"So it happened again?" A woman asked jotting down notes on a peace of paper attached to a clipboard. "You went into the black wind state again?"
"Yeah I lost control again." Shana said sadly
"So tell me; what were you doing at the time that caused you to loose control like you did?" Shana looked away not wanting to answer the question, her eyes were drifting around the office she was in, her eyes then drifted down to the bed she was sitting on. Shana was currently in a doctors office only dressed in a medical gown. "Shana?" The woman asked again.
"I was trying to help my friend catch a panty thief; everything was going alright until the guy picked up a rock and hit her over the head with it." Shana said as she forced her words out hugging her knees.
"Oh my gosh!" the lady gasped.
"The last thing I remembered was her screaming in pain and then I blacked out, when I came to, every thing around me had gash marks from the force of my wind engraved in it. The man I fought was bloody all over and had deep cut wounds all over his body." Shana said.
"I see then." The woman said jotting down more notes down on her clip board. "It's just like what happened three years ago when you fought Shena, she struck you on your forehead with her fatal strike and you thought you passed out, but in reality you went into the black wind state for the first time and attacked her trying to kill her, your eyes turned red and your wind became fierce and black and you had no control had over you actions or no memories during the black wind state's events."
"Why dose this happen to me Dr. Taylor? I don't want to keep hurting people like I did with Shena and that man!" Shana said on the verge of crying. "Mikoto sempai told me I was smiling and laughing like I was enjoying cutting that person to peaces with my power."
Dr. Taylor looked over at Shana and saw that she had tears dripping down her cheeks. Dr. Taylor's face softened as she looked down at Shana, she walked over to the crying girl and hugger her tightly.
"It ok sweetie." Dr taylor said softly hugging Shana tighter. "The reason why you loose control and go into the black wind state is because you still have anger buried deep inside your heart Shana." Dr. Taylor said patting the back of Shana's head trying to comfort her because she was shaking violently. "First you lost both of your parents thanks to their jobs which I know was a deviating shock to you, then shortly after Shena the big sister you looked up to so much, hurt you her little sister of all people just to gain a little power, that has very heart breaking for a girl your age. Because of all that's happened to you in the past there are times where you unconsciously want people who make you mad feel the pain that you are feeling, that explains why you went into the black wind state at the mall, you saw someone hurting your friend and you self consciously wanted that person to suffer for it."
"But I don't want to feel like that!" Shana yelled pushing herself away from Dr. Taylor's hold. "I thought I was over it, I thought as long as I had a reason to keep going ford and telling myself that I will stop Shena, I'd be ok and keep control over my power!"
"Shana can't you see that it's because you're so obsessed with trying to find Shena that you lose control of your power in the first place!" Dr. Taylor said calmly. "I think you should stop chasing Shena and just let Anti Skill handle her, because at the rate you're going you might ending up hurting someone who's really important to you." Dr. Taylor said unbuttoning her blouse reviling a nasty scar across her chest. Shana gasped and looked away. "After Shena was able to get away from you after you critically injured her you went on a rampage destroying anything in you path and give me this scar."
Shana had a guilty look on her face, she did not even remember doing any of those things, the last thing she remembered from that night was fighting Shena and waking up in the hospital in wet sheets. "I Hate this... I hate feeling this way!" Shana said as she started to cry again. "This power has been nothing but a curse for me!" She said. "If I did not have esper powers then my parents would have paid more attention to Shena and not just me, she would not have wanted to steel that book, we could have just been a family." Shana said fully sobing now.
Dr. Taylor kicked herself after she realized her choice of words were not the right ones and hugged the crying girl again. "Shena look at what you're doing to your littler sister, if only you could see her face right now!"
Shana kept crying for a full five minuets until she finally calmed down. After all the crying Shana had completely exhausted herself and was made to lye back in the bed she was sitting in by Dr. Taylor and fell asleep. Dr Taylor left Shana sleeping in the bed and stepped out into the hall; she took out her cell phone and pressed down some numbers on the phones keypad. The phone rung until someone picked up on the other line.
"Hello?" A man's voice asked.
"It's me." Dr. Taylor spoke.
"Long time know hear from, I take it your calling me about Shana?" The man asked.
"Yes, the other day at the Seventh Mist Mall she went into the black wind state again and nearly killed a panty thief who hurt one of her friends."
"I see, did any body else get hurt?" The man asked
"No, thankfully that friend she was with was able to stop her before she did any real damage, but Ovon it won't be too long before she really loses it and start's attacking innocent people, before that happens..." Dr. Taylor drifted off.
