Chapter 4, served :)
Tifa turned her head to the side, "Im hopeless..." She cried, Cloud patted her back. He sighed when he realized he couldn't do anything through her grief.
He just closed his eyes. He just wished that it didn't happened. It was all his fault, Because of his doings, he made her shed tears which he didn't want to from the very start.
All of this, All of this stupid actions, Brought her to her edge. He knew that even a strong woman like her could be weak, sometimes. He inhaled deeply as a conversation with Zack hit him.
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"I know how you treated her badly. Everytime were going to meet, I can see how she acted so nice around you, while you just going to offer her a stupid smile or worst ignore her."
Cloud shook his head, "What do you want me to do?"
"Since you came back, I know what's up in you. To avoid the guilty feeling that your suffering with when your away, was just part of your damn stupidity, You only think about yourself, Cloud. I bet your still living in the past." Zack glared at him "You should move on.."
Cloud stood up and glared back at his so-called brother. "Your just saying it because you already throw her away. You completely removed her out of your life."
Zack chuckled at him. "It looks like that.. But I didn't remove her here" He pointed at his heart, a sad smile on his face. "You didn't know how I blame my self for her death. Did a realization hit you after that? Do you think that Aerith will be glad if she found out that I am crying helplessly at her? You're selfish."
Cloud only stared at him, a frown masked his true reaction.
"You should stop being so rude at her. I know your only cautious and you didn't want anything bad happen to her, But if you continue this, your going to loose her."
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'Loose her..' Zack's last word echoed on his mind.
'Do I want to loose her?' He asked himself and hugged tightly the crying woman in front of him.
His emotions for her, His love for her was covered by fear of losing her.
"Im sorry.." He breathed out. "I don't want to loose you.. I don't"
Tifa looked up at him, her tear-stained face was so Innocent. Her eyes sparkled with so much sadness, 'This won't happen again.' He swore to himself.
"Tifa.." He said as he wiped the remaining tears on her face. He leaned his face on her, Closing the space between them, Until their noses touched.
The room was silent, except for the hiccups that she tried to keep. He leaned closer, enough for their lips to make contact. Tifa slowly leaned backwards, her hands were tightly clutched at the fabric on his chest.
Cloud removed his hands on her back, Instead he placed the other one on the back of her head while the other cupped her cheek.
A bright shade of crimson red covered Tifa's cheeks. She removed her brown eyes from him. But he moved her face at him telling her to look at him, She forced herself to look at him again. Un like the usual bored stare he's giving her, For the first time during their wedding life, It showed concern and some foreign emotions that he only had back when they were teenagers.
"I.." He breathed hotly. "I love you.." Then his lips touched hers.
Her brown eyes widened, she tried not to move but her stiff head was forced to move closer as Clouds hand at the back of her head made it. He also leaned to deepen the kiss. He opened his mouth asking to enter hers, She closed her eyes and gave in. She parted her lips and he hungrily took his opportunity to explore his tongue on hers. She shyly did the same and ran her hands on his shoulders back and forth then slowly she wrapped it round his neck.
A soft thud was heard when Tifa fell on the floor, Their kiss never broke, while cloud hovered on her laying form. He slowly rubbed his hand on her arms, he opened his eyes and saw her blushing face. The way her eyes were closed was so seductive for him. Slowly her eyes fluttered open and stared back at him.
He broke the kiss but their noses were still in contact, he smiled at her and she smiled back. A strand of hair covered her beautiful face. He quickly tucked it on the back of her ear.
"I'm sorry.." He said shyly, She smiled sweetly at him and gave a quick peck on his lips.
"Do you think that was easy ?" She teased.
"Huh?"
"Im not going to give in like that" She smirked and She hugged him suddenly.
"What are you talking about?" Cloud asked confusedly.
"Let's quit playing around, were not y-young anymore. I-I already made my decision."
"What ?"
"Cloud, I think Im already tired of this. I-I don't want you to feel guilty because of me that's why.." She paused and buried her head on his neck.
"I don't think that I could trust y-you anymore.." She finished.
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NOTE :Thank you guys for the reviews, I really appreciate it xD, Sorry because i took a long time to update this one. It's just School keeps me busy. I know it's short too. and a Cliffie ended it xD , Sorry again .
