a movie after that. They snuggled into each other's arms.
That night they slept with the TV off.
TBC….
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