"Before that happens we need to find Shena right?" Ovon asked. "OK I'll do what I can to look into thing's about Shena."
"Thank you Ovon, Stiner and I have been trying to convince Shana to stop chasing after Shena but she won't listen, lately I've heard she's been talking to shady people in bad area's of the city asking them all sorts of questions about an under ground organization of espers."
"Do you think Shena is involved with this underground organization?" Ovon asked.
"Yes I think she's the ring leader and Shana some how found out and is trying to conduct her own investigation."
"I see, I'll look into the matter, but for now do something to keep Shana busy, I can't have her getting in the way, plus if Shana see's me again after all these years….."
"Don't worry Ovan, Shana does not blame you for what happened back then, but I'll think of something." After wards Dr. Taylor hung up her cell phone and walked back into her office. Shana was still fast asleep; Dr. Taylor smiled at how cute Shana looked sleeping peacefully looking like she did not have a care in the world.
Shana woke up a couple hours later, she shifted around on the bed and felt some wetness between her legs, her diaper was soaked she could feel wetness seeping out the diapers padding and get re-absorbed every time she moved. Shana then heard some foot step coming closer and the curtains surrounding her bed were pulled back.
"Oh you're awake; I was just about to wake you, I brought food." Dr. Taylor said. "But It looks like you could use a changing first." Dr. Taylor said grabbing Shana's back pack. "lye down again and I'll change you."
"No you don't have too, its fine I can do it myself!" Shana said nervously and quickly stood up.
"Oh, and why not young lady?" Dr Taylor said pushing Shana back down on the bed and unzipped her backpack taking out the items for a diaper change.
"Because you try and use logic when changing a diaper when all you need to do wipe, powder and tape up." Shana said smartly as her diaper was untapped and slid from under her.
"Well you weren't ever complaining when I use to change you, when you first had to start wearing diaper's again." Dr. Taylor said while wiping Shana's privets with baby-wipes.
"Yeah well that because I was still freaked out about the whole wearing diapers again thing in the first place." Shana said as a new diaper was slid under her bottom.
"Yeah you were so cute back then when all you did was cling to me and followed me every where I went." Dr. Taylor said sprinkling baby-powder on Shana's diaper area she then brought the diaper up in between Shana's legs and taped it up.
Shana got up from the bed and walked away from the bed area and found some food from Burger hut waiting for her at a table. Before eating Shana undressed herself from the medical gown and back into her clothes which were a pink dress and white leggings and a pair of sandals.
When Shana returned to the table she found her food had already been spread out on a tray for her. Shana sat down and literally dug into her food finishing off her burger in a matter of seconds then attacked her fries shoving five or six in her mouth at a time. "Need a bib?" Dr. Taylor asked wiping away small chunks of food that escaped Shana's mouth before sitting down. "Now about your black wind state moments, we need to do some thing about that." Dr. Taylor stated "I think I found a way to help you deal with your stress, so that way when you get mad you won't go into the black wind state as easily as you did at the mall."
"How do I do that?" Shana asked tossing the last of her fries into her mouth.
"It all right here on the sheet of paper."
Shana took the paper and read in full, she then choked off the bit's of fries she had in her mouth and coughed violently. "You're kidding right?"
"No, they could really use the help and you're perfect for the job."
"No way, not gonna happen." Shana flatly refused. "Theirs only so many thing I put up with you Dr. Taylor but I draw the line there."
Dr. Taylor took off her glasses and placed them on the table and massaged the temples of her head to prevent an on coming headache. "Look Shana rite now I'm asking you this as a favor and not trying force you. The owner is an old friend of mine and could really use your help."
"And how exactly is this going to help me stop going into the black wind state?" Shana asked.
"Well first it will help you to relax a little bit more, and second it will help you take your mind off of Shena for a while, or would you like to start talking about the boy's you've been talking about some under ground organization?."
Shana froze at Dr. Taylors question then let out a long sigh and agreed to help out her friend knowing she would get into trouble if the details of her searching for the organization were brought up. Dr. Taylor smiled and patted Shana on the head thanking her.
