How would you feel if you thought you couldn`t love anyone. Or were just too scared to give it a try because you thought you couldn`t even attract a fly. Abhorrent, abominable, detestable, dislikable, loathsome, odious, offensive, repellent, repulsive, revolting, unattractive, undesirable, unpleasant or in other words, me, Leah Clearwater.
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Leah/OC
~Chapter Four: Getting Help From The Crazy Red ~
I have officially waited three days since I talked to Max. I didn`t want to look desperate, but I knew deep down I technally was. I was even tempted to call him at four o`clock in the morning, but that would look bad on my behalf. So, basically, I`ve been in phone`s reach for the past couple of days and now I think I`m just about ready to call him.
If only I could get my fingers to move.
Yeah, this sucks. I mean, I`ve been paranoid for the past three days and when I finally decide to call him my fingers go all, 'Sorry, no can do.' Seriously, what the hell!
I took a deep breath as I raised my index finger to press the number from my phone to have feeling get lose in my arm which causes my arm to go back to my side.
So, brain. Why did you constantly bug me when you can`t even dial the number?
I groan and plopped down onto my couch. I needed more than to just hear his voice. I needed to see his face. His lovely grey eyes that twinkled when he looked down at me. His soft looking (And I have to prove that theory) His milk soft skin that added more heat to my body then their already was. I needed to see him.
Maybe he`s at the hospital and I could fake an injury? Nah, that wouldn`t work. I heal too quick. Maybe I could hurt someone and bring them to the hospital and pretend-
`Cause all of me. Loves all of you.
Love curves and all your edges, all your perfect imperfection.
Give your all to me. I`ll give my all to you.
You`re my end and my beginning.
Even when I lose I`m winning.
`Cause I give you al-
I looked at my caller I.D and my heart nearly burst from my chest.
~Maxxie~
Okay, first, don`t ask about the nickname I gave him. I just thought it was cute. Second, I would never show this to him or else I would die. And lastly, holy shit, Max is calling me! Thank goodness too because otherwise I was going to go crazy with battling with myself.
I took a deep breath and closed my eyes. Calm yourself, Leah. Don`t need to freak him out and have him never call back now do we?
Reopening my eyes, I pressed answer on my phone and placed it against my ear. I bit my bottom lip when his voice filled my ears.
"Hello? Leah, are you still there?"
"Huh?"
I hear him chuckle as I wondered what was funny. "Um, I said hello three times already and you didn`t say anything." Oh. God, Lee. Don`t you know if you answer a phone, you need to speak through it.
"Lee," I shivered at my nickname. When other people say it, it sounded plain. But, when he said it...gosh, fireworks in my underpants. No, cool it, Leah.
"Maxxie." I mimicked. My heart pounded against my ribcage as I mentally face palmed myself.
Why`d I have to go on and do that for?
"Hm, never been called that before."
I chewed on the corner of my lip, "Really, because I don`t-"
"Relax, Lee. I actually like hearing it from you." I sighed in relief.
"Good because that`s what I have saved into my phone for you and I wasn`t going to change it..." I dragged out, more embarrassed than commanding.
Whipped.
I hear Max chuckle before he lowered his voice. "Good. Because I have you under Lee-Lee."
I hid my blushy face with a snort of a laugh. "Oh, really?"
"Yup. Hearts all over it and everything."
"Really now?" Control that heart beat, Clearwater.
"Mmhmm, care to see over coffee."
What did I say? A smooth fucker.
"I might have to take that into consideration." I placed my hand on my hip, grinning from ear to ear.
"So, would that possibly... probably be a yes with a cherry on top." I couldn`t help but laugh.
"Sure, Maxwell. I`ll have coffee you." We exchanged information before hanging up with our final goodbye. I looked at the clock.
7:43 P.M
Okay, so our coffee date or whatever starts at four which gives me approximately twenty-one hours and seventeen minutes to decide what I want to wear.
God, when did I become one of those girls. You know, the girl I make fun of for worrying about what the guy wants instead of what she wants. I`m Leah Marie Clearwater. I don`t care what a guy thinks of me. I`m going my way. I will eat like a pig if I want too. I will not use manners and you know what? I think I might wear sweats tomorrow.
Yup, defiantly sweats.
"You can`t wear sweat on a date!"
I regret coming over to Seth and Lily`s house to thank the red head.
Like I said, I was going to thank Lily for calling Max for me and she begged the hell out of me to tell her what happened after that and so I told her. I`m not really sure if that was the right thing to do considering she was glaring bullets into my brains. Probably shouldn`t have said that part to her about the sweats and not having manners thing.
"Hey, if my sister want to repel the guy, let her be." Seth interrupts while rocking Liliana in his muscular arms. He placed this bottle into the infant`s mouth and swaying back and forth.
Lily`s glare turned to her husband as he averted his eyes to look around the room. I snorted just so attractively to gain attention back to me where it originally was. "Don`t mind him. He`s just trying to play the protective brother role." She rolled her eyes.
Seth muttered, "I`m doing a damn good job so far."
The redhead chose to ignore him once more and patted my shoulder, "Listen, I`m not saying you have to wear a dress-"
"Ew." I cringed. Dresses and I weren`t on a friendly term.
"I`m just saying to put effort into it."
I rolled my eyes, "Like what type of effort?"
She smirked, "Leave that to me."
Did I really want to trust a girl that had conversations with herself in her head? Did I really want to? I mean, I was desperate -I wasn`t going to admit that to anyone- but, was I really that desperate?
I looked down at her black converses, her blue skinny jeans and a grey large hoodie that I was almost positive that was Seth`s. She looked decent. But, then again, she just had a baby, so I wouldn`t picture her wearing super model, tight clothing. Maybe I should give her a chance. ..
Sighing loudly, "Fine."
My eyes flickered to my brother who eyes widened as if to say 'You-Got-Yourself-Into-This.' I raised my eyebrow at him before turning back to the short girl who was grinning from ear to ear. Oh, I see now.
"Come on."
How do I get myself out now?
sugarishfreak - Well, that`s Lily Clearwater for you, Missy! ; ) You just knew things were going to be awkward especially dealing with me. Lol. You know me too well, Miss. : D
fari30 - That someone wouldn`t happen to be..LEAH CLEARWATER, would it?! Haha, here`s an update for ya! ; )
CharNinja LOL - I know. But, that what makes them a family!
sjwht- Glad you`re enjoying it, Darling!
TheSlytherinQueenbee- *Shocked* You...you like my weirdness? *Sheds tear* You the real MVP! LOL. Okay, I`m done with my dramatic moment. Thanks, I truly enjoy being weird.
That is a wrap for Miss Lwah over here. How do you think the lunch date will go? Plus, I discovered that I like Daddy Seth. What about you? Review!
~HateresGoing2Hate