Thank all the people who reviewed. (: Hahaha. I so appreciated them. Lalala. Anyway, I'm sorry for taking so long to post. You see, I was really busy w/ my school stuff last few weeks. And I'm down w/ writer's block. ): So, these few chapters would suck much much more than the ones that are coming soon. Hahaha. So, yeah. I tried thinking about some ways that I could start their relationship going. Well, I can't say that I'm 100% successful until I actually start writing them down. But, I can say, I'm halfway through the bridging area. Now, I'll just fill some of Amu's past. (:

And, Amu's revealing a lot of things to Ikuto, since she didn't mind. Well, Ikuto's going to be killed anyway. Hahaha. But, I gotta warn. I can't write pervertic stuffs that Ikuto does. I don't know why, but I just can't. I tried, but I can't. ): So, yeah. I hope your won't mind though. Hehehe.

So, enjoy. And review on how I can improve on my chapters! I love people who reviews! And, if you've actually realised, I reply to every review that I get. Hehehe. Scarlet Rose187, I hope my reply answers your question? :D

Enjoy! I do not own Shugo Chara. If I did, it'll be Kuutau. Hahaha.

"Don't say sorry. I'm sorry that I have to kill someone who's so sweet," Amu whispered as she fell onto the ground behind the door.

This stupid void in my heart ain't going away. It has been in my chest for ten over years, and until now, it's still in my chest. I promised Ami that I would never let myself be so weak. But I just broke down in front of Ikuto. Just what is happening?

"I wish you had a sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare," Amu quickly dug into her pocket to get her phone.

"Hello?" Amu's voice was slightly shaky, but it was still audible.

"Amu, are you feeling better now?" Ikuto's voice screamed into Amu's head.

"Yeah, I'm feeling much better now. Ikuto, sorry about that…"

"Um… Amu… Would it be okay if you can tell me why did you break down in the first place?"

"It's a really long story… Do you mind if I tell you another day? Sorry, I'm really tired, and I'm planning to go to sleep soon. I'll talk to you soon."

"Mm, okay. Bye,"

-AhYingx3-

"YOU… WHAT?" The small girl who was sitting on chair in front of Amu's working desk screamed.

"Rima… Can you please don't freak out like that? My ears are so pain right now," Amu said in desperation. She was telling Rima the story that happened the day before. It's Monday, and it's back as a working day.

"Anyway, Utau's coming over later," Rima suddenly calmed down. Amu sweat-dropped.

"Amu, why did you break down in front of Tsukiyomi?" Rima asked in a quieter voice.

"I don't know, I didn't even know that I would break down when I'm in the amusement park… I only realized it yesterday…" Amu whispered.

"Its okay, it's okay."

"Amu! What's the story?" Utau stormed into the office without any warning or whatsoever.

"Whoa, whoa, Utau! Can't you learn how to knock on the door?" Amu screamed.

Rima quickly said the important stuff to Utau after Utau sat on the couch in Amu's big office.

"Wait, wait! Are we talking about Tsukiyomi Ikuto?" Utau whispered, her eyes slowly turning a darker shade of purple. Amu nodded.

"He's… he's supposed to be a very quiet person,"

"But he seems okay to me…" Amu said in defense of her friend.

"Wait, Utau… How did you know about Tsukiyomi?" Rima asked in curiosity. Amu's head suddenly whipped up and looked at Utau for the first time. She was so focused that she hadn't paid attention, but still, she knew that Utau had came in and sat down on her couch.

"He's…"

"He's my… ex,"

"How come you never told us that you've an ex? How come you only told us about Kukai?" Rima asked loudly. Amu was so shocked that she quickly whipped her head back into her work. The sound of the keyboard was breaking the silence right now, and making Utau nervous.

Just right on cue, Utau's phone rang.

"Huh, suddenly? Alright, I'll see you there in a few," Utau said and stood up.

"Where are you going?" Rima demanded.

"I'm sorry, something came up." Utau said and quickly went out of the office.

"How lovely is that," Amu said without looking up from her monitor.

Rima, being Amu's secretary, was sitting in Amu's office gossiping instead of working. Her seat was supposed to be outside Amu's, but normally, Rima would be in Amu's office. Somehow, Rima could only work like that, if not… It'll be something bad that has happened.

"Rima, I want you to go and find out, why does Easter want to kill Ikuto. He's such a gentlemen. And I don't feel like killing someone who's so nice.

"Okay, I'll try," Rima said and stood up, walking towards her laptop and started working.

Two hours later

"You could be a sweet dream, or a beautiful nightmare. Either way I don't wanna wake up from-"

"Hinamori Amu," Amu said as she placed the phone on her ear.