The next morning Shana woke up relativity early; she took off her pink pajamas and neatly folded them up and placed them under her pillow. She walked into her bathroom and turned on the shower and let it run until the water was the right temperature, Shana then took off her wet diaper and tossed it in the waist basket next to the toilet then stepped into the Shower and letting the warm water trickle her body making her feel refreshed. After Shana stepped out of the shower she dried her self of with a large fluffy drying towel then dug through her bathroom cabinet talking out a diaper and some baby- lotion and baby-powder, Shana then lotion-ed her body then diapered her self and left the bathroom. She walked over to her closet trying to decide what outfit to wear that day, in the end she chose a Black Skirt a matching top the writing 'HIME' on the front. Shana then packed her backpack with her changing supplies and the left her dorm room.
After taking two buses Shana arrived at the building she was suppose to be helping out with that day, it was a daycare center for child errors with special disabilities. She walked in through the front door and was greeted by a woman at the service desk. "Welcome and how may I help you today?" The lady politely greeted. Shana handed the lady the peace of paper that Dr. Taylor had given her last nigh. "So you must be Shana?" The woman asked. "Julia has told me so much about you."
"Julia?" Shana asked tilting the head to the side.
"The woman you know as Dr. Taylor" The lady said." We took the same child development classes together and kept in touch after graduating from the university and now we're both working with kids."
"Oh so you're the old friend Dr. Taylor was talking about!" Shana said shockingly.
"Yes minus the old part though." The woman said giving off a forced smile. "My name is Maime and I'm the principal at this day care center here."
"Wow this place is so big and you're the Principal?" Shana asked looking around; the day care center was like an actual school having many classrooms, a cafeteria with professional looking cooks preparing all sorts of different foods and the yard outside was as big as a park having swings, slides, monkey bars and lots of tricycles and bikes. "So what exactly will I be doing here today, in a place like this?" Shana asked nervously.
"Well let me start from the beginning." Maime said. "This center is not for normal child errors. The way we run this day care center is by splitting up the children into groups. We first split them up by gender then we group them by their problems like missing body parts, or if they're disabled and stuck in wheel chairs, or if they have any mental disabilities, and in your case kid's with no bladder control."
"So does that mean I'll be working with the kids who have no bladder control? Shana asked.
"Well yes and no Shana." Maime explained "It's true we'll have you acting like a big sister to the kids and keep them in order, but at the same time you're going to be one of the little kids also and take part in their lesions also."
"What you mean I have to act like preschooler?" Shana yelled
"Well yes." Maime said. "Julia has been really worried about you and a certain problem you've been having with your powers. She tells me your main problem is stress, so to help you deal with your stress we're going to reintroduce you to child hood where the only thing you should be worried about is not having enough fun."
Maime took Shana by the hand and led her to a small room that was at the end of the hall; she then gave Shana an oversized version of the daycare's school uniform to put on. Shana took off her clothes and neatly hung them up. Shana stared at the uniform first then slipped it over her head and down over her body. "Um, is there a skirt that goes to this?" Shana asked looking down at herself; she blushed because the uniform dress did next to nothing to hide her diaper.
"I'm sorry Shana but all the kids in your group must have their diapers visible at all times so we would know when to change them." Maime stated." but don't worry you look adorable." Maime said pinching Shana's cheeks.
Shana was led down another hall looking over her shoulder making sure no one saw her walking around with her diaper in full view. Maime opened the door to a room filled with little girls just like Shana wearing uniforms with their diapers in full view. The room was filled blocks, stuffed animals, dolls and other children's toys, the wall's and carpet where a soft pink color and in the corner were little cots for taking naps. The two staff members that were in charge of the class room walked over and greeted themselves with smiles. Shana blushed looking down at the floor with out saying a word, her hands were behind her back and she was as stiff as a board, Maime gave Shana a light push into the classroom then placed her hands on the back of Shana's shoulders. "Miki, Megu this is the girl I was talking about, she will be assisting you two and the other girls today while at the same time she is to be treated like the other kids also."
"Yes Ma'am." Both girls said in unison.
"Hello my name is Miki." The first woman introduced the self, she was tall and had long black hair and had black eyes she looked no older then nineteen.
"My name is Megu." The second woman greeted as she smiled at Shana. She was slightly taller the Shana, her voice was really gentle and she had short brown hair and red eyes and also looked the same age as Miki.
"Wait a minuet there are other girls here also?" Shana asked in a panic.
"Yes we have four other volunteers helping us out today." Megu answered.
Miki called for the other girls who were in the next room preparing for the day's activates. Shana heart skipped a few beats when she saw a familiar face enter the room. "Shana-Chan is that you?" A small girl with a flower headband on her head asked looking confused.
