"why I didn't go for her?"

Chapter 4

- You are so amazing- said Carl looking at Carol with devotion

- Yeah, she is - said Abraham while Sasha and Michonne made faces of adoration.

- How did you do it? Seriously- said Rick looking at her

- Yeah, you're such a crazy woman- said Daryl looking at her

When he thought she couldn't surprise them more, she managed to do it. Carol aka the most craziest woman in town have put a microphone in Michael's room, in fact, she has done that and she has found a map of the city. He was planning something and they were going to find about it , thanks to her.

- Where did you find a fucking micro?- he asked her

- Well, guys, I can't tell you all my secrets -she said winking at them and then she left.

She left them all open-mouthed looking at her while she went away from the house.

- Shit, don't let her go, Dixon. She's such a badass- said Abraham.

Fuck. Why everyone think that they are together? he didn't even kiss her.

…..

He was worried, she used to come to the roof everynight but she hasn't come yet. She could't just forget, she came here all nights since .. pf he can't remember. What if Michael has found about the micro? What if he has attacked her? But then another image came to his mind, what if they were together righ now? having sex? Shit . Shit.

- Hey, stranger

Fuck. Again. He almost fell from the roof again because of her.

- You should wait for me inside, one day you will fall from the roof- she said smiling.

-Where were you? what where you doing?- he asked and then he looked away embarrased, he was acting like a jealous boyfriend and she wasn't even his.

- Woah woah, easy boy- she said trying to touch his shoulder to calm him- I was with Michael and..

- I don't want to know, I don't want to know if you have incredible sex or if he rocked your world or..

-Would you just shut up?- she said and he did it- I broke up with him.

-What?

- I broke up with him… It was.. you know we have the micro now.. and I don't need to play with him.. I don't want to- she said looking at him

- Why?- he said. He needed it to know it, he needed her to say it because he was such a coward and he wasn't able to say it.

- I don't want to.. because it's not him.. who I want- she said smiling at him- God, Daryl.. I can't kiss him because I see you everytime he kisses me, I can't be with him when all I want is to be .. to be with you- she said

And then he kissed her, he knew that she was surprised that he has made a move. But after hearing her said that she wants him, he just couldn't wait anymore.

….

They keep kissing on the roof for what it felt like days and he couldn't get enough. He wanted more, she was like a fucking drug and he wanted more and more and more. He pushed her a little and she let him, she lay down in the roof and he was above her kissing her neck. She started to make little noises of pleasure and he didn't care if someone could hear them, she was his. Finally.

He noticed how she started to caress his hair and it made him crazy, he separated from her to look at her. She was so beautiful, her eyes were shining and he couldn't stop looking at her. And then she laughed.

- Are you laughing at me, woman?- he said trying to hide her smile

-Nop, and when will you stop calling me woman? I have a name you know- she said to him- You never say my name.. And I don't know why

It was true, he never called her for her name… In fact, he usually talk about her as "her". He never mentions her name because people usually know who he is talking about. And why doesn't he mention her name?… Well, it's sacred . She has become his religion, he doesn't believe in God but he believes in her, he adores her, he loves her so much.. he has always loved her… and her name is sacred. Well, if he told her that, she could react in two different ways.. she could leave thinking he was crazy or she could stay.

- Well? are you going to tell me? you don't like it?- she said looking a little upset

- What? no! I love your name, it's cute… - he said, cute? fuck. He was an idiot- Okay, I will tell you but please don't freak out… I don't say your name because it's like .. sacred to me.. you mean so much to me, you don't fuck any idea of what you mean to me, what you've always meant to me…And I don't like to say your name because of that… it's like I'm afraid to say it,…

And when he looked at her, he saw the tears. done man, she was almost crying. You always…

- It's the most beautiful thing and the most romantic thing I have ever heard- she said while she leaned to kiss him.- I love you so much, Daryl Dixon

And he smiled while she keeps kissing him… he decided to take her into his room, to make her love until she could see the stars…

But then something saw how she separated from him.

-What?

-Look at there, did you see it?- she said pointing at the horizon

It was a column of smoke, it came from a place he could't located. It was not Hiltop. He looked at her and he knew they should inform the others.

…

Well, they have decided that they would inform Michael in the morning, to see his reaction. If he didn't reacte in any way, he didn't know what place it was. But if he reacted, like he was nervous or so.. that place may be his point of meeting with the saviors….

So, they were observing him all day. Today was the mask party and if he wanted to go to that burning place, he could escape without problem. Or if someone tried to enter the place, they could do it.

And DAryl was sure that something would happen, he has that feeling. He knew something bad would happen…