"It's Ikuto,"

"Oh, yes.. What's up?"

"I'm curious about the long story that you were talking about… Um, would it be okay if we go out for dinner or something?"

"That sounds fine. I'll meet you at the park at seven-thirty. Okay?"

"Yeah, anyway… It's good hearing your voice again," Ikuto said before putting down the phone, leaving the flushed pinkette holding the phone in her hand, shocked.

"Who was that? Leaving my Amu blank like that isn't common," Rima said, looking up from her specs that she wore for work.

"It's nothing, I'll be knocking off earlier okay?" Amu said before focusing back onto her computer.

"And, Rima… GET THE HELL OUT!" Amu shouted and started looking out of the large piece of glass behind her. Rima quickly took her laptop together with her charger and scrambled out of Amu's office. She hadn't seen Amu so angry since long, long ago, when her first cheated on her.

Just what is happening to me? Why am I opening to Ikuto? What's going on? Hadn't I swore Ami that I would never let myself break down? Hadn't I swore to Ami that I'll love anyone ever again? Hadn't I swore to Ami that I'll never let anyone break me? So, why am I doing this to kill myself? Oh my god, this is so not going on.

"Ikuto, where are you?" Amu said in frustration to the phone.

"I'm so sorry, Amu. Something came up, and I'm going to be late. I'll come in a few, okay? I'll explain more when I reach. I'm already on my way. My car is growling right now. I'm reaching soon. Talk to you later," Ikuto said quickly and put down the phone.

Amu has been waiting in the restaurant for the last hour and she's starving and she's really tired. That Ikuto, he was the one who said to meet at this time-. As if right on cue, a blue-haired man walked into the restaurant.

"I'm so sorry, Amu!" Ikuto said as he sat down on the chair.

-AhYingx3-

"Can we do this in somewhere private or something?" Amu whispered. Ikuto had asked her that sensitive question that he was asking.

"Yeah, I know somewhere that's wonderful. And it's really quiet," Ikuto said and pulled Amu's hand and started walking towards his favorite hill.

"Wow, this place is beautiful!" Amu said happily as she looked out to the skyline.

"Yeah, I love coming here when I need a break from everything." Ikuto said as he sat on the grass.

"Amu, now, tell me, what happened that made you like that?" Ikuto continued softly. Amu sat down on the grass next to Ikuto and started looking onto the grass.

I don't think it's a problem even if I'm telling Ikuto right? After all, he'll be dead in a few more months to come…

"My parents, they used to be alive… And I used to have a sister. But, they died in an accident when my father wasn't paying attention to the road. I was in school, and I didn't know until I reached home, and seeing my aunt outside my house, waiting for someone to return home. Apparently, I'll be the only person left in the house. Of course, I immediately went depressed. My family were my aspiration for everything, and why must they die? Why, why, why must they die?" Amu screamed the last part and started sobbing.

"If you don't want to, you can don't continue. It'll be okay," Ikuto whispered and sat closer to Amu, so that he can reach to her and hug her.

"No, I'm okay. I promised you, that I'll say it." Ikuto nodded and looked at Amu, with full curiosity.

"So, I started being really depressed, and I remembered that I had stopped talking altogether, because I found life meaningless. I almost jumped down the building, when Rima found me, and took me in with her. I started having a friend, I started opening up to my only friend. And the social circle gets bigger and bigger as time goes by. But, no matter whatever happens, my heart is always missing about them. My heart is filled with voids. I can never fill it up. For years I've been living the dead. If it wasn't for the wonderful people that've helped me., I wouldn't be the Amu I am now. Ikuto, on that day… I've broke down because I've thought of all the million things that my family and I could've done when they were still around. When Ami was still around, my parents treated her like she's their only jewel. It's as if I've never been there. It was never Amu, it was always about Ami, Ami, Ami. Every day, it's Ami. I've always wanted Ami to disappear, so that I can be in the limelight. But now that they are gone, I don't want her to leave. I don't want them to l-leave…" Amu whispered softly at the end as she cried and cried. Ikuto has shifted so that the girl was crying into his chest. He didn't know why, but his heart was clenching itself as if it was aching.

"Amu… It's okay now. You've me now, it's okay. The wonderful people that has helped you will be there forever and forever. It's gonna be okay," Ikuto whispered soothingly and smiled.

"Ikuto… You've never tried it, you'll never know, how h-hard it i-is, to get over what happened." Amu sobbed into Ikuto's chest a lot.

I'm not crying because of my stupid family… I'm crying because of that fucking cheater. And I can't even believe that I was fooled. I can't believe that I loved him… I can't believe it.

Amu, let me fill that void of yours, will you?

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