Shana squatted down on her knees and grasped the sides of her hair. "Kill me, just please kill me now and make it quick!" Uiharu rushed over to Shana trying to calm her down when Mikoto, Kuroko and Saten walked into the room making things worse.
Meanwhile Dr. Taylor drove her car into the parking lot in front of a tall building, she got out of her car and walked through the door to the building and met a tall dark skinned man wearing blue sun glasses, he had bluish/blackish hair and he was smoking cigarette, the two walked to a office where could not be heard.
"You know that's bad for your health Ovon." Dr. Taylor stated.
"What do you care, we're not together anymore." Ovon replied back. He saw a troubled look on Dr. Taylors face and Stated. "Don't worry I'm not still mad, I know you couldn't just abandon Shana in her time of need."
"Yes but it seems like that girl still needs me, their no telling what she would do if I just disappeared from her life." She said sadly.
Changing the subject Ovon handed Dr. Taylor a piece of paper. "I looked into the under ground organization you asked me about yesterday, it's a small group of illegal alien's who some how snuck into the city, each member is at least level a 3 or 4. The name of the group is called S.I.N. , and their being ordered around by one woman."
"Shena" Dr. Taylor said to her self. "Ovon where are they located?" She asked clenching her fist.
"I don't know, but I recently found out that they plan on kidnapping some girl who is the owner of 103,000 book's."
Dr. Taylor gasped. "Do you know what they would want with her?"
"No, we don't have any info on this girl except that she's a nun and that she's living with a high school student."
"Who is this student and where does he go to school at?"
"We're still looking into that, but for now you need to make sure that Shana's stop's her snooping, Julia you're the only person she really listens to, your the only person she can really trust in this world." Ovon said placing his hand on Julia's shoulder. "Please stop her before she gets too involved."
"I will, Ill do what ever it takes to stop her, even if she were to hate me afterwards." Dr. Taylor said looking down.
"So you mean while helping us out with the little kid's we also have to treat you like one of them also, sounds like a lot of work." Koroko stated.
"Yes that seem like the high light of my life, but what are you four doing here?" Shana asked
"Community service for destroying the fountain in the mall the other day." Mikoto answered looking away.
"This is a Judgment assignment for me." Uiharu answered.
"Well…. " Saten trailed off. "I did really bad on my last test, so to avoid summer school I had to agreed to work here. "
"This is my Punishment for breaking curfew and using esper powers in the dorms and trying to get away with it." Kuroko answered.
"Wow and I thought I had it rough." Shana stated to the girls. The five girls all smiled at each other and had a good laugh because of their reasons for being their but overall lighted their moods.
"Ok girls time to start the lessons, please move all of the kids to the next room, Shana you help out too please." Maime instructed. Mikoto and the other had two girls by the hand and walked them into the next room.
"Ok kids first one of your Onee-chan's are going to read you a story." Miki said. All of the little kids cheered as Uiharu sat in front of them reading them the story of an English fairy tale Little Red Riding Hood. The kids sat Indian sytle with their big round eyes glued to Uiharu, even Shana seemed interested in the story.
Next all the kid's were given a sheet of paper and a pack of crayons, one pack for three kids to share. They were to draw houses they would like to live in, in the future. Some of the kids were fighting over the colors they wanted, but the older girls broke up the fighting and convened them to share. While Shana was drawing her house she jumped when she felt someone come up from behind her. It was Megu, she stuck two finger between the leg holes of Shana's diaper. "Just checking to see if you're wet you can go back to drawing now." Megu said checking the girl sitting next to Shana. Shana was left completely stunned.
Later in the afternoon lunch was served, a tray with a red sticker was placed in front of Shana. Shana looked around to see some of the other girls were being fed their lunch Shana paid no mine and was ready to dig in when Uiharu sat down next to her.
"Oh Shana-Chan you have a red sticker on your plate also, that mean's I have to feed you." Uiharu said.
"What but why do you have to do that?" Shana asked.
"Maime-San told us any kids with a red sticker on their tray must be fed their lunch." Uiharu replied. Shana looked around and noticed she was being watched my Maime, She allowed Uiharu to spoon feed her the soup and the bit's of fried chicken on her plate, she was blushing the whole time. Shana looked around and saw one girl drinking her lunch from a bottle.
"Ok if someone put's a freak'in bottle in front of me I'm outta here." Shana said angrily. Uiharu smiled nervously as she hid a bottle behind her back meant for Shana.
