Chapter 4

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MWAH Emma

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Ugh, I hate mornings. Today is the first day of my senior year, I know-what is an 18 year old turning 19 still doing at school? Well truth is I don't want to tell you, but I will anyway. I joined the marines the beginning of my 'real' senior year, but meh, you know I got some pretty cool cash and some and gained toned muscles, but I lost something, well threw it away, I used to feel guilty but after that horrid night, screw her-since she moved on so can I. Today is my first day of Forks High-oh yay! Not.

Forks is a shit hole, there's nothing here and you have to drive 45 minutes out of town to a different town to go anywhere. Why not just move to Port Angeles, but anyway its 6:30 and I have to get up and start my 'learning'.

I grabbed the first items of clothes that touched my fingers-pants and a shirt, nothing special. I grabbed a granola bar and headed for my silver Volvo, in other words my baby. Alice already left 10 minutes before I woke up something about meeting friends or what ever.

So I started driving down the highway till I came across a small sign saying Forks High, I guessed that was it.

I parked in the parking lot-all the other cars were beat up trucks, cars and vans. I hoped no one scratched my baby. I made my way to the office and saw an older woman of around 35 or so, with a name tag-Mrs Cope. "Hey, I'm new here I'm…." She cut me off

"You're Mr Cullen, Alice's brother?" she asked

"Yep" I popped the p.

She nodded her head "Here is your timetable and map of the school even though you probably shouldn't need it" she breathed

"Ok thanks" I grabbed the paper she was holding out for me and walked out of the office, I glanced at my watch and saw it was 5 minutes till school started. I began my very short walk to trig. 'This day cant get any better' I thought as I walked in, grabbing a seat near the back.

Bing Bing Bing Bing

Class was boring, as always. Today was very very very shit, shittiest day of my life, or close enough to it. My worst day is always on the tip of my tongue, never letting me forget it and I'm not sure I want to. I want to remember how shit it really was-to remind myself of the mistakes I made.

I left for second session-a legal study which was even worse than Trig, as all I did was sit there and do absolutely nothing. So boy was I happy when the bell rang, I ran out of there like a bat out of hell.

I was walking rather fast and not looking where I was walking when I ran into someone, a chick judging by the size of them. She was about to fall over when I grabbed her wrists and steadied her, she was blushing, not like tomato but in a cute this is embarrassing way, she was only a light shade pink. That's when I noticed the rest of her. To say she was hot would be an understatement-she was gorgeous with ripped jeans, knee high lightish brown (come on, I'm a guy, how am I supposed to know what colour) boots, and a silver and black sleeveless shirt.

Her hair was really pretty-it outlined her face. She mumbled something like an apology, and how she is a really big klutz. I started to laugh. She looked up into my eyes, her eyes were so familiar yet so new, I was sure I would know that brown colour anywhere. She looked really shocked. I smirked, maybe I can move on. Her face paled like ghost white. What was wrong? Did I do something? I kept questioning myself.

"Hey are you…." I began but she cut me off.

"Yes, I'm fine" she replied, though I was really worried as she really did look like a ghost.

"Are you sure?" I asked again-she didn't look ok, she looked the complete opposite.

"Actually no" she whisper yelled and I felt like it was an accusation not a statement. Why would I purposely hurt her, she was my angel. 'Whoa angel take a step back, buddy and rewind!' I thought. My angel? Mental breakdown much?

"I'm hurt" she whispered. She drawled out the two words just to make me feel worse, even though it wasn't possible.

"Do you want me to take you to the nurse?" I asked worriedly. She pouted and it was adorable, she was beyond gorgeous-like a goddess, a remarkable kind of beauty, and I have only given that to one other person but she is out of my life now. It was time for me to move on from Bella, after she moved on from me.

"No, I can get my friend to take me" She walked past me into the cafeteria and I felt all the heat around me disappear, I was cold without her warmth, without her body in mine. I walked out of the cafeteria and into my Volvo, where I sat just listening to music. About 40 minutes later I heard the bell ring, I jumped up and made my way to my next class-Bio. I walked in and saw the goddess all by herself, with an empty seat next to her, I was going to find out her name. I gave the teacher my slip and walked down to her table. Sitting down, I tugged on her iPod earphone until came out of her ear. She growled-it was really scary but sexy in a way. "Mike, fuck off before I sock you in the jaw ok?" She thought I was Mike Newton, the freak that thinks he is cool. I laughed

"Feisty much?" I laughed even harder at her expression as she looked up at me and fell off her stool.

