A/N: I know you guys love the French chapter names. Thank you, reviewers. I'm writing as fast as I can, I've been sick, sorry. Feedback is appreciated. If you hate this whole fan fiction and despise me for writing such crap, tell me, I'll reply with some hate mail.

Disclaimer: This is me for the forth time, not owning Twilight, Time of Dying (Three Days Grace) or Sorrow (Flyleaf)

Chapter 4 – Recouvrement

I woke up to the sound of Jacob's voice calling my name repeatedly. It felt like I was in heaven, except the piercing pain in my side. He continued to call my name, and I decided to let him know I was alive. I was surprised he had kept his promise. I opened my eyes and tried to move, my injury still hurt, causing me to groan.

"Are you okay Lee?" he asked

"Jacob, you kept your promise." I said and weakly reached to touch his hand.

His face's usual glow was masked in concern as my hand touched his. He felt unusually warm to me this time. He held my hand with his gently as possible, the way he used to hold formerly breakable Bella.

"Leah, I could never break a promise I made to you." He said in his deep voice. "You scared me half to death with your groaning."

"Was I really groaning in my sleep?" I said I alarm. I only groaned in my sleep when something was wrong.

On the ground I lay
Motionless in pain
I can see my life flashing before my eyes
Did I fall asleep
Is this all a dream
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

"Well you were! I thought that you were going to die."

"Well I'm not dead yet, much to your dismay."

"Leah, I'd never wish you dead, or injured. On that note, how are you?"

"It hurts a little but I'll get through it." I lied though my teeth. It actually hurt like a bitch.

On that note Carlisle came into the room shadowed by Edward, the mind reading vampire. Carlisle was holding a clipboard, no doubt with all my medical history on it.

"Leah, how are you holding up?" Carlisle asked with concern.

"Fit as a fiddle." I lied.

"If by 'fit as a fiddle' she means in serious pain, yes she's fit as a fiddle." Edward gave me away. Thanks Vamp!

"Leah, if you lie you'll never get better." All three of them said in unison.

"What if I don't want to get better?" I said. Jacob's grip tightened on my hand, and his facial expression changed from concern to frustration with a hint of love.

"Lee, don't talk like that." Jacob said. "I couldn't survive without you here." Wait what was he saying, he hated me! Just a couple months ago he wanted me to die, and rot in hell, and now he was saying how he couldn't survive without me! As a plus he also had Nessie. I desperately wanted to be in his arms at all times, but I didn't know that the feelings I had would be returned.

"Jake, I—…" A throbbing pain from my side cut me off. Jacob's face became concerned again.

I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
in my time of dying

"What's wrong with her doc?" Jake asked Doctor Dracula.

"It seems that her body is rejecting the medication I gave her, and because the medicine isn't being absorbed she's not healing." Dr. Dracula replied. (A/N: I am no physician [though I aspire to be], so this is completely made up.)

On this bed I lay
Losing everything
I can see my life passing me by
Was it all too much
Or just not enough
Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare

"Can't you do something?" Jacob said as I groaned and started beating my leg against gurney, out of pain. "Leah?" I felt some thick liquid at back of my throat, it tasked like salt, and iron oxide…. It was blood! It made its way up my throat into my mouth, I couldn't breath it was blocking my air passages. I started coughing trying to get oxygen to my lungs, but that only made the blood come out of my mouth making my "not okay-ness" more obvious.


I will not die (I will not die)
I will survive

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I feel alive, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
I will not die, when you're beside me
I will not die, I'll wait here for you
In my time of dying

"She is coughing up blood!" Edward said to Carlisle, who was standing there in shock.

"I noticed, my dear young son, I don't know what to…. well do. I need the blue, super heal pills Edward!" Carlisle said. With that Edward left to get the pills, and came back in flash.

"HURRY UP DOC!" Jacob yelled to Carlisle.

Ignoring Jacob, Carlisle took two pills from the little prescription bottle. "Leah, you need to swallow the pills I put in your mouth, okay?" When I gave a small cough of agreement, and spurted blood everywhere Carlisle put the pills into my mouth, and I swallowed. When I continued to bleed Carlisle was even more distressed. "We need a blood donor; she is losing too much blood."

"I'll do it; I'll give her my blood." Jacob said

"No!" I gurgled from behind the blood

"Lee, we have to do this so you live."

"Then just let me die." I said, meaning it.

"I'm not going to let you die!" Jacob said.

For the next five to ten minutes the blood persisted to flow out of my mouth, I stopped closing my mouth and just let the blood flow from the corners. They hooked Jacob up to an IV and put him on a gurney as is a custom for patients getting more than a test tube of blood drawn. They hooked us up to a transfusion machine, and I began to get sleepy. I felt Jacob fall asleep next to me, so I let myself sleep.

Sometimes life seems too quiet
Into paralyzing silence
Like the moonless dark
Meant to make me strong

Familiar breath of my old lies
Changed the color in my eyes
Soon he will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me

Left alone with only reflections of the memory
To face the ugly girl that's smothering me
Sitting closer than my pain
He knew each tear before it came
Soon He will perforate the fabric of the peaceful by and by

Sorrow last through this night
I'll take this piece of You
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As You flew right through me

And we kiss each other one more time
And sing this lie that's halfway mine
The sword is slicing through the question
So I won't be fooled by his angel light

Sorrow lasts through this night
I'll take this piece of you
And hope for all eternity
For just one second I felt whole
As you flew right through me
And up into the stars

Joy will come

When I woke up I was no longer in a hospital gown, or in the Cullen house, in a gurney. I was in yellow cotton shorts, and a yellow T shirt, and I was lying on the Black's couch. I put my hands on either side of me and tried to push up, inflicting pain upon myself. Jacob black entered the room.

"Your, awake!" he said relieved, and then saw my face, all contorted in pain and what not. "You tried to get up…" It wasn't a question. He then put his arms around me ever so lightly, and pulled me up to a sitting position before letting go.

"Thanks, Jake." I said sincerely. "For everything, saving me, donating blood, caring, and bringing me back to La Push."

"Lee, you don't need to thank me."

"Um considering what you did for me yes I do, a simple 'You are welcome' would stop me from annoying you to death."

"You're welcome."

"I changed my mind, I have another annoying question."

"What?"

"Why did you do it?"

"What?!"

"Why did you save my life?"

"Leah, I love you."

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