Allen & Kanda- *Innocence Active*- *put sword at Kuro's neck*

Lavi- *sweatdrop*

Kuro Yuki- *Gulp*

Allen- Explain

Kanda- NOW!

Kuro Yuki- I-I'm s-s-sorry! I-I had s-s-school, and I-I was tried, too.

Lavi- Moyashi-chan, Yu-chan. Don't be mean She had a lot of work. Think about the amount Road force her family to help with.

Allen & Kanda- *Deactivate Innocence* * Puts sword a way*

Kuro Yuki- Thanks Lavi

Lavi- Your welcome

Lavi- Kuro Yuki does NOT own D. Gray Man.

Kuro Yuki-Thank you all for the review. I loved to read them and they were nice to hear some opinions.

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'Italics' for writing

'normal' for normal speech and dialog

'Blond' thoughts

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Kanda's P.O.V

Once I was out of our train compartment and after I told the Finder I was going to have a look around the train. I let my thought run wild. I knew I need to clear my head before I do something stupid and regret it later, but I could only think about him and…

How I hated it.

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I hated how the Moyashi made me feel. I felt so vulnerable, and I hate it. But I had already given into my feelings. I have fallen too deep now and I can't get out. In fact, I don't want to.

I know that the baka usagi has feelings for the moyashi - but as a brother. Even so, it was still aggravating when I see him with my moyashi and I can't help but wanting to hurt him. I hate the feeling I feel when they're together, and I wish it would disappear. I hated it how other could make him smile so easily even if it was a fake one. I should be the only to make the moyashi smile, but I want him happy and not have that sad, lifeless look. He has had for a while.

Though, I know because the Moyashi is a male, that we will never be able to be together, because if the Vatican finds out that would surely mean his execution. At the very least, I want to protect him. I wanted to do that in any way possible. If I can't, it would hurt, but he needed to be strong. If not, he won't survive...but I want to protect, so he doesn't have to fight. So, he doesn't die on me.

One thing I'm confused about, was the thought of the Moyashi a male. I can't help but feel he is not. He is so girly, even his appearance is looks girly, with a little effort you could definitely make the Moyashi look a like a women. Also, there is the fact if I was really gay I would be more attached to men, but I'm not. Heck! I find women more interesting than men!

By the time I realized it I found myself at the back of the train we were on, feeling the wind hitting me full on. It actually felt really relaxing. I chose to stay here thinking about the Moyashi.

That was then, it hit me like a brick.

I loved him...yet I never sadness and the loneliness in his eyes. Something had happened, and it was not good. Something that broke the Moyashi. Something that crushed his soul. I turned my back and opened the door to the inside of the train. Once inside, I started to pace fast back to our compartment, pushing everyone and thing out of my way as I made my way back to our compartment. I couldn't help but start feeling guilty for not protecting him, like I wanted to. I should have kept my eye on him, how knows what happened to him. How knows the extent of the damage.

I should have notice it sooner, because his eyes gave it way those eyes we saw at the dock back at the order, I was shocked to see eyes so lifeless and look of distress, and I could no longer take it. I felt that it was all my fault. I wish I could fix what ever made him like that. I wished I had protected him from whatever had caused him to be like that. I knew it was my fault, I knew I could have done something, but I did nothing to help him.

When I got back to the compartment, I opened the door and was greeted with an unpleasant sight.

The rabbit was hugging MY Moyashi.

I snapped.

Marching to the rabbit, I pulled him off of the Moyashi, and started giving him 'the look' that he should start explaining fast unless he wanted to become rabbit soup. Before the rabbit could say anything I notice that the Moyashi had fallen, face first onto the compartment chair, and that his face was flushed red and his heavy panting. I knew something was wrong.

I quickly dropped the rabbit, ignoring the cry of alert and pain from him. I quickly walked over to the Moyashi. As I bent down I could hear his was heavy panting, and how his cheeks were flushed. I placed my hand to his forehead. I quickly knew he had a very bad fever.

I look over at the rabbit with a glare - an obvious sign for him to start explaining what he'd done. He opened his mouth and started with, 'I couldn't take it'.

' What couldn't he take?…What the hell did he do?' Was the only thought that ran through my head.

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Yay end of the next chapter.

What is it that Lavi couldn't take? and What is going to happen to our poor Allen-chan

That is for next time.

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