Pairing: Dougie/Harry 'Pudd'

Disclaimer: I do not own anything to do with McFly, if I did, I'd just buy Harry.

Final chapter of depression. Look out for the spinoff "Wet Dreams and Role Play" again featuring 'Pudd' and the next in the series 'Anger' everything in the series is Pudd so yay.

Dougie woke up beside Harry the next morning with his head on his chest. Dougie moved to get up but as he stepped off the bed Harry started to stir.

"Dougs?" Harry sat up rubbing his eyes, still slightly filled with sleep.

"Yeah Harry?" Dougie sat back down on the bed beside Harry.

"Did you mean what you said last night? You still love me? Even after I was a big asshole to you." Harry looked down at the sheets he was wrapped in avoiding eye contact.

"I did Haz. And I know you meant what you said. Your too sincere. You can't have anyone be mad at you for a while. It's one of your qualities." Dougie kissed Harry on the cheek.

"I wish you didn't have to go Dougs. It feels like yesterdays going to be a one off and I'll never see you again, even when you get out of that place." Harry was still looking down.

"Harry, look at me." Dougie said, Harry lifted his head so he was making direct eye contact with the smaller man.

"Yeah?" Harry replied with a quiet whisper.

"This will never be a one off. I'd never do that to you. I promise you that when I get out of there I'll come straight to you. I want to make this work when I get out Harry. And do you know why?" Dougie asked.

"I think I do. And I also want this to work, but I'm scared I'll fuck it up Dougs. What if I say something to get you into a state like you were in again. I almost lost you once and I don't wanna go through it again." Harry was on the verge of crying right there. He didn't want to reminisce about the past event, but every time Dougie mentioned having a proper relationship he thought of it. He thought of how he'd been the one to make Dougie feel like life wasn't worth living, just because of a simple crush on him. Truth be told, back then Harry liked Dougie but had no idea that Dougie liked him. That reaction was the first that came out of him, offensive or not he knew he should've thought of something to say.

"Harry. You won't fuck it up. Every mistake you made before I've forgiven you for. You saved me Haz. If you hadn't I wouldn't be here right now, and then you would've been feeling like a dick for the rest of your life. Your one choice to save me changed everything Haz. Stopped me dying, may have locked me up but I'm out soon. And above all, its made me your boyfriend." Dougie kissed harry on the cheek again.

"Boyfriend Dougs? I don't know wether you can call it that yet. I mean I love you and everything but..." Harry was stopped by a quick kiss on his lips.

"You really need to know when to stop talking at times Harry. You love me, I love you, we spent the night together, I wasn't meant to see you and I did. I'd say that pretty much makes us boyfriends."

"I love you Dougs."

"I love you Harry. See you in a month."

"I don't want you to leave right now. I'll miss you too much." Harry held Dougie's hand in his hand.

"I know you will. But it's not for long Harry. Thirty one days Haz. Thirty one days." Dougie removed Harry's hand from his and quickly got dressed.

"Love you Harry Mark Christopher Judd." Dougie said as he turned in the doorway to face Harry one last time before exiting the house.

"And I you Dougie Lee Poynter, and I you."

The last thing Harry saw or heard of Dougie before he knew he was gone was the slamming of the front door. Harry lay down on his back, arms behind his head to prop himself up ever so slightly. "Thirty one days. I can wait that long."

When Dougie arrived back at the unit he was greeted by Julia.

"Hi Dougie how was your day out?" Julia asked.

"It was amazing. I saw someone I needed too." Dougie smiled, thinking of his day with Harry.

"Thats a good thing Dougie. But I need to speak to you alone for a second. Can we go into your room for a minute?"

Dougie wondered what she needed to talk to him about. Hopefully she didn't know that he'd gone to see Harry, after all she'd forbidden him from it.

"Dougie. I thought about it, and I realised that it was wrong to stop you seeing Harry. I know that after yesterday you have a lot to talk about so we're going to allow you to have one phone call with him before your allowed out next month."

"Thanks Julia. That would help a lot. I really need to talk to him." Dougie smiled and she walked out the room. 'Phew that was a close one. I really thought she knew.' Dougie walked over to the phone right in the corner of the room. Why they put a phone in this room he didn't know. It was probably just so they could ring someone if he went psycho or something. But now, he was allowed one phonecall with the man he loved. Perfection in his mind.

"Please be at home Haz. Actually its only been an hour so you should still be there." Dougie spoke to himself as he dialled the number.

