Chapter 4
Feeling disappointed that their time together was cut short Tilly and Jen reluctantly got up off the sand, brushed themselves off and made their way towards the group. Jen gave Tilly a saddened smile before mouthing "we will talk later" and scurried off to talk to Mr Keeler. Tilly felt a wave of panic come over her at the thought that Jen could again be having second thoughts about whatever it was they had but thinking back to their time before on the coach made Tilly feel slightly better. Some contact with Jen was better than none. The sound of Maddie's voice shouting her disrupted her thoughts and she made her way towards her friends. Maddie excitedly began to pull items of clothing and bits of jewellery out her bags showing Tilly all the stuff she had bought on the pier, "You really can shop anywhere can't you Mads" Tilly joked surprised that there was even anywhere around there that sold this type of stuff. Maddie nodded in agreement "you know me Tills, anyway what have you been doing all this time eh?" Tilly subconsciously glanced around at Jen and this didn't go unnoticed by Maddie, she quickly gathered her thoughts before Maddie could say anything "Jen was just helping me with my coursework, I didn't do too well the last time I drawn the statues and well I wanted to get it right this time." "Well I think your drawings are amazing, just because that bitch Jen slagged them off at the exhibition don't get yourself too worked up about it babe." Maddie replied rolling her eyes. "I know I just want to get a good grade, so anyway what do you want to do now?" she replied trying to get off the subject when their conversation was interrupted by Mr Keeler shouting to the students to come over. The friends walked towards him Tilly feeling relieved that he had interrupted then saving her from Maddie's questions. He began to explain that one of the students had gone back to the coach feeling ill and was sick over two of the seats which meant one of the students had to get the train back with Miss Gilmore as there was too much of a mess to clean it up properly. The group of students began to groan at the thought of having to get a train back with a teacher alone or sitting on a smelly coach. "So who's going to volunteer then or am I going to have to pick?" Mr Keeler asked sternly. The students all looked around trying not to make eye contact hoping that they weren't picked when Tilly piped up. "I will" the students all glared at her shocked, she began to feel her cheeks going slightly pink. "I get really travel sick on coaches sir so I wouldn't mind getting the train actually" Maddie stared raising her eyebrow at her friend before asking her if she's mad and saying she's committing total social suicide. Tilly however talked her round saying she probably would also be sick if she had to sit on the coach again and that would be even more embarrassing. Maddie was convinced and agreed with her "Okay Tills, If your sure ill probably see you when we get back then yeah, meet up for a coffee?" "Yeah sure Mads, see you when we get back" Tilly felt a sense of relief. She glanced over towards Jen who was smiling in her direction, she smiled back at her excited to be alone with her again. "Well that's it then, thank you Tilly for again being so mature, now then everyone else head back to the coach it's time to go and Miss Gilmore there's a bus to the train station not far from here, the students are making their own way home so I'll see you tomorrow." With that, Tilly said goodbye to her friends and her and Jen stood and watched as the coach pulled away.
"Well that was very coincidental, you were fine travelling this morning Miss Evans" said Jen sarcastically wearing a massive grin. "I know, but c'mon I'm not sitting on a smelly coach I'd rather grin and bear a trip with a teacher!" Tilly smirked and winked at Jen. "Oh so I'm second best then eh? Thanks" Jen said furrowing her brow. Tilly smiled knowing she was joking and took a step closer to Jen staring into her deep brown eyes. Jen stared back unable to break the look, the connection they had was obvious, they were so content just standing in silence looking at each other, savouring each others company.
