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Chapter 4

BPOV

Today. November 16th. It has been two months since Edward has left me. I was really starting to get annoyed at Charlie. I don't think he will ever stop nagging at me to talk again. What doesn't he understand that I don't want to talk. I have no reason to talk. I took a vow to never speak again. I laid there in my bed. Once again I got no sleep. Maybe 2 or 3 hours at the most. Thank God it was a Saturday. I slowly got out of bed and went to the washroom.

I turned on the shower and stepped in. The hot water felt good against my stiff muscles. I thought about what I was going to do today:

Wake up.

Shower.

Sulk.

Be sad.

Be heartbroken.

Do laundry while listening to break-up songs.

Write music.

Make Dinner.

Not talk.

Work on homework.

Think.

Be Sad.

Try to sleep.

Yup. That's what most days were like.

I looked at my self in the mirror. Nothing new. My face was the palest it has ever been. I had dark permanent purple bags under my eyes from lack of sleep. I was always up . I can never fall asleep these days. I'm always kept awake by me thinking of him.

I went down stairs, not caring if I tripped.

" Good Morning Bella. How are you?" Charlie asked. I hope he wasn't expecting an answer.

I nodded and grabbed a bowl of cereal.

" Oh Bella. Why don't you ever speak? Please? Just once. Speak. Say something. Im sick of you having to write me little notes or text me messages so I can understand you! I know Edward hurt you but you can't let him ruin you're life! He's just a boy! Get over him already and grow up!" I shuddered at his name. That really hurt. That was going too far.

" Oh Bella. Im sorry. I shouldn't have said that. Im sorry."

I quickly looked for my pen and note pad. As soon as I got it I wrote:

Charlie. I am sick of you telling me to talk. Im sorry but it is getting very annoying.

I have been thinking about moving out and I think now is the time.

I handed him the note and he quickly read my scribbles.

" No Bella. Don't move out! Not now. I need you here. Please don't! I'm sorry!"

Once again I wrote:

It's not just you. This place has too many memories. And I can't handle it anymore.

I have been thinking about moving for about a month now. I have even already found a place that I like. It's not too much and I have saved up enough for the first 5 months of rent. I will come over to make you dinner and such on Tuesdays, Thursdays and Saturdays. I have already made up my mind. I need time alone. Don't be mad.

He read the note and his expression grew from anger to disappointment.

" Are you sure Bella? It would be better if you stayed. I enjoy your company. Are you sure?"

I nodded.

" Very well. If you must. But I would at least like to pay your rent every month while your in school."

I didn't want him to pay rent! I wanted to be on my own. I quickly shook my head with anger across my face.

" Yes Bella. You're still in school and I want you to focus on your studies."

I once again shook my head. What doesn't he understand?

" Fine at least let first 5 months."

I shook my head.

" 4 months?"

I huffed and shook my head once again.

" 3 moths at least?"

I stared at him. He knew the answer.

" 2 months and that's my final offer. Either way I will give you 2 months worth of rent whether you like it or not."

I sighed and squeezed the bridge of my nose. I have got to stop doing that.

I slowly nodded accepting defeat.

" Good. But Bella. If you move out. At least stay a couple days for Christmas, okay?"

Charlie asked.

I nodded and went upstairs.

Now that Charlie knew that I was moving out, I could leave quicker. I had to start packing up my things. I already payed the first moth of rent on my new apartment so now I can move in as soon as possible. Half of my things were packed up so I decided that I will move in on Monday. We have school off on Monday for some teacher in-service shit and there also was a winter fair going on , so the whole day would be school free.

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