I heard her squeal "Fuck!" I quickly reached out and grabbed her around the waist and pulled her into my lap. She realised where she was and climbed out of my lap and ran out of class. 'Great asshole you scared her off'I thought angrily to myself. After that, the rest of the school was just as boring as the start. I walked out of school and into my Volvo, driving home in time to catch Alice and her friend leaving the house.

"Alice where are you going?" I asked.

"I'm" her friend elbowed her "We" she exhaled "Are going to a friend's house" I nodded

"Have fun" I laughed.

"Oh and Eddie… Emmett and Jasper are coming over this afternoon, please be nice and socialise like you used to before you left?" she pleaded giving me her puppy dog eyes.

"Yes I will Alice now go…. Have fun" they walked out of the house and into her yellow Porsche.

About 20 minutes after the girls left Emmett and Jasper showed up with x box game and pop corn, just like old times. Emmett and I were in the middle of a major competition on racing the cars, I was in the lead and he was on my tail. We had been playing for about 2 hours. Right before the finish line the phone rang.

"Jasper can you get it" I tried to yell without losing concentration but unfortunately didn't succeed as Emmett went past me and was now just beating me. We were on the final turn when the TV went black. Emmett and I were just sitting there gaping at the now blank TV.

"TV, gone, game gone" Emmett muttered

"Get up" Jasper yelled and Emmett and I looked at him weirdly and angrily. "Something happened at Bells' house" he breathed. Bells-that name reminds me so much of my Bella, the one person I have truly loved. "Alice fainted" Emmett and I both got out of our seats and headed out the door to my Volvo. We got in and sped down the streets until I realised I didn't know where this Bella chick lived.

The car was silent. "Um, guys" they both looked at me. "Where does said Bells live?" I laughed, they joined in.

They told me the address and we were there in seconds. Jasper and Emmett just walked into this person's house. "Ange, Bells" Jasper called loudly. The girl from my house ran down the stairs, she looked really shaken.

She ran up to Jasper. "I am so sorry Jazz, we were having 'girl talk'. Bella said something really shocking about her past and she just passed out, Bella managed to go down with her and break her fall but she is still out cold." She laughed nervously.

"Where is she" he asked just as nervously she nodded her head.

"Bella's room" he nodded his head and went upstairs.

We were all sitting on the couches in the living room when I heard screaming from up stairs. I walked to the bottom of the stairs to hear more clearly. "How could you not tell me sooner?" Alice yelled.

"Because I didn't want you to react like this" the other person, Bella, yelled. Her voice was so familiar. "I didn't want anyone to know, it's no-one's business but mine" she continued

"But I'm your best friend, you could have told me!" Alice began to cry.

"Guys, I think we should all go downstairs and work it all out." Good old Jasper-always thinking of people's feelings. They began to come down the stairs and I evacuated back to the couches.

In walked a red and blotchy Alice followed by a red and blotchy angel, who I know now as Bella, and very confused looking Jasper. Bella saw me and stiffened. Great. What did I ever do to her?

She went and sat on the floor in front of Angela. "So Bella, please do explain." Alice sneered.

"Alice what is your problem?" Angela hissed

"Well Ange, why don't you ask Bells here to explain her past to…" she pointed to everyone and leaving her finger pointed at me. "Everyone here especially him." She jabbed her finger at me again. Now I was confused why I would need to know.

"Alice stop it!" Bella yelled. "Just stop it!" she started crying. Alice's face faltered but didn't soften "I will ok! I'll tell him!" Bella pointed to me. "Everything, would that make you happy Alice?"

Alice's mask dropped "You know I don't like to see you like this Bella but you should have told all of us the truth." she said sternly.

"Fine." Bella stood up and looked directly at me "Do you honestly not recognise me?" she questioned. I looked at her more deeply, there were certain familiarities that I have seen before, but I couldn't think of where.

"No, sorry," I smiled sadly she rolled her eyes as she looked at every one else.

"Everyone better listen up and listen good. My name is Isabella Swan…"

With those words, my thoughts went haywire. 'Oh my god Bella is my Bella. My angel, my goddess, she is my girl, and she isn't the same as she was before. But I still love her!'

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