The sun was beginning to set and the tide was slowly coming in. A warming orange glow fell onto the sky reflecting beautifully onto the sea where the array of statues were becoming submerged by the rough water. The air fell cold and the wind picked up blowing roughly across the shore, they broke the stare and walked back onto the beach to watch the sunset. Tilly began to shiver as she had left her jacket on the coach. Jen noticed the girl was shaking and moved towards Tilly, she opened her oversized green Parker jacket and pulled the teen towards her wrapping it around her body. Tilly shuddered at the contact, her head was resting against Jens chest, her arms wrapped around her waist in a tight hug. She looked up at the teacher lovingly none of them uttering a word and placed a soft kiss on her lips. Jen reciprocated, she moved her tongue across Tilly's lower lip before Tilly granted her access to her mouth. Their tongues found each other's again and danced together feeling every part of the others mouth. Jen deepened the kiss even more not being able to stop herself, she needed her now more than ever. She pulled her even closer into her body moving her arms from Tilly's waist up her back then making her way back down under her blouse to feel the exposed skin. She caressed it softly which made Tilly moan slightly still not breaking the kiss. The touch of Jens hands sent shivers down Tilly's spine although it wasn't due to the coldness of the air but pure lust. Tilly wasn't cold anymore, the heat from the moment had warmed her up and she didn't want this feeling to ever stop. She followed Jens actions and slid her hands under Jens top caressing the skin up to her ribs. She found herself touching the side of Jens breast and moved the palm of her hand over it moving her thumb with slight pressure over the raised bump making Jen groan. She was surprised how forward the teen was being but she couldn't and didn't want to stop her now, she had pushed her over the edge. Jen pushed her body into Tilly's before laying her carefully down on the sand. She moved her hips so they were aligned with the teens straddling her waist. She broke the kiss to take a breath before moving her lips to the girls neck, kissing it tenderly down to her chest. Tilly arched her back in pleasure throwing her head back giving Jen more access her breathing becoming more erratic. Jens hand moved towards Tilly's intertwining her fingers with hers as an act of trust with her other hand caressing Tilly's stomach. Tilly's free hand was still under Jens top, she moved it downwards to the top of Jens waistband on her jeans teasing her thumb under it. She could feel the soft lace of Jens underwear as she trailed her thumb across it. She felt a little nervous hoping she hadn't pushed things too far with Jen but she was lost in the moment, in a sheer state of bliss and so was Jen. She was stroking Tilly's inner thigh as she felt Tilly's hand down the front of her jeans, she glanced up at the teen to see her staring at her, "are you sure about this Tilly?" she almost whispered. She knew that this would be the girls first time and didn't really want to rush her or want it to be here outside. "I've never wanted anything as much as this Jen, I know we're on a beach but this is the place I fell in love with you and I want it to be the place I first make love with you, I love you so much Jen" "I love you too, so much Tilly" breathed Jen as a tear of happiness slowly slid down her face. Tilly leant forward and kissed the tear on Jens cheek to remove it before placing a hard kiss on her lips. She rolled Jen over so she was on top of her moving her hand further into Jens pants towards the heat between her thighs and began gently rubbing the area. Jens breathing become harsher and her tongue moved roughly around Tilly's as her fingers moved rhythmically between her thighs, Jen now had her nails dug into Tilly's back and her grip tightened around her hand. Tilly loosed the grip and caressed Jens breasts making her moan into Tilly's mouth as the waves of pleasure surged through her body, she moved her mouth away from Tilly's her back arched and let out a loud scream throwing her head felt Jens whole body shake vigorously beneath her as she moved her hand out of her pants. She grabbed both of Jens hands intertwining their fingers again and placed soft kissed on Jens lips as the explosion in Jens body began to subside. Jen gazed into Tilly's eyes in awe of how this girl had just made her feel,at how amazing she was with her hands, how much love she felt for her. Jen could feel her breath slowing and her face begin to burn. She felt a little embarrassed at her reaction to the teens touch and Tilly noticed this, "Hey you, what's that look for, was I really that bad?" Tilly panicked. "You were far from bad Tilly, that was amazing, your amazing, no one has ever made me feel that way in my life I just feel a little embarrassed that's all" Tilly was relieved and feeling quite satisfied at the impact she had on Jen. "Aw don't be embarrassed beautiful, I'm happy that you enjoyed it, I was so scared that you wouldn't." Jen smiled broadly and placed a light kiss on Tilly plump lips when she realised her surroundings, the sun had set and it was almost dark and the tide was drawing near. They had been so caught up in each other that they had lost track of time and it was getting late. "I really don't want this to end Tills but look at the time, we're going to miss the train if we don't go now." "Yeah let's go." Tilly replied reluctantly not wanting her time with Jen to end. " Don't worry babe, I'll make this work when we're back, I'm not ever going to hurt you again ever I promise, and plus I need to return the favor." She winked seductively at Tilly lightening her mood. They gathered their things together and hand in hand walked towards the bus stop and headed to the train station.
Tilly had never felt this happy in her entire life. She was so overwhelmed by all the new feelings she was experiencing and it excited her. She knew now that Jen felt the same way and this was real. It was finally happening. They were soul mates, so in love with each other that it hurt. She just hoped that Jen was true to her word and didn't walk away again as soon as they got back to reality, she just wouldn't be able to cope with another heart break, not after today.