CHAPTER 4
Well on this particular morning I was walking to school and I noticed… there were less kids. I mean it's understandable that you hate school but you guys are dumb. You need to put some education into your brains! Ahem! Back on the tangent which is I notice less kid around. Shrugging it off I head to class. Tsuna wasn't there… what a bummer. Looking around I found that there were only six kids in class. I walk over to some random guy, "Hey, where is everyone?" he looked at me seriously. "Oh yeah, you're new. Someone is targeting Nami Jr.'s students. Half are in the hospital and few half have ditched school. They're probably at the hospital aswell." I furrow my brows. "Kyoko's brother was attacked." Who?
I thanked the dude and sat back on my seat. The teacher didn't come in today- OH YEAH! I FORGOT! We got a new teacher, apparently that elite was a fraud. Right, I had nothing better to do so I started playing Angry Birds. I got bored like fifteen minutes later and really wanted to chat up with someone. I may be anti-social but I'm still human. I only knew Gokudera and Yamamoto, they creep me out but still I was so booored! Deciding that they wouldn't kill me I walked over to the more friendlier of the two. "Hey! Yamamoto right? Wasup?" I asked awkwardly. The boy looked at me grinned. "Hey Rin!" and we chatted-well mostly him, I was just listening- for the whole day.
I reached my house rather early; I didn't feel like strolling and humming. "I'm Ho-" holy crap! I saw my mom beating some messy looking guy in a lab coat with her shoe. "For the last time I AM A FUCKING MOM!" she yelled. Oookay! I'll pretend I didn't hear that. Pitying the poor man I half yelled, "I'm back!" my mom froze, she looked at me and let go of the lab coat man, and "Oomph!" yeah he kissed the floor. "Rin! You're back?" she asked nervously. At that moment I really wanted to say, "I'm Rin and I am Home…" but I didn't. "Yeah."
Turns out that perverted man ('cause he tried to hit on me before mom threatened him with a knife) was a doctor and my mom's acquaintance from her time in Italy. His name was Shamal and thank heavens mom kicked him out before dinner. I watched mom cook. "So you never told me about Italy except for meeting dad…" I started. "How did you meet him anyways?" I asked taking a bite of celery. Mom smiled as she chopped carrots. "Your dad was an amazing man." She said softly.
Ryoko was shocked when her daughter asked her about her husband but she smiled as his mischievous smile flashed across her eyes. "Your dad was an amazing man." She started. "I was only sixteen when I first met your dad, Angelo. I bumped into him in a social party; both our dads were into…um..." Ryoko hesitated looking for a word. "Business." shefinally said. Rin looked at her, eyes full of curiosity. "We met many times before we became friends and eventually fell in love. Your father was a true gentleman; he was truly an angel just like his name." Ryoko grinned making her daughter giggle. "Anyways we were really happy and when I was seventeen I was already blessed with you. We were so excited and ecstatic!" she exclaimed. "Then what happened?" Rin asked quietly. Ryoko looked at her hands, "Our fathers found out. His father couldn't except that so he took away Angelo and disappeared and I returned to Japan with my dad. I never saw him after that." Tears were brimming at the corners of her eyes. "Oh mom…"
Ryoko wiped her tears with the back of her hand and shook her head. "But even still! Your dad was a good man and I am so lucky I got you." Ryoko smiled at her daughter. Rin forced a smile.
The dinner was quiet, Rin was still thinking about that story her mom told her. It was obvious she still loved that man. After dinner when the girl went to bed she thought, just thought.
I was in bed when a song came to my mind, honestly I never knew my dad but I still wanted him in my life, our lives. It'd be cool to brag about an awesome dad which I don't have. Speaking of dad when I went to Tsuna's house I didn't see his dad either, which brought me to think was he like me? And an insomniac night began with me singing a lame emotional song as I thought. Bugger…
"On the night everywhere is dead silent
Snow falls down
On my palms I hold up
Snow falls and melts in a moment
What a transient life
Snow like a light piles up without a sound
You gather it and smile
"What does my voice sound like now?"
Even if I reply, you can't hear anything anymore
Tell me you feel painful, tell me you are lonely
I'll find you anywhere...
Please don't leave me alone, please, I beg you
Aren't we sharing one soul?
As snow piles up, you gradually wither
I can't do anything but hold you tight
If possible, just one more time, let me hear your voice
One more time, just one more time
Call out my name...
Your empty eyes are out of focus, I see one drop in them
In the gray world everything is motionless but the snow
You're getting cold, your voice is gone
We can't even melt each other as one
Listen to me, smile to me again
Having no more tears, I can't melt you with my tears...
If possible, take my voice away and give it to my precious one
If I'm to be left in the world without you
Let me wither with you
I love you, unable to tell you so
Our world is reaching its end
How hard I scream, neither your voice nor yourself will come back
AAAAAHHHHH
Snow showers, I beg you please don't stop falling
And take me away with her
Let everything wither with my miserable voice
Let it all white..."
Life is miserable but I'm Hisoka Rin and knowing me I know I can cope 'cause I'm badass like hell! I just wish I didn't have to…
AND I AM SO SORRY FOR DISAPPEARINGLIKE A LITTLE SHIT. I TRIED WRITING A BIT TOUCHY FEELY. HOW WAS IT?
AND THE SONG IS ... YES IT IS "SOUNDLESS VOICE" BY LEN AND ALSO VALSHE...PSST IT THE BETTER VERSION.
I WAS READING ONE OF MY MOST FAVORITEFANFIC, IT'S CALLED "DEVILS LIKE TO PLAY" AND THE AUTHOR DOES "CHARACTER SHET" WHICH IS BASICALLY READERS ASKING QUESTIONS FROM THE CHARACTERS AND THE AUTHOR ASWELL. SO I WAS HOPING IF I COULD DO THE SAME... IF YOU WANT YOU CAN SEND SOME QUESTIONS AND OR COMMENTS MY WAY AND THE CAST OF THIS STORY WILL ANSWER TO THE BEST OF THEIR ABILITIES.
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