about 5 seconds later, the hallway was in complete chaos...
people were screaming, yelling, and punching and kicking, everything was a mess, this wouldn't have happened if I was normal, this wouldn't have happened if I wasn't so insane, this wouldn't have happened if I was more careful, this wouldn't have happened if I wasn't ME.
suddenly I hear sirens, police sirens, my feet turn to boulders, my arms turn into to clay, uncontrollable tears swell in my eyes, scorching tears run down my face, i can only hear my breathing and my heart pounding, like a horrid monster trying to burst out of its cage.
I try to hide but I can't move, I try to call for help but I can't speak, I have made one conclusion, I am useless, I am small, I am weak.
I feel arms picking me up from the floor, dragging me and suddenly they stop, they scream at me, words that I can't make out, because I am deafened by my own heart beat. It's time to give up, I tell myself, no one will miss you when you are gone. ugly thoughts fill my mind.
Helpless... ugly…. ungrateful...stupid... useless... Idiot... Pain... Liar...
then everything goes black... AGAIN...