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Finn turned around to face Rachel who looked like she could break down any minute now.
'I'm sorry Rach' said Finn and he walked up to her and pulled her into a hug. Rachel hugged him back and started crying uncontrollably.
'Hey hey hey' said Finn 'It's gonna be okay we're gonna manage this' Finn himself wanted to cry too but he didn't want Rachel to see his tears so he bit his lip to stop him from wanting to cry. Rachel Berry, the love of his life, was having his baby. At age 18. How could he be so stupid to forget the condom? This was all his fault and he was going to fix it.
'How are is this going to be okay Finn?' whispered Rachel who had wet almost his entire shirt with her tears now.
'We'll figure something out' said Finn 'But I am not going to leave you alone with a baby Rach. I'll be there for you all the time. Through the whole pregnancy and after that. I'll always be there'
'Good' whispered Rachel and she broke the hug to look into his eyes 'But I need you to promise me one thing'
'Anything' said Finn
'If you are going to support me with this you are FULLY going to support me' said Rachel 'That means that you can't walk out of my life whenever you feel like it cause you think it might be good for me. I need you here with me Finn you can't leave me again. Also you can't get drunk anymore or go out. Being a dad means you have to be responsible and that starts during the pregnancy so I want your full support'
'I promise you Rachel that I'll be there for you and our baby' said Finn 'Always'
'Our baby...' whispered Rachel
'It's gonna be a perfect little baby' said Finn and he stroked her cheek 'You know how I know that?'
'How?' asked Rachel
'Because you are it's mother' said Finn and he leaned in to kiss her but Rachel turned her head
'I can't do this Finn' said Rachel 'Not yet. I... I just need my space okay? For now I want us to just be friends who are... having a baby. I can't risk my heart again this soon. I hope you understand that'
'I understand Rach' said Finn disappointed 'Friends it is'
'Good' said Rachel 'Now can you please watch funny girl with me and help me eat my chinese food?'
'I thought you wanted the food all for yourself?' said Finn
'Yeah well I may have overreacted a little when I was ordering it...' said Rachel grinning
'In that case... I'd love to help you' said Finn giving her his special half smile and they went to sit on the couch. Rachel snuggled close to Finn and layed her head on his shoulder while they were watching funny girl and eating their food. For once in the past month she felt a little better.
The next day
Finn woke up when he heard someone run to the bathroom, slamming the door behind them. Finn got up from the couch, Rachel hadn't allowed him to sleep in a bed with her yet, and went to see what was wrong. When he entered the bathroom he saw a small brunette throwing up in the toilet. He rushed to her and held her hair back. When she was done vomiting she quickely got up and brushed her teeth.
'I'm sorry you had to see that' said Rachel when she had finished brushed her teeth
'No it's okay' said Finn 'I feel terrible that I did this to you'
'Yeah well you are gonna see it a lot more often' said Rachel embarrassed
'It's fine Rach' said Finn and he hugged her 'So have you been to a doctor yet?'
'Yes a few days ago' said Rachel 'I'm a month along and I have to come back in 4 weeks'
'Okay' said Finn and he stared at her stomach 'Can I?' and he pointed to her stomach
'Uhmm.. yeah sure?' said Rachel not really knowing why he'd want to do that. He took her shirt up slightly so that her (still) flat belly was visible. He gave a sweet kiss on her belly and started talking
'Hey little baby' said Finn 'I know you are still very small and that you can't hear me yet but I want to say that even though you weren't planned, your daddy loves you very much and I know your mommy does too. We are gonna try to be the perfect family and it'll be hard but you have brought and will bring joy into our lifes' and he gave her belly another sweet kiss before standing up again and he saw Rachel had tears in her eyes
'That was beautiful' said Rachel 'But why the sudden change? Yesterday you said you needed time to think about it'
'I thought about it a lot last night' said Finn 'And I realized that the only person I'd ever want to have a baby with, is you. Sure I thought we'd be at least 26 before we'd start a family but just becuase this baby isn't planned doesn't mean I'm going to love it any less. I love you and I love our baby. I know it sounds silly but I already feel connected to this baby'
'It's not silly Finn I feel the same' said Rachel smiling while putting a hand on her belly
'Do you want to keep it?' asked Finn
'Do you?' asked Rachel
'I know we are very young to be parents but... yes' said Finn 'I don't want our baby to grow up in a strange family. I want our baby to grow up in our family, but if you don't want to keep it then we don't have too'
'I do want to keep it Finn' said Rachel 'I would never let my baby go through the same thing Shelby and I went through and abortion was never an option., but I am scared Finn, what if my baby hates me? Or what if I turn out to be the worst mom ever? I never had one so how can I be a good mom myself?'
'Rach listen to me' said Finn 'You are going to be the best mother there is. Yes you didn't have a mother yourself, but you were like the mom of the Glee club. You always take care of everyone and make sure they are fine and our baby could never hate you, you are too amaizng for that. Besides the baby has my genes too which means it would love you just as much as I do'
'Thank you Finn' said Rachel
'For what?' said Finn
'For not running from our baby. For staying here, helping me through my prenancy. I really appreciate that' said Rachel smiling
'Anything for a friend' said Finn but he said the word friend like he didn't mean it. Well that was true... he wanted Rachel to be more than just his friend. He was going to figure out a way to earn Rachels trust back. He just had to figure out how...
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