CP 4 He's my date!

I woke up that morning getting ready as usual. Lovino told me to act normal but with all the smiles I put on in front of the mirror they don't look right. I go to my homeroom a little bit early. Only Kiku, Ivan, Ludwig, and others were there. seemed irritated… probably from last night's events (whatever they were). I look at Ivan in his rightful seat in the back with Yao in front of him. I walk to Ivan as Kiku looks at me oddly.

He smiles, "Elizaveta?" Yao looks back slightly.

I quietly ask. "What was doing?"

He laughs as more eyes coming in to the room fall on us. "You have not herd? Him and Alfred? Alfred has no roommate."

"Uhh.." A sad excuse for an inside voice tried to add to the conversation. "Guys umm…" I look over to see a man who looks like a cute and less extraordinary version of Alfred. I tossed it aside thinking it was my imagination.

"Hey HEY!" Gilbert was standing next to the twin. "Why are you ignoring Matty?"

"Huh?"

"T-that's me Alfreds brother and roommate.." Matthew said.

"Oh im sorry! Hehe.." I quietly laughed almost a little to sad.

"Oh Hey Elizaveta! How are you?" Antonio was walking in the room towards me with Gilbert, Francis, Ludwig and Lovino.

"H-hey." I stuttered. Ludwig took his seat and Lovino was attached to Antonio. Antonio was holding him by the stomach. Lovino looked fine… normal. I was confused by the fact his bruise was missing.

"Kesesese!" Gilbert started laughing with Gilbird flying around his head.

"Hmm she never answered your question?" Francis reminded looking at me oddly. "Feeling down?"

Lovino glared at me not out of hate but a reminder. I was supposed to act normal but this is so hard not to cry about. All Lovinos teasing he got from us about him and Antonio…

"he he im fine!" I said without enough joy on my face.

"She got in a fight with Ludwig last night." Lovino added looking at me though it was directed to the bad touch trio.

"Kesesese! Of course she picks a fight with MY brother." Gilbert looked pissed after he stopped laughing. Wait? Why am I not acting as mad as I usually do around them? My act needed work.

Ludwig then looked over in my direction as Gilbert spat out that sentence loud enough for the class to hear which has been growing with people coming in. I shake my head as softly as I could as Antonio tried to get his friends attention. Feliciano was coming in the room also. I look down at Ivan who was still sitting in his seat. He wasn't smiling like usual. He was looking at me almost disappointingly or maybe even sadly.

"Hey Elizaveta!" Feliks came over with Feliciano. "You ARE going shopping with me today! ALRIGHT!" Feliks clamped his hand around mine staring at Ivan. No glaring at Ivan. Ivan was smiling again. "Ah what's wrong?" Feliciano looked at me teary eyed.

"She got in a fight with potato bastard." Lovino said it again making Ludwig look confused even more. Antonio was listening but also on the other part of the class room with the other two of the bad touch trio.

"Wa-what? What was it about why is it ok WHY WHY WHY IS IT OK DID YOU GUYS FIGHT WITH FISTS OH NO ARE YOU GUYS OK MAYBE I SHOULD CALL AN AM-" I started laughing. It felt good laughing again at Feliciano's random acts of odd kindness. I hugged him. "Haha Feliciano its fiiiine." Lovino "pfft" Then went to his seat. I stopped hugging Lo- Feliciano and went to my seat to.

Throughout the classes I was wondering about Lovino. Was he ok? How dose he think? Is he mad? Can I even help?

It was soon lunch and I wasn't even hungry. I felt bad. I'm helpless like this. In checkmate. Everywhere to turn is blocked with a problem without a solution. Lovnio would never talk to me, maybe even kill himself if I told. Antonio would kill me if I told for help. Guilt would eat me alive if I did nothing

I had a tray of food that was disgusting in my hands. I tasted it and it tasted like sand. Lovino was sitting with me and Feliciano next to him. Then Ludwig, Feliks, Toris, and Kiku sitting on my other side.

"Hey hey Elizaveta were going to have a sleep over you better come!" Feliks said ginning.

"When?" I asked quietly.

"Today! Were going shopping with them to. Since Toris 'convinced' to let us." Feliks started snickering.

"D-don't make it sound like that!" Toris started freacking.

"Its gonna be me, Toris, you, Feliciano, Lovino, Kiku, and who every else you wanna invite."

"…ok"

We spent some moments of silence.

"E-elizaveta?" Ludwig asked.

I looked up crying. "I-its ok we just shouldn't fight."

"Wait wha-" I interrupted Ludwig.

"Ok?" I was smiling but my tears started to stop.

"What the fuck." Lovino was so mad and sad face red.

Feliciano was looking at me trying to stay strong and smile for me. Antonio walked over with Gilbert. Antonio put his hands around Lovinos waist.

"GET OFF ME FUCKING BASTARD." Lovino was trying to get away. When I was witnessing this situation before I thought "YUMMMMMMMMMM" now I realize the terror. Every tighten on Antonio's muscles to try to make it look like he wasn't really trying. I was purely surprised on my face.

Kiku pointed to my bag. He was meaning the camera. "out of battery" I laughed a little sadly.

"You're going to the dance with me right my cute little tomato!" Antonio was rubbing his cheek on Lovinos.

I was going to stop this at the moment at least. I pulled Lovino into my arms. "Me and Lovino are going together!" Everyone was shocked. I looked at Lovino who actually seemed to calm down and a bit grateful. Antonio was making me feel scared about my outburst with his look. He got up smiling again and walked off. So did Gilbert.

Chp 5

"Thank you." Lovino looked to the floor saying that as we were walking to our special classes. We both had chorus.

"You don't have to go with my if-"

"N-no I do…" Lovino was blushing like crazy. "NOT AS DATES THOUGH!"

"I no" I was smiling.

"Your acting sucks balls." Lovino shot back. I wasn't mad though.

" I no…"

"They are putting on a sleepover to make you happier."

"Really.." I felt a spurt of happiness from my friends. They really were sweet.

"Listen. Be happy. Forget or something… Be happy." Lovino said walking in to chorus with me.

I giggled. "ok!"

It didn't feel right pretending or smiling with this. I have to make it stop.