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Chapter 4: Teach Me How To Be Loved

Tori was happy, she was in love and she was happy. She was currently sitting on her couch, waiting for Jade to come over. It was raining and the weather men were saying it was one of the only thunder storms in LA. She had her dad carry her downstairs for the movie date she was going to have with Jade, they were going to stay in and watch movies together all night and Jade would sleep over if she got too tired to drive. Tori blushed, she had been thinking about 'The Deed' all day, would Jade want to. Tori wasn't a virgin, it was evident in the way she had danced but she wasn't exactly experienced. She hadn't had an orgasm, ever and she didn't know what all the hoopla was about, but she was afraid. Jade probably knew exactly what to do in the bedroom, Tori had never really taken charge, the guy she had been with really didn't know what he was doing and she just thought that it was supposed to be that way.

The doorbell rang her out of her thoughts, she jumped and blushed feeling caught. She hopped up on one foot and grabbed her crutches from beside her and walked herself to the door. She opened it to find Jade standing there drenched in the rain with her bag in her hand with her eyeliner dripping down her face, "Hey T- Tori.." Tori could hear it in her voice, something was wrong, "Jade come in... What's wrong?" she asked, afraid of the answer. Jade sniffled and came in soaking wet, Tori hopped her way up the stairs and Jade silently followed her. She turned the shower on and turned toward Jade again, "Are you gonna talk to me? What's going on?" she asked her sitting on the grey fluffy toilet cover. Jade just shrugged her shoulders and pulled her soaked jacket from her body and dropped it on the floor. She looked down at Tori who was determined for Jade to talk to her, "We can talk after the shower. Please?" she asked with a soft tone to her voice that only Tori would hear. Tori noticed and nodded, she looked up to see that Jade was now stripping out of her clothes, "Jade!" Tori yelped and covered her eyes abruptly.

"Sorry, my body must be one horrendous sight." Jade said bitterly, Tori looked up and frowned, "Your body is absolutely beautiful just like you. I just want you to warn me before you just begin stripping. Now please don't say things like that about yourself. You are beautiful and I love you." Tori spoke softly as if it were a whisper, a secret that would soon reach the world, a caterpillar soon to blossom into a beautiful butterfly for the whole world to see. Jade just began sobbing, the tears began to fall frantically, Tori grabbed her girlfriend towards her and cradled her on now misty floor next to the shower. "Shh...It's ok, when we get out of the shower we can talk about it." Jade just nodded to her words, they both stood and Jade began taking her clothes off. When she was down to her bra and underwear Tori stopped her, Tori pulled herself up to lean against the sink and was now behind Jade, slowly she unclasped her bra and let the fabric fall to the floor limply. Jade's breathing became ragged and she was sure her heart would come out of her chest, she fidgeted in front of Tori. Jade could not see Tori's reaction to the scars that traced so easily over her back and she was afraid, would Tori be disgusted? Jade had begun to panic until she felt something wet and soft on her back, was Tori kissing her back? The next set of pecks and the sounds assured her that she was being kissed on her scars by Tori Vega. Jade's hair was swept from her back and pushed over her shoulder as Tori kissed her along her shoulder and neck. Jade shivered, not from the cold that she had previously felt, it was from the touch of Tori Vega. Tori finally pulled away and helped herself out of the room, leaving Jade standing there in a daze.

30 minutes later, Jade had come out and was now getting dressed in the clothes that she had brought with her, a black t-shirt and a pair of cut off sweat pants that said 'Bite Me' on the butt. Tori smiled at the sound of the shower shutting off and was already in her pajamas, a blue tank top that hugged her curvy waist and a pair of blue shorty shorts that showed off her amazing legs. Jade licked her lips involuntarily as she watched Tori dig through some drawers in her room. Jade walked up behind her lovely girlfriend and pushed herself into her ass, Tori moaned and lifted her head up. As she spun around, careful not to hurt her leg she looked at Jade. "Jade, are you trying to get me in bed?" she asked giggling, Jade smiled and soon her smile fell as she remembered earlier. "Want to talk about it?" Tori asked after noticing the sudden change of mood, Jade shrugged. She helped Tori over to the bed and they sat facing each other, "So what's going on babe?" Jade smiled at the pet name that Tori had made for her, "My mom... She found out that I am gay and she isn't happy about it." Tori nodded at her waiting for Jade to go on, "She said that she didn't have me to become a lesbian, she wants me to be fixed, she said I won't amount to anything if I live my life like this..." Jade finished with a whisper, Tori hugged Jade to her body and soothed her. "Well she's wrong, I love you. You will be any and everything you want to be. I promise."