After lunch was over it was now playtime, Shana sat against a wall and watched the little kids play with their toy's. Out of the corner of her eyes Shana saw one of the girls leaving the room, she looked over at Miki, Megu and the other girls to alert them but looked like they already has their hands full so Shana went after the little girl. The girl was half way down the hall when Shana finally caught up to her. "Why did you leave this class room by yourself?" Shana asked nicely.
"I had to go potty but I didn't make it." The girl responded showing her diaper to Shana, their was a pale yellow stain right in the front.
"Can you feel when you have to go potty?" Shana asked the girl crouching down to eye level with her.
"A little, you see mommy never potty trained me so when I came to live here I was put in the same group with other girl's who were never potty trained also." The girl responded back again.
"Aww! Well I think it's good that you're trying to be a big girl and use the potty." Shana patted the young girl on head.
"What do you two think your doing out in the hall at this time?" A strict sounding voice came from down the hall, it was another teacher. The teacher eyeballed both Shana and the little girl. "Still wetting yourself Alice, such a sick child!"
The little girl, Alice hid behind Shana's let shaking. "Who do you think you are and why would you say such a thing?" Shana yelled at the lady.
"I'm the vice principal at this day care center and my name Tiyumi Kireno and I'm only telling the truth." She sneered. "A child her age with no medical problems wetting her like a drooling newborn; the sight of her make's me sick!"
At this point Alice was now crying. Shana picked her up trying to comfort her by gently rocking her in her arm's. "You're the one who's sick; I don't know where you get off talking to kids this way but it not right."
"What's not right is seeing a girl your age wearing a diaper, you must be a problem child like the rest of these brat's in this center for freaks, and mommy didn't want you anymore." At this point Shana was filled with rage she wanted to hurt that lady to the point of killing her but she held her anger in and walked away still carrying Alice in her arms. "I bet your parents are happy to have a disaster like you out their lives aren't they?" The woman taunted again.
Shana was about to snap, she could feel the black wind state slowly taking over her, She sat Alice down and glared at the woman trying to hold herself back. "It's people like you in this world who just need to drop dead." Shana growled.
"No you're the one who going to be doing the dropping!" Tiyumi sneered, she lifted up her arm and flexed her right hand, Shana felt a great force surrounding her body and the next thing she knew she was sent flying back slamming into the wall behind her. "Now where's that little mouth of yours you little brat, is their anything else you would like to say-" Tiyumi stopped when all of a sudden she found her self upside down in midair and fell to the ground face first then servile nails were stuck through her clothes pinning her to the ground.
"Tiyumi Kireno was it?" A voiced asked. "Well Tiyumi Kireno you have been accused of physically and verbally abusing the kids in this daycare and have been under investigation for a survival months."
"Now we have concrete proof of your abusiveness." Another voice added.
"Who are you two, your not volunteer workers?" Tiyumi yelled struggling to get free.
"Yes you are right. We are from Judgment, and I Shirai Kuroko am placing you under arrest." Kuroko walked up to Tiyumi with a pair of handcuffs at hand. Kuroko then felt an enormous pressure crushing her entire body, she then felt her self get thrown the ceiling and fell back on the ground.
"No Shirai-San!" Uiharu yelled running to her partner, she felt the same force and was thrown back but a strong gust of wind coming from the opposite direction slowed Uiharu down and was she caught by Saten before hitting the wall behind her.
Tiyumi was back on her feet and had her sight's set on Saten and Uiharu but Mikoto shot servile bust of static electricity at her, and Shana shot a huge ball of wind at her, both attacks came in contact knocking her down to the ground. Tiyumi did not stay down for long, she fill the whole hallway her power slamming everyone to the ground.
Teacher from the other classroom's herd the commotion coming from the hall and checked to see what was happing. Miki, Megu and Maime all saw the girls lying on the ground groaning from their injuries and rushed over to help them. "Tiyumi-San what is the meaning of this?" Maime asked angrily. Tiyumi smirked and threw Maime back using her power. Uiharu jumped at Tiyumi wrapping her arm's around Tiyumi's waist trying to stop her from using her power again. Suddenly the power goes out and every thing is pitch black, the light's come back on and Tiyumi and Uiharu are no where to be found. Panic quickly fills the hallway.
"Uiharu no!" Shana grunted getting back up to her feet. The others slowly get's up extremely worried wondering where Tiyumi took Uiharu.
To be continued