Okay well again I'm going to have Itachi mostly alive.

this is a lemon. my first. so go easy on me. also I held back, but tell me what you think.

oh and I'd pay attention to what's said before the lemon to *hint* *hint*

Enjoy ^-^

~Flashback~

Me and Itachi were laying in his bed. We normally would sleep in his room, my room was mostly where I would paint. I loved to paint and draw, basicly any kind of art I loved. That's one of the only things that me and Deidara had in common.

I was on my side with my back to Itachi, his arms wrapped around me. I was staring out the window at the moon. I always loved the night, when I stare out the window I always feel like running. Running.. from what?.. I never knew. I had what I wanted here. Friends, close enough to family, I got to do what I wanted as long as I was careful. But most of all I had the guy I love. That should be enough right?

"What are you thinking about?" I heard Itachi ask sheepishly behind me.

"Stuff..." I replied softly. That's defiantly how he knew something was up.

His arms tightened around me, "I love you." he whispered into my ear.

I smiled softly and turned myself around so I was facing him. I kissed his cheek lightly and gently smiled at him. He gently nuzzled my neck. My hands were on his chest and I slowly lifted my hands up to his neck and wrapped my arms around his neck, hugging him.

"What's wrong?" I asked as his grip tightened around me once again.

"You've said it yourself.. at night, when you look through a window,.. you want to run." he said quietly. I simply nodded. "I'm just trying to make sure you don't go anywhere.." he whispered into my ear.

I smiled and thought about why I wanted to run before I said "I think of running.. to my past. I want to know who I was.. Its killing me." his body stiffened.

"Whats wrong?" I asked once again. He shook his head. "I don't think you should find out." he stated as he got up from the bed and walked over to his personal bathroom. I got up and followed him.

He was leaning down over he sink, washing his face.

I looked at him skeptically and asked a little harshly "Is there something you know that I don't?"

He turned his head slightly to the side to look at me and then went back to washing his face.

I glared at him, I could feel anger rising inside of me. "Are you hiding something from me?" I asked not even trying to hold back the anger in my voice now.

He was silent.

I could feel tears in my eyes, no I wasn't sad. I was purely angry and upset. He looked at me from the mirror and I stared at him, not paying any attention to myself. I probably looked insane because of how mad I was. He looked kind of worried and walked to me quickly and turned both of us around so my back was to the mirror. His hands were on my shoulders, his face still slightly wet.

Before I could stop myself I yelled, "I may be five years younger but don't you dare treat me like a child!"

He looked upset and I instantly melted, I couldn't stand to see him upset, even before we were together.

"I'm sorry.." I said softly looking down. His hands slid down my arm until they were at my hands. He softly held my hands and lifted them to his lips and kept them there. His eyes were closed.

I sighed and gently pulled my hands back and moved around his to sit at the edge of the bed. He sat next to me and put one arm around my shoulder and pulled me to him so my head was laying on his shoulder. He kissed the top of my head and placed his chin on top of my head.

"I love you." he said as he placed his hand on mine.

"I love you too." I said as I closed my eyes.

I felt as he slowly got up and pushed me onto my back. I opened my eyes and he was hovering over me, his weight on his knees and hands. He looked into my eyes and gently pressed his lips to mine. I closed my eyes and lightly wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him back. His hands slid down to the end of my night gown, which went to about my mid thigh. His hands slid back up under my dress, lifting it off. This was Itachi's way of saying sorry, by pleasing me. And of course he had to do it perversely, that's just how he is. He pulled his lips from mine and pulled the dress off over my head leaving me in only my panties (she doesn't wear a bra to sleep). I sat up and gently guided him so he was sitting next to me.

I moved so I was sitting on his lap and kissed him as his arms wrapped around me. His tongue glided across my bottom lip. I opened my mouth and he slid his tongue in, playing with mine. I slightly moaned into his mouth as his hand glided up my back all the way up to my head and his fingers laced with my hair. He gently pushed me so we were both laying on our sides. My hands slid down his bare chest and to the hem of his boxers (he sleeps in only boxers).

I slowly pulled them down and he kicked them off. Before I even knew it I was on my back, my head on my pillow. His hand was in my panties and he was gently rubbing my entrance. I moaned and slightly arched my back. He lowered down his head to my neck and began kissing down then back up over and over. I turned my head to the side giving him better access, I ran my hands up and down his back.

I gasped and dug my nails into his back as he bit into my neck and shoved a finger into me. My eyes fluttered closed and I moaned. His finger moved slowly in and out of me and he was gently sucking on my neck. My nails were digging in deeper with every second.

He groaned and suddenly had my arms pinned to my sides. I looked into his eyes and saw pure lust. He smirked at he and I saw a sudden flash in his eyes. "W-what?.." I asked, knowing that Itachi was planning something. He lowered his head down my breasts. I sighed slightly as he licked and sucked all around my chest, I closed my eyes and let him do whatever he wanted. I had no objections, it felt so good.

He let go of my hands as he felt me let myself go. He looked up at me, but my eyes were closed. I could feel the smile against my skin as he kissed down my stomach. I moaned and slightly gripped the sheets as his head got lower and lower. I cant stand being teased.

He finally got to my entrance and slowly licked there. I moaned and arched my back. His tongue would lick around then enter me, moving around inside me, then he would slip his tongue back out and start over. He kept that up until I couldn't take it anymore.

"I-Itachi.." I panted slowly, "P-please just.. take me already.." I moaned out.

That seemed to make him snap. He quickly lifted up and pinned my hands back above my head.

Before I knew it, he buried himself deep inside me. My eyes widened as I let out a loud moan. He groaned and held on tightly to my hips and pumped himself in and out of me. I scratched down his arms and dug my nails deep into him. This seemed to excite him as he moved faster and pushed in deeper. The room was filled with the sound of our moans and sighs. This continued until finally he released into me. As soon I felt his release I too came.

He moved off of me and was soon laying at my side. As we both tried to regain our breathing, he put his arm under my back and pulled me onto him so my head was on his chest.

He kissed the top of my head. "I love you, Seitsuki."

I closed my eyes. "I love you too, Itachi."

That night I fell asleep listening to my lovers heartbeat.

~End Flashback~

I turned off the shower and wrapped a towel around me. I looked in the mirror and stared at my reflection.

My hair was a deep dark blood red, it went down to my knees. I have a nice hourglass figure. My lips are full and a dark pink. My eyes, a bright, almost glowing purple.

People said I was beautiful, but that means nothing if you don't even know who you are. I stared hard at my reflection.

"Who am I?.." I whispered to myself.