AN: Ok I'm really really sorry guys. Havn't updated in a long time and this si a short chapter but I promise chapter 5 in the next 48hrs for sure! Tumblr for explanation or whatever.

Blaine hurried down the hall the next morning.

"Good morning" he said cheerfully as he arrived next to Kurt as he was closing his door.
"Hey!" The chestnut-haired teen answered.
"You sound tired are you ok?" Kurt only nodded so Blaine, unsure, continued fishing for answers "Are WE ok?"

Kurt stopped and turned. He looked Blaine in the eyes and said "I am sorry for yesterday, and I'm tired. To be honest with you, I don't know why i got angry all of a sudden I really am sorry. Do... Do you think we're we OK?"
"Of course we are silly. It's fine. I get why you he pissed you of, I went back to talk to him after I left you and he was kind of a douche to me too! Everybody has his moments I guess. Yesterday was Jeff's" Blaine replied as they made their way to the kitchen. Jeff was there so they couldn't continue their conversation.

"When is your dad picking you up?" Blaine asked as they drank their coffee's picking through the mail on the table,rolling his eyes at a Free Credit Rating Today leaflet.

"Around 6pm. He was kind of sad when I told him I couldn't spend the whole weekend at home, I mean, the number of essays I have Blaine, it's insane! So we agreed on me spending the evening tonight and tomorrow morning at home and then coming back and kicking the ass of every single subject i have to study for by out-smarting them with my knowledge and getting perfect to almost-perfect grades. But I should get started on it today." Kurt ranted.

They decided to spend the day studying in Blaine's room with Wes until Burt would come to pick Kurt up.

Around 1pm Wes went to pick them lunch. Kurt and Blaine decided to take a break. They were lounging on Blaine's bed. Kurt's head on his best friend's shoulder.

"Hey What did you and Jeff argued about yesterday?" he asked after a moment of silence.
"It's stupid really. I asked him what he did to get you so mad and he told me about his assumption of our relationship."
"Aw yeah... I know I reacted strongly it's just... he looked so sure of himself and it, it was like he was calling me a liar and... I don't know it got to me." Kurt tried to explain but failed, not finidng the right words.
"I understand. I told him he could believe what he wanted..." Blaine replied.
"I'm sorry you fought with him because of me" Kurt said quietly.
"Hey no dont ok? He was being a pain in the ass!" Blaine comforted his friend.

They went silent for a while and out of the blue Blaine asked.
"Do you think Men and Women can be friends?"
"Sure most of my friends are girls Blaine! you know that!"
"I meant heterosexual men and heterosexual women?"
"Where are you getting at?" Kurt asked sitting himself straighter and looking at his friend.
"Yesterday... Jeff said that we couldn't stay friends anyway because we're both gay and boys... You know? And that kind of friendship never works out"

Kurt stared at Blaine he couldn't believe what he was hearing.
"I know that was a serious douche move. But I think he said that because that's what is happening between him and that girl and... I don't know' Blaine continued still trying to find an excuse for his friend's attitude.
"Yeah that's some major douche move!" Kurt replied.

Wes chose that moment to come back in the room and they changed topics and for the rest of the day didn't talk about it anymore.

On the way to Lima Kurt couldn't stop thinking about it though.

"Dad do you think that you can be friend with someone you could potentially be attracted to? I mean like you know you being friend with a heterosexual woman or me being friend with like..."
"Blaine?" Burt cut his son.
"I... I guess?" Kurt said surprised by how his father proved again how well he knew him.
"Of course! Isn't there some good-looking girls and boys who are strictly friends in that glee club of yours? I mean Finn seems friendly with Santana and nothing more."
"I guess..." Kurt said thinking of how Finn actually got involved with Santana in the past and no boys in the glee club were "just friends" with girls. They were either once together, or trying to get together or not really friends.

The weekend went well although Blaine didn't text Kurt a lot and Kurt couldn't get the thoughts of Blaine and him not being able to be just friends.

On his way back to Dalton Kurt actually thought hard on how he had reacted to Jeff's assumptions. Maybe there was something there. Why was Kurt so mad at Jeff for saying he and Blaine were OBVIOUSLY TOGETHER. And why was he so worried about Blaine and him not being able to be friends? Was it because he was actually scared of developing feelings for Blaine or was it because he was scared of Blaine developing feelings for him? All of this was too much. And was he defensive because he thought he should be able to feel whatever he wanted to feel without anyone judging or was he just simply defensive of his feelings?

As they arrived Kurt hugged Burt who asked him to call him soon. He had noticed how Kurt got lost in is thoughts a lot that weekend but decided to let him have his space. That didn't mean he wasn't worried though.

After Kurt had arrived he went straight to check if Blaine had some studying left to do together but no one answered when he knocked so he finished his assignment alone in his room.

Unfortunately, he checked again before dinner and no one answered once again. He decided to go to the kitchen downstairs. He was hungry and maybe Blaine was there . As he passed the common room he checked inside but only some boys were in the room laughing and joking around so he closed the door and walked towards the nice smell calling for him.

"Hey Trent" Kurt said as he entered the kitchen. Trent was cooking in a "Kiss the FABULOUS cook" apron and Kurt smiled at that.
"Hey Kurt how are you?" the warbler asked turning around.
"Erm good. Do you know where Blaine is?" The blue-eyed teen asked timidly.
"Oh didn't you see the ambulance last night?" Trent asked.
"The ambulance?" Kurt asked dumbstruck. "No no I... I was... home."
"Oh right! I'm sorry" he stopped stirring the rice in his pan and looked right at Kurt. "Blaine hurt his ankle."
"WHAT" Kurt asked, frantic.
"Ok ok no he is fine Kurt. He was being a teenage boy, aka, an idiot, and hurt his ankle he's fine he just needs to rest for a little week at his parent's and he'll be back next weekend just as new!"

Kurt checked his phone and all of a sudden he just felt hurt. he got hurt and didn't even tell me. Not even a text. Did I do something wrong?.

He didn't feel like eating anymore or talking to anyone. He just felt like being sad.
"Kurt? Kurt?" Kurt looked up apparently Trent had been trying to get his attention.
"Erm sorry. Well, thankyou for telling me. Thanks Trent." Kurt said as he started to leave.
"Wait do you want to eat with me? Do you want to join the guys they wanted to play charades maybe we can get them to do a musical themed one or I don't know?"
Kurt tried to smile but didn't quite succeed. "No. Thankyou I'm just gonna go lay down I studied all weekend and I'm tired now. Maybe another time?"
"Oh you bet! You won't say no to me forever !" Trent joked trying to lift Kurt's spirit.
Kurt nodded and left.

It felt like Blaine had cut him right out of his life right then and there. Why didn't he even tried to contact Kurt? And how did he hurt himself and how hurt was he exactly? And why didn't he gave news. He was probably just lying down right this moment if he needed to rest. Why didn't he take time to just say something. Anything?

Later that night, when Wes came back from Blaine's place, he knocked on Kurt's door. But Kurt still didn't feel like talking to anyone and played dead. So Wes just left the note he had from Blaine on the door and went to bed.

That night Kurt laid in bed for a couple of hours still wondering what he had done wrong. And, oh, god, who was he to talk to now that Blaine wasn't here for the week? Maybe even forever if he showed as many signs of wanting to reach out to Kurt as he did for the past 2 days. And oh, no. Were Blaine and Kurt's friendship done?

Was it because of what Jeff had said? About Kurt not being able to be friend with Blaine because, at some point, he'd develop more-than-friendship-feelings for him. Which Blaine would not return?

Did he lost Blaine already?