Okay so I thought I'd take the time to thank each and every person that has read and liked it, I've been walking round with a massive grin on my face all day

ladymoroe97: Just to answer your question, I do know that i call him that and I have apologised for it but I will do it again for you...SORRY! This story was origionally on FictionPress but I wasnt getting much of a responce so I thought I could try on here next. Dimitris origional name was Jake so again sorry for the confusion there! Thanks for the review!

Also would like to say sorry for not updating yesterday but it was my birthday so I hope you can forgive me for that...?

Anyway enough of me...here's the next chapter (and please don't hate me!)

Previously…

'Rose what is this?' He asked as he ran his hand along the line of one of my belts to my back where my wings were strapped to my back. I sprung away from him with fear and stared at him. What the hell do I do?

'Rose what's going on?' he demanded and took a step towards me which I counterbalanced with a step back. This was feeling an awful lot like what happened with the three guys earlier. 'Rose what the hell was that on your back?'

I took another step back and just stared at him wide eyes, not knowing what to say or what to do.

'ROSE!'

I flinched at his voice and started frantically looking around his room trying to find an exit to get away from him. All I saw was a locked window and the door we came in so I ran for it, hoping to get there before him but he knew what I was planning on doing and get there before me and blocked the door with his body.

'Please Rose, please tell me what's going on with you.'

'I…uhh…' I didn't know what to say so I just kept on stuttering. What do you say in a situation like this though? Only one other person had found out about me and I never wanted to relive the feeling I felt as she walked out on me in disgust.

'Please Rose; just tell me what's going on'. He pleaded with me and reached out to grab my hand but I took another step out of his reach. I could see a flash of hurt in his eyes before he quickly covered it up and crossed his arms over his chest.

I sighed and slumped my shoulders in defeat, knowing that I won't be able to get out of here until I tell him at least something. 'They were belts' I whispered and turned away from him hugging myself.

'Why would you have belts strapped around your stomach?'

I walked away from him and hugged myself tighter; I have no idea how I'm supposed to start this.

I sighed 'I have no idea how to start this' I whispered voicing my thoughts.

It was supposed to be a rhetorical question just for me to hear but I must have said it loader then I thought because Dimitri responded 'just start at the beginning and start working your way forward'.

I sighed again in frustration at myself, about what I'm about to do and turn around to face him. 'It will be a lot easier to show you to be honest'.

'Okay fine show me, whatever, I just want to know what is going on with you. Maybe I can help.'

I laughed 'you can't help me Dimitri, no one can, believe me I have tried so many different things. Have tried ripping them off feather by feather, I've tried ripping the skin of the bone, hell I've even tried pulling them out but no matter what I did it would all just grow back. I went through all that agonising pain to get rid of them just for it to all grow back a few days later. You won't understand it and you certainly can't help me.' I had silent tears trickling down my face at this point and I swiped them away furiously with the back of my hand. I have cried more today then I have in a long time.

'What are you talking about Rose? What's all this about feathers and skin and stuff?'

I laughed 'I told you it would be easier for me to show you then tell you; you wouldn't believe me otherwise.'

'Of course I would Rose; please just tell me what's going on with you'.

'Fine!' I yelled and shoved my jacket of my shoulders and let it fall to the floor. Next I gripped the hem of my shirt and started to tug it off me but Dimitri ran up to me and held my hands down to stop me.

'What are you doing?' he asked, shocked.

'I'm showing you' I growled and pulled away from him, 'lock the door' I growled. When it was locked I took another deep breath and found the hem of my shirt again and pulled it up. I knew when the first belt was on show because I heard Dimitri's intake of breath but I fought through my self-consciousness and pulled my top all the way off my head and threw it on the floor.

I was now standing in front of him in just my leggings, boots and a bra with my three belts strapped across my stomach. I looked up at Dimitri to see that he was staring at me wide eyed and I had to laugh at him as this wasn't even the thing I'd been hiding from people my whole life. Slowly I started to undo my belts, slightly flinching in pain each time as I had to tighten them against my bruised skin to get them off. Dimitri noticed this and took a step towards me, looking like he wanted to help but I shook my head 'Its fine, I'm used to it by now'.

Dimitri didn't look happy about that but sat down on his bed anyway showing that he'll be quiet.

I nodded and went back to undoing the last belt and as it fell to the floor I sighed at the felling of not being restricted. I knew that the only reason that he couldn't see them at the moment was because the tips were tucked into the waist band of my leggings. It was a little uncomfortable but I knew I needed to let him get used to me like this, with the bruises, before I can show him what I have really been hiding for half my life.

I took a deep breath and looked at Dimitri strait in the eye wanting to get this message across. 'Now I want you to know that no matter what you see you have to remember that I will not hurt you and you have nothing to fear by me okay?' It was the same speech I had given to the only other person that knew the real me and it had worked for a little while until she thought that I was harmful and a danger to her.

I looked back at Dimitri to see that he was slowly nodding with his hands clenched in his lap and was sitting stock still on his bed, not moving a muscle. I took his nod as confirmation to continue so I slowly reached behind me and pulled out the tip of my wings from my leggings so I could slowly uncurl them to their full wing span, not taking my eyes off Dimitri for a second.

I saw the shock and fear on his face as he saw my wings slowly uncurl behind me. I knew at that moment that he had forgotten what I told him earlier about me not hurting him as he slowly moved away from me, scooting backwards on his bed but never taking his eyes off me. I pulled my wings back in and out of sight from him and took a step forwards but he held his hand up.

'Don't come any closer.'

'Dimitri please-'

'No! You come any closer and I'll…I'll…'

'You'll do what Jake? Call animal patrol, the police, the army! Trust me I have had everything imaginable called to come after me but guess what, I got away so whatever you were planning on doing I'd leave it at that and unlock the window so I can get out of here without your mother seeing me. Remember Dimitri you wanted this, you wanted to see what was going on in my life so here it is.'

I picked up my stuff off of the floor and advanced on him 'open the window Dimitri or I'll just have to break it'.

He scrambled off the bed and took a key from a pot on the window sill and unlocked the window before backing away again.

I sighed at the fearful expression on his face before climbing out the window and soaring into the sky. I honestly thought he was going to be different, that he actually wouldn't care what I have growing out of my back but I guess I was wrong. I let a lone tear fall down my cheek before blinking the rest back and shutting out my emotions. They were the reason that I had agreed to go to his house with him in the first place, they were the reason that I had ended up kissing him and they were the ultimate reason why I had shown him my deepest and darkest secret. All in all, emotions suck.

Don't hate me, don't hate me, don't hate me...please! :)