After the sob fest Jade helped Tori down the stairs and to the couch as she got the popcorn from the kitchen, "Ok so which movie do you want to watch first?" Tori said cheerily as she sat on the couch. Her leg was feeling a lot better, she could walk she just didn't want to risk getting hurt or was it just that she liked Jade's arms around her to help her walk around. "Um please don't tell me we are watching a stupid romance flick." Jade said groaning as she plopped down next to her, "Well if we are watching horror you better hold onto me." Tori said with a pout on her face, Jade chuckled and pulled the latina into her arms so that Tori was leaning on her shoulder with her arms wrapped around her. "Um let's watch the Scissoring." Jade said as she got up to turn the lights off, "I'm seriously afraid now. Remember when you used to threaten me with your scissors saying starting with the pretty one?" Tori said with a fearful look on her face. Jade chuckled and turned the movie on, Tori shrugged and moved herself in closer to Jade and braced herself for the horror that was to come.

"Ahh!" Tori yelped as she held on to Jade, Jade's body shook as she chuckled at her girlfriend. "Jade it's not funny. That was not a good ending to a movie." Tori said pouting, Jade kissed her bottom lip eagerly. "Oh shut up. You know you loved my arms being around you the entire time anyway." Tori rolled her eyes but was smiling, "Yeah, yeah, yeah. Anyway can we move on to something not so scary or play a game or something?" she said looking bored, Jade chuckled and smiled nodding her head. They had already watched 3 movies and it was now 9 o'clock, Tori's parents had both gone on a weekend trip for their anniversary while Trina went to stay at a friend's house. "Ok let's play 'Never Have I Ever.' Since your dad's a cop we won't drink any alcohol. Let's just save that for my place." Tori looked up and blushed at the tone of Jade's voice, it was so sultry. She smiled and nodded after composing herself, "Ok let's play but can you go first. I've played I'm just not that familiar with it." Jade smiled and chuckled darkly, Tori gulped knowing she was in for it, Jade just looked at her and began.

At their second round, Jade had won the first round, both girls had one finger left standing as Tori had admitted to never kissing a girl before. Of course Jade had, but that was at least a year ago and the girl didn't mean anything, not like Tori did. "Ok um never have I ever... had a one night stand." Jade said, she internally smiled when Tori kept a finger up, she had chosen this game to figure more out about her girlfriend. "Ok erm, never have I ever had an orgasm." the words just fell out of Tori's mouth so easily and even though Jade had dropped a finger she was unbelievably shocked by the fact that Tori had never had an orgasm. Her mouth was open, she just stared at Tori while Tori blushed with even more embarrassment. Tori just got up slowly and hopped out of the room and into the kitchen, Jade finally realized what had just happened and went after Tori. She walked into the kitchen to see Tori on the floor with her head in her hands, "Tori, babe don't cry." Tori looked up and her whole face was red, she had tears in her eyes but they hadn't yet fallen. Jade picked her up in her arms and peppered her face with kisses. "I think it's cute that you haven't had an orgasm. That just means that I will maybe be your first to give that to you, if you allow it." Tori laughed at how sweet Jade was being with such an embarrassing subject.

The rest of the night they watched whatever Tori wanted to watch but Jade wasn't paying attention, she was thinking about how she was going to possibly, hopefully, be Tori's first to give her an orgasm. She smiled at the girl next to her who had fallen asleep, "I love you" she whispered and picked her up, carrying her to her bedroom. She slipped into bed with her and the last thing she heard was, "I love you too Jade." Jade fell asleep with a smile on her face, only to dream about little dark haired children with tan skin and green eyes.

AN: I HOPED YOU LIKED IT...
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TwilightLover265