A/N
Italics is Roza's thoughts, bold is the pack mind.
Disclaimer
I don't own Twilight or any of its characters. If you don't recognize someone, it is probably from my imagination.
Pounding, pounding, pounding. That was all I could focus on. I had been running for hours now and I still wasn't tired. My energy seemed endless and I was kinda amazed. But that wasn't what held my attention. I had just punched my dad in the face and then run away. I was in deep trouble now and how was I ever going to be able to get on his good graces again.
How could I not have seen that! I am so stupid and now he probably hates my guts and will never want to see me again. How am I going to learn to live as a werewolf? And why do my emotions keep going wacko?! I am goi-
Dude, you have got to chill out.
It was the new dude in my head. The dude I didn't know but who was following me.
I can tell you from experience that Sam has taken worse hits than that one and I highly doubt that he will hate you from now on. But I have to say, that is a shocker that you are his girl.
I came to a stop as I thought about these things. My life was now a trainwreck and I had just made everything worse by hurting my dad. I was pissed off at him but that didn't excuse the punching in the face.
Ok, you have really got to stop thinking so hard, you're giving me a headache.
A gray wolf stepped next to me and into my line of sight. He was big like me but he was a cool color. His fur wasn't just a mixture of gray, he had flecks of black and white in the most unusual patterns. Most wouldn't notice it but it was really cool.
Huh, I never even thought about that before. I guess I do have cool fur...but you aren't too bad yourself you know.
He began to circle me and I didn't like it. It made me feel uncomfortable and before I realized what I was doing, I was growling lowly. When I realized that, I made myself stop and got up to move so that I could face the stranger again. I needed to sleep or something, because I was acting like a complete a total girl and I hated that fact.
You do know that in most places that move would be called creepy and you would probably be marked as a stalker.
He started laughing in a wolfy, barking way.
Sorry. By the way, my name is Embry...I would shake your hand, but as you can see, I don't have one.
That made me start chuckling, Pleased to meet you, I'm Roza, the long lost daughter of Sam and the girl who has probably killed every chance of being on good terms with my...him
I sobered immediately when I thought of that again. How the hell was I supposed to face him again.
EMBRY! ROZA!
It was Sam.
I need you two to come back. Roza, we need to talk and I prefer doing that in human form. Hurry back both of you!
I felt Sam leave again and I also felt a very strange sense of urgency. I looked at Embry and he shrugged.
Guess we better go. By the way, it is no use trying to get past Sam's orders. He is alpha and it is literally impossible to disobey his commands.
But I don't want to go back. I dont' want to face him again. He...I...help
My last word came out with a whine and Embry quickly came over by me a nudged my side a little. I was sitting on my haunches and my head was hanging low. But with his slight nudge. I looked at him.
Oh come on Roza. He isn't that bad. Yes he can be all stuck up and leader-like, but underneath, he is a big softy, especially for his family. You should see the way he treats Emily. Uh, I'll let him explain that one, but for now, lets get back. I'll race ya.
I had looked at him strangely when he mentioned Emily. I wondered who she was, but I was kinda afraid to ask. He was already far away and I figured that I should try and catch up to him. Off I went and was soon speeding through trees and over hills, slowly but surely catching up to Embry.
My feet seemed to fly over the ground and I didn't think that I would ever get tired of running. I felt so free and happy, not to mention in shape.
haha it is pretty fun. Life as a wolf isn't all bad. Sure it has its hardships, but it is really fun.
I could only imagine all the fun I could have.
What else is fun? Like what do you do for fun?
Well that depends. I like having bonfires, going swimming, riding bikes with Jake and oh! There is cliff diving! You have got to try it. It's a big adrenaline rush.
I had to admit, it sounded like fun. Maybe I would be able to try it soon. Within an hour, I could smell humans again and I knew that we were getting close. I was getting more and more nervous as we got closer. I really didn't want to have to face...dad.
God! You are such a worry-wort. Sam won't be mad, actually I bet ya that he will be proud that you can hit that hard. You have a good arm, not that I am surprised. All werewolves have super strength, but still.
I was only slightly comforted, but still for the most part, I was nervous as hell.
Ok, how bout I make you a bet. I bet you ten bucks that Sam will not be mad at you, but impressed. Deal?
I had to laugh. He was such a boy.
Ok deal. You have a bet, but I hope that you are ready to pay!
He chuckled and shook his head. We began to slow down as we neared the tree line. I looked at Embry and he wolf-smiled at me.
I'll be right back. Try not to change till I get back with some clothes.
He winked and I playfully snapped at him but he was already bounding toward the house. In a few minutes, he came back with a peice of clothing in his hand. I carefully took the clothing in my mouth and was about to head back into the forest a little when I felt Embry's hand on my flank.
"It will be alright, you'll see. And...don't run away again. That would be uncool."
I barked a laugh and pushed him off his feet with my head before running into the forest.
A/N
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