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Chapter 4

Hero

After a long time,today was a first day that dean was feeling better. I mean recently the relationships between the brothers weren't so good,they always found something to fight about and he blamed it all on ruby. she manipulated sam in every way that he could think of and every time sam didn't listen to him. she said that she could save him from hell which she couldn't and now she came back with the crap speech about saving humans and using sam's ability..yeah saving is my ass...

He rubbed his eyes. his chest was still hurting and he was still confused with the things that recently happened,he just hoped that his geek brother found a solution and got him out of here. he had a bad feeling about it,It was like things were going to get worse expect being better.

Suddenly he found himself that he was looking at someone...someone that he thought,he'll never see him again.

"Dad?"

John approached the bed and sat on it beside of dean."hello son."

Dean couldn't believe his eyes,after this whole years his dad was still alive and now he was siting beside him..no,no,something was wrong..maybe...just maybe he didn't get the whole picture here,maybe..just maybe...

"Dad,am I dead?"dean whispered.

John didn't smile and that freaked dean more."No son,you're not dead."

Dean was about to sighed in relief when john spoke again."but you're not living either."

Dean frowned."What are you talking about,dad?."

John raised from the bed and shakes his head."look at yourself, you're living in borrow time..the time that wasn't for you in the first place."he put his right hand on his chest."that was my time dean...MY TIME..and you stole it..YOU STOLE MY LIFE."

Dean was speechless, he could feel the tears on his face and he had no energy to wipe it. he shakes his head."I'm sorry,dad..I'm so sorry."

John said angrily."Sorry is not going to bring my life back. I give my life to you and you wasted it..I am so sorry for having a son like you."

Dean shakes his head again,he couldn't control the tears anymore."no,no,dad...i'm so sorry..i'm so sorry.i didn't want to..i'm so sorry."

John smirked."You will be more sorry when I take it back from you."

Dean had just enough time to see his head in his father's hands and then he felt like his head exploded and no more expect darkness..

Sam was pacing the waiting room for two hours and when his long legs started to protest from the lake of comfort,he took a seat and waited more. last time he saw dean, that wasn't good. he was laying motionless on the bed with a ambu bag to help him breath and then they took him for CT scan and more check up...why still no one is telling me anything?what if dean was dead?what if he get brain damage?what if he fell in coma?..no,no,no,don't think like that..he was about to ask a nurse again,when doctor ford came toward him.

"How is he?."

"Well,that was close."she took a deep breath."We stitched the wound on his head and checked him for more injures but found none. luckily the CT's result came back clean,so we're not worry for the brain damage or a long term heath care."

"What about the seizure and the whole bloods thing?."sam asked with worry.

She shakes his head."Honestly we're not sure what was causing it,it could be some reaction to the head injury or could be something else,anyhow we got him on seizure medication to avoid something like this from happening."

Sam nodded."So,he's going to be okay,right?"

Doctor ford sighed."Physicality yes,he's going to be just fine."sam sighed in relief."but his mental heath,not so much."

Sam frowned."you think he wanted to kill himself?"oh hell, what you're bringing yourself into dean..what's going on with you...

"I know it's hard to accept for many families but it's a fact,sam. you have to accept it so we can help him,so you can help him."

Sam tried to reason with her."no,you don't understand. dean is not suicidal,he's a most strongest person that I know."

She kindly smiled."sometimes even a hero needs a hero to help him...or save him."

Sam shakes his head."No,you don't know dean."

she raised his eyebrows"Do you?"

"What?.. off course I know,I'm his brother,I'm with him 24/7."

Doctor ford wasn't ready to drop the subject and it meant they're totally screwed."Did he recently suffer from the horrible accident?"

I have a list for you..hell for starter..."no,everything was fine before I bring it to this damn hospital."sam lied.

"Does he tell you about his pain or talk about his problems?"

Dean and talking,not so much."we tell each other everything"he lied again."look doctor, I appreciate your help,I really do,but dean is not good with the hospital and I think the soon as he got out of this place, the better chance he has to improve."

She hesitated."Sam, I can't let you...you knew the protocol..."

Sam cut her out."you want him to get better,right?...I'm telling you it's the only way...and from what I see in your eyes,you're not a protocol doctor..you just want the best for you patient and it's the best,believe me. let us go."nice sam,you know how to hit the girl..

Doctor ford sighed."I know you are the one of them from the get go."sam smiled."we'll have dean for the overnight to make sure and then I'll let you two to get out of here. I'm just hoping that I'm not wrong here."

"You're not. I promise you."

"And sam,I didn't use any restrain on him but I gave him a strong sedative to calm him for hours,so he shouldn't be awake any time soon."

"It's ok and thank you...about a restrain".

Doctor ford nodded."Take care of your brother, sam."

"believe me,I will."sam said with confidence.

The rest of day,sam put salts around dean's bed and he sat in the chair beside his unconscious's brother and begun to research. that was something going on with dean and he was going to find out,no matter what.

After hours staring on the screen,his eyelids got too heavy and he fell on the restful sleep. he didn't know how much time passed but he knew he heard something. something like "hp" or "hlp" or..."help"...Oh my god, Dean..

Quickly he came back to the land of living and opened his eyes,looked for any treat that was going to hurt his brother...suddenly his eye's widened in shock and he screamed Dean's name.

NO,NO,NO,NO,THIS IS'NT HAPPENING...

Dean was awake and still lying in the bed while doctor ford had stood beside him,but that wasn't what was wrong with the picture..

The thing was doctor ford's big eyes and the hands around her neck that was choking him..

That was his brother's hands...

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