The phone rang for quite a while. Dougie almost lost hope and put the phone down but then...

"Hello?" came Harry's voice down the other end.

"Haz, its Dougie."

"Dougs? What the fuck? How are you ringing me right now? Are they letting you tell me that they saw you with me and that your there for longer? How much longer are you being told to be in there for Dougs? I can't stand to be without you." Harry started screaming down the phone.

"Harry... Breathe buddy breathe. Calm down." Dougie tried to stop Harry from shouting random questions at him.

"I can't calm down knowing your not gonna be here with me Doug. Thirty one days you said, thirty one days." Harry's words were being choked out, he sounded like he was crying again.

"Harry, its nothing like that. They don't know I was with you. I was allowed one phone call to talk to you as they thought it was unfair I wasn't allowed to see you. So its kind of a win win situation."

"What the hell Dougie? I got worked up just for that? I honestly thought I wasn't going to see you for like another year." Harry was now crying, but with relief. Relief that Dougie would soon be home with him.

"It's still thirty one days Harry. I promise you. I'll be home before you know it. If you love me you'll wait for me." Dougie said to him.

"I'm not only going to wait for you Dougs I'm going to be there to pick you up. Thats how much I love you. I'll be counting down the days till I can see you Dougie. I already miss you."

"I miss you two Harry. I've gotta go. See you in a month."

"Bye Dougs."

When Dougie put the phone down he started crying. Not tears of sadness like he did when he first told Harry he liked him, but tears of happiness. He would see Harry soon. And he knew that the time would pass like that.

Harry was still lying down in bed, just off the phone with Dougie. He was elated.

"OK Judd. Commitment time. You need to remember that Dougie will come first. Stop being a dick at times. Do anything for him. Stop being a dick at times. And finally, make sure he knows you love him."

Harry thought of how he could do that final commitment. Then the idea hit him. He knew what he could do to show him all of his love truly belonged to him, and this time without a tatoo.

The month passed and true to his word Harry picked up Dougie straight from the unit, smiles beaming on both mens faces.

"Missed you Harry." Dougie said hugging the man he hadn't seen in a while.

"Missed you to Dougs. We should get home I got a surprise for you." Harry responded.

Once they'd got back to Harry's house, Harry shut the door and placed Dougies things on the floor.

"Go make yourself at home Dougs." Harry told him.

"Same room as before?" Dougie asked.

"No. Your in the bed we shared a month ago, with me." Harry smiled.

Dougie picked up half of his things and ran upstairs he was stunned when he saw that on the bed was a sheet of paper. Dougie smiled, even from a distance you can't mistake Harry's handwriting, but what did it say on it. Dougie picked up the paper and once he read it his jaw dropped. The words on the paper were ones he didn't think he'd hear for a long time. The paper read "Dougie Lee Poynter, be my husband. Harry Mark Christopher Judd."

Dougie ran downstairs paper in hand and stopped dead in his tracks when he saw Harry down on one knee, a ring in hand.

"I see you found the note then Dougs. So how about it? Marry me. I needed to think of a way to prove my love to you, this is how Dougie. I love you so much and I want you to be mine."

Tears were forming in Dougie's eyes. "You know Harry, I wanted forever to hear you say those words. Untill six months ago, then last month I wanted to hear them again. And now you have. I don't know what to say Haz."

"Say yes. Please Dougs."

"Yes. I'll marry you Harry. I need you in my life. I want you. I crave you..."

Harry got to his feet and kissed Dougie on the lips.

"Whatever you say Dougie I feel the same towards you. I love you. And now your mine."

"I love you two Harry."

Dougie finally felt happy again for the first time since six months ago. He had the man of his dreams proposing to him, now engaged, he was finally out of that unit, and Harry Judd had a tatoo on his arm to show their love, one thing he never thought Harry would do would get a tatoo nearly everyone could see. Finally everything was going the way it was meant to be. No more depression.

And thats the end of depression. Keep your attention to find out when 'Anger' is coming. Or the spinoff, which shall be titled 'Pudd roleplay sessions' which consists of what the title describes. Although the roleplay spinoff will be set after 'Depression' and remember, this is the final chapter of this part of the series.

R&R.

All of the series will be Pudd guys, as I found out their quite a popular McFly Slash (McSlash) pairing. And I fell in love with it myself so... yeah. Should I do a oneshot of the wedding? Or add it into the series